Roses Are Not in Love
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As if someone who was in the middle of longing for revenge, Mas Karang did not give his eyes a chance to look the other way and continue to focus on staring at me who was sitting in front of him. Do not look the other way, to the plate containing food that is right in front of him is not.

Want me to do the same, to satisfy my eyes with this beautiful sin. But I could not do it, not because I was afraid of the sin that should be rewarded to me, but I was afraid of Bia's reaction. Truly, this love of a servant can make God angry. And I can't lie to my heart about it even if I know about it. Because I have so little faith that I have.

"Mas Karang has finished his task today.?" Tanya Bia arrived.

"It has. But, it's changed tonight again." Answer Mas Karang in the tone as usual.

Maybe because of the attitude of Mas Karang who was always friendly and polite like this which made me unconsciously start to mumble who then turned into loving. In addition to the way Mas Karang spoke that was always sweet towards me made me unable to reject his charm.

Or indeed my heart is easy to fall and get carried away with feelings easily. And the weakness of my heart, is that once I make a choice, I will give my whole heart whole to the one who makes my chest shake in other words I am a bucin. Even though it was unrequited though, like how I felt about Bang Daffa.

"So, Mas Karang will have a shif tonight.?"

"It's true."

"Wahh, this run out must sleep dong Mas Karang, so that later the night will not be sleepy." Bia spoke back. And indeed I also want to say that, but somehow my lips feel like they are alone.

"Like that, Bi." Answer Mas Karang while smiling.

"If so cepetin dikit War eat it, pity us nyita time Mas Karang to rest." Bia said again, as he urged scooping the food in front of him.

"No need for that, Bi. I'm used to it."

"Slow down, Bi. You'll get choked up." My timpal when I saw Bia did look very rushed to devour her food.

"I hunted not because of anything, but I had to hunt. Because I'm going to the restroom." Bia replied along with the toilet contents of the plate then regardless of my dumb face, Bia rushed back to the bathroom leaving me and Mas Karang.

Mas Karang and I smiled awkwardly after Bia, not only was I an awkward person. Because, I can see Mas Karang's smile that looks relaxed just hung out for me. Even more than that, Mas Karang seemed grateful for the passing of Bia.

"Sorry." Said Mas Karang slowly, and it made me lift my head to look at Mas Karang, and it seemed to me that Mas Karang's smile was widening.

"Sorry for what.?" I wonder to Mas Karang.

Back Mas Karang's smile was engraved on his lips. "I'm sorry for not being able to keep the promise to see you as I promised. You must have waited a long time, until you were angry with me."

"Wait, I mean Mas Karang's appointment four days after the last time we met it.?" I lit up Mas Karang's speech.

"Yes. Give me a chance to explain why I didn't come, War."

"Mas, I didn't come either." I replied weakly as I put my fork and spoon together. Because, all my memories of Kak Melati instantly filled my brain and it succeeded in making my mood go down.

"REally.?" Cut Mas Karang in a questionable tone and I immediately replied with a nod of confidence.

The breath of relief Mas Karang clearly visible which in together with a flaring smile at the corner of his lips. "I thought you were angry for days not wanting to come to the Laundry House, and finally I had to involve Mas Karim in order to meet you." Obviously Mas Karang.

"sorry. I didn't mean to do that, it's just that I needed time to sort out the feeling that was messed up." I said slowly while my hands were busy stirring the juice of Guava with straws.

"Is that something to do with me.?" I shook my head slowly in response to Mas Karang. "Can I know.?" Mas Karang.

I look at Mas Karang again who is still loyal with his sweet smile, and I think there is no harm in sharing with Mas Karang. "I lost my brother forever." Lirihku and look surprised face Mas Karang for a moment, then quickly the back of my hand has been rubbed slowly.

"I'm so sorry. We never know so quickly that God takes the people we care about, perhaps also so that our love for man does not exceed our love for him." The breath of Mas Karang sounded so heavy in my ears.

"Truthfully I am also in mourning. I also just lost my Brother-in-law." Now replace me who was astonished by the words of Mas Karang. "And that's the reason I couldn't come to see you. In the midst of that sadness, I was confused where to call you. Because you didn't give me your contact."

