Roses Are Not in Love

Roses Are Not in Love
Knitting Hope.


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The pale rays on the eastern horizon indicate that the Surya will soon wake up from his sleep, the thin fog gathers between the hills and mountains, and the, it clustered like a cloud covering the shoots of pine trees and the countryside beneath. Bak was in the country above the clouds of my current state, plus the chill of the morning breeze and the chirping of birds made this morning feel good.


Holding a cup of hot tea, I sought warmth from him. Every sip that runs through my throat is carried warm to the stomach. Not wanting to lose the beautiful moment of being on the clouds, I opened my eyes wide to enjoy all the beauty of his creation. There is no power and effort when faced with the favor of God. We are only dwarfs, who cannot achieve anything without the abundance of favors from HIM. Then, it's still us


The pale rays gradually stiffened, the rays fell on the clouds of fog, and added to its beauty in the eyes. Allahu Akbar, this is really new favors for the eyes. A pleasure to enjoy. Like the nature of God, the most loving and compassionate. Given us eyes with love, then given the pleasure of vision as the character of its embellishment.


One hard deheman made me turn my head to leave my admiration for the favor of God. And the dribbling of my eyes moved to the origin of the sound. Deg, my chest is suddenly spurring its beat. Hunt me to turn my gaze to someone who was walking slowly towards me. And it looked very forced, because after that I glanced back at him.


Standing not far from me, Rendi looked fresh with a blue sweater. Her hair was also well-groomed this early. In his sleigh he looked as far away as I did, with both hands in his cell pocket.


"Beautiful morning." Mumbled slowly. "Didn't that.?" Ask me while looking at me who is watching.


Struck at him, I again threw away my gaze while muttering softly to answer him. "Yes, it's a bright morning."


"Good morning to the world." Back Rendi voiced. "What are you doing so early here, Rose.?"


I immediately looked at Rendi who was currently leaning half of her body on the iron trellis, while her gaze was straight at me.


"I.?"


"Yes, you.?" Repeat Rendi in a confused tone, and the more confused one was me.


"Enjoy the morning." I poked my tea cup towards Rendi who was still faithful looking at me. "You yourself, what are you doing so early here.?"


"Enjoy the morning too, just like you." We similarly smile awkwardly.


"You want tea.?" My toot.


"Can."


I put my tea cup, on the small table beside me, and then led my way not far from where I was standing just now. It didn't take long, I came back with a hot cup of tea for Rendi.


"Thank you." Said Rendi as soon as I shove tea for her.


"The same."


"I'm envious of you, thank you." Reply Rendi arrived.


"Why.?" I whipped up my tea which was starting to cool down.


Rendi did not immediately answer, but instead drank his tea with his calm style. "Because, thanks alone can be the same, cook we don't."


Almost I spouted the tea that was in my mouth and because it didn't, it made me choke. "Not very funny." I said after stopping my cough.


"I don't laugh anymore." Still with his calm style, Rendi answered my words. "Can I tell you that you're here waiting for me.?" Ask Rendi and it makes me confused what to answer. Because, honestly the kindness of Rendi's attitude burdened me. Especially with my status.


"I'm here because I'm waiting for the morning." I answered with a stern.


Rendi smiled wryly and again sipped her tea with a look of not letting go of me at all. "If it's true, it's okay. I'm asking you not to come this early." Rendi.


Feeling struck by Rendi's words, I threw my gaze away from her and we chose the same silence.


"I'm done." Saying slowly. "I'm going back to cabbin." I continued, but somehow there was a feeling of unwillingness. But also another strange feeling. I'm worried now.


There was no reply from Rendi, making me flip my body. And just two steps back, the sound of Rendi sounding soft in my ears but quite clear to me.


"Stay with me." Instead of moving forward, I just stayed in my place, waiting for a word that might be continued by Rendi. "My company. Please."


Silence, I exhaled deeply. I don't know exactly what made me do that, which must be a burden I can't just let go of to end or continue this feeling.


"Stay with me, good hard especially my friends. Follow me through the day, enjoying everything I do." Hearing Rendi's words why my feelings just feel heavy. What because of my status, which would definitely be considered unworthy by the people around us.