"Sorry."

"Honestly, seeing how sad my brother who lost my Sister-in-law was, there was such a great fear that one day I would lose you and I didn't know where to look for you." This tone sounds sad.

"There is no need to answer me, maybe because I feel excessive about you, so I think too far. Is it not the law of nature, every love will surely be passionate if the time is over. If it were not for being broken because things must have been broken because of God's destiny, like my brother and that's what I fear most will happen. Because obviously it will be so hard struggle to keep longing until they can meet again." Mas Karang panjang.

"Love is do'a, and do'a is love, then whoever loves you will surely pray for you, and who prays for you means that he has loved you completely. And the most beautiful way to convey longing is through a strand of do'a that passes to the Angel every time the heart is filled with a strong whisper to meet." I don't know where the word came from, but I think I contracted the virus Bia so I can make a word that's beyond my reasoning.

We are equally silent without a breath of our eyes, satisfying our pupils with their own shadows before finally we can only let go of the longing through the do'a. Admiring the love that makes God so jealous, then rebukes us through anxiety so that we realize that there is no eternal love for man.

Indeed, love is a matter of the heart, there is no ability for man to choose it including me, nor is there any ability for him to control. The duty of man is to stay away from behavior that can bring him down in the abyss of fragrance. Because, man will only be held accountable for his behavior not the feeling of love in his heart. Then will I be able to keep this love until there is a halal reason for us.

"Rose, may I ask you one thing.?" Ask the Rock again.

"Please."

"What do you feel about me because of the diversion of feelings or because you want me to inhabit your heart.?"

Deg, as soon as my eyes delay hearing the word Mas Karang. If someone else asked maybe I could easily answer, but when the question came out of Mas Karang, I was confused what to answer it like. And somehow the words of Erik came back. Could there be a little truth to Erik's words, if Mas Karang had any resemblance to Bang Daffa.

No, my heart rejects that. Mas Karang is a very different figure from Bang Daffa. Mas Karang has a face that is always cheerful, he said softly, attentive and occasionally said sweet words, while Bang Daffa was always the opposite of Mas Karang. Or it is like that a man if he is with a woman in his tribe. Is not Bang Daffa also like that if you are with Kak Melati.

"Roses.?" Removing the Coral.

I lowered my head while continuing to squeeze both my hands to find the right word to answer Mas Karang. Honest feelings of shame are more dominant.

"No need to answer, from the red hue on your face I already know the answer. I think it's too much if I force you to answer." Telak Mas Karang until I was unable to hide my shame and could only cover my face with my two arms until my behavior made the laughter of Mas Karang even more laughable.

"Every woman will be ashamed if faced with a man in her tribe. And that shameful shame of yours is proof enough, if I'm the one who's the king of your heart." Mas Karang continued, making my lips expand behind the hand that closed it.

"Don't worry. There's no need for you to worry about your position for me if you're embarrassed to ask. You're the winner of the Rose, you're my heartbeat. Therefore do not dare to dare leave me without cause, if you do not want me to go crazy because of you."

"Don't overdo it like that. I haven't had great qualifications, to be capable and deserve to be near the side. Don't embarrass me any more." My answer.

"We'll be just as assertive, and I'll try really hard so I can be independent fast." Then after that there was only the plan Mas Karang described to me, until Bia came to our middle again.

"Bia, can you ask for your cell phone number and Rose." Mas Karang said as we were about to part. And the way Mas Karang got my phone number is really telling, because Bia immediately gave us our phone number without paying attention to my objection gaze.

And without a long quibble Mas Karang immediately left me and Bia as soon as our cell phone numbers were stored on his phone. Stepping towards his vehicle Mas Karang was still busy with a cell phone on his ladder, and Ting. The noise from my phone and I rushed to get my cell phone out of my pocket.

"See you in a month, Heart of Hearts. I'll leave my miss through do'a from later tonight. I'll keep your smile like Edelweiss who lasts for decades." I tried to muffle my smile as well as my eyes so as not to turn to the car that is now running slowly leaving the parking lot..

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