"I assume you agree, if you keep quiet." Rendi.


I turned my body to face Rendi who seemed to shine brilliantly with the sun that has now risen right behind her. And I think it should be the presence of Rendi for me, but I do not dare to go forward again because it will be difficult for me later.


"You're too precious for a woman like me, Ren." Reply lirih.


"You deserve to have someone who's worth you. I, I don't deserve that." I'm lirih.


"Didn't you have the same feelings that I have, War.?" There was a strong tone from asked Rendi.


Restless ambushed me, my hands squeezing each other. I'm happy with Rendi's confession, but on the other hand I'm determined to go beyond my limits.


"No need to answer, I can already see from your face." Back Rendi voiced. "I know what you're thinking. I love you it has nothing to do with anything else, nor with your mass. Just enough to relate to you and our future." Rendi tried to convince me.


"That's not going to be possible, Ren. There will be questions and debates."


"I'll be able to answer everything. Because I don't care about what people say." Joints Debate.


"You are, but I am not. I care." Lirih, very softly the words came out of me. "Oh, forget it."


"Like you're going to forget how you feel, you think it's going to be easy. Why, if we have the same feelings, should be so concerned with gossiping people. Why don't you dare take a bold step." Rendi held out her hand to me and eroded the distance between us.


"Prepare bravely with me, War." Rendi said as soon as she was right in front of me with her hand still outstretched towards me.


Shaking slowly, I took one step back. "It's not about you, but me. I'm doing this, because I realize it won't be easy going forward. Enough Ren, we've been best friends all along." There was pain when I said that to Rendi.


And right, I did it all not for a Rendi, especially for me. Because too afraid, when I have agreed to Rendi's request, there will be families who oppose. Especially the Rendi family.


"Say, what do you think is too much for us not to face together.?"


Nibbling on my lower lip, I endured the turmoil in my chest that was difficult for me to reveal the truth. "My status, which might be an obstacle. Also the age link, it would feel inappropriate, Ren." I slowly spoke and was countered with a smile by Rendi.


"When I reached out to you, I thought of everything, War. Not for the short term, but also for the long term for our future. And don't worry about it, my family knows everything about you, including your status." I stared at Rendi.


"Married is it not the longest worship.? And there, I will not be able to promise happiness alone, for every value of worship will be seen by its test. Marriage is also not about romance at a young age. But, also the comfort of partners to stay together and accept each other and cover one shortcoming with a thousand advantages from the couple. Then, stay alive calmly when the hair has changed color, the teeth have been dated. Don't you want to be like my image.?"


Not daring to answer Rendi's words, I lowered my head even more. I've misjudged Rendi. It turns out that age does not guarantee the deity of one's thoughts. Evidently it was with the words of Rendi who kept trying to convince me.


"As I said. I love you, it has nothing to do with your mass. And I don't care who you've been in love with, or who you've loved. Because what's important to me is you right now." Back Rendi's hand stretched out towards me. "Give me that trust, and instead let's get together to tell us stories." Continue Rendi in a confident tone.


Did you know Rendi, if the word of her request had made me soar, and I was afraid of falling. The phrase may not mean anything if my chest does not pound with it. And made my lips twitch to answer what. Because I'm too embarrassed to say yes.


"You still don't want to welcome my hand.?" Say Rendi slowly with eyes that highlight hope and the condition of the offer of happiness.


"Give me time to think." Ahrinya, those words came out of my throat despite being very soft.


"Well, I hope your decision won't break my heart for the umpteenth time." Reply to Rendi by pulling her hand into her pants pocket. "Don't as you like to ask for time, I'll make sure when it's over." Continue Rendi while walking forward until passing me.


"I'll be busy starting in the afternoon for the next three days. And you know my schedule that afternoon, so that's where I'm waiting for you." Said Rendi quietly with a mysterious smile that was left for me. He left me without looking back.


Like Rendi who no longer looked back. Do I also need not hesitate with the massalu, and step parallel with Rendi. I'm sure my eyes sparkled when I looked at him. I'm sure, my chest warmed by his attitude. But I'm too afraid to start, if I end up getting hurt.


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