Roses Are Not in Love
Jealous of Wrong Target.

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Whispering, holding hands, or leaning your head against your partner's shoulder may be what happens on someone else's first date, but not for both of us. Because we both sit a little far apart and the language we talk about is just trivial.

Sitting face to face blocked by a tree trunk that is round like a table, I just cool down rather than looking at him who is in front of me. Or throw my gaze to another place where it comes from not staring at Mas Karang.

I am not really a shy girl. Or a girl who has trouble talking to other people. But, in the face of Mas Karang all my words disappeared, and this was much different when I first started to like Bang Daffa. Although the same as I keep it alone, I am also expressive in front of Bang Daffa.

Maybe, because from the age also at once because the specification of the purpose of the relationship that I want is no longer just love that seduce each other. But the goal that every girl always wants when a boy comes to her brings the goal of being together. Too early indeed. But, yes that is my hope.

Tonight's wind is stronger than the night before. Even the rustling seemed to be natural music to the two of us amongst the song of the mountain night beast.

I don't know what I should be describing how I feel right now. Seeing her faint smile, my heart bloomed like a flower, hearing her enthusiasm for knowing me by constantly asking me what I liked and did not like to make my chest flower. But, on the other side of my heart there was a feeling of uneasiness and uneasiness. And that's because I can't keep my mind off of Kak Melati.

"Something makes you uncomfortable, Rose.?" Asked Mas Karang as soon as I sighed deeply to throw away the unrest in my chest.

"Little." I replied with a thin smile towards Mas Karang.

"Is it because of me.?" Ask the Rock again.

I lifted my head, and again our eyes met in the dimness of the night. Honestly, I know what we're doing is wrong. And it will be a problem if until Gus Karim knows, that's why I told Mas Karang not to let anyone know about the relationship that we are forming, including Bia though.

"Roses." Removing the Coral.

"The coral wants me to be honest.?" Ask slowly.

"Of course."

I returned my smile to Mas Karang. "Lying if the Rose does not feel was was was when with Mas Karang. Because the Rose knows that what we are doing today is not justified according to religion. What else is the status of a Rose that is a Santriwati, it adds incongruity to the Rose." I pause my words while looking at the mimic Mas Karang while listening to my words.

"How do you want it.? Do you want me to talk to Mas Karim about our relationship.?" Mas Karang asked in a tone that I knew was a little doubtful.

I realized very well, it is not easy for a man to establish commitment, what else this has just been established and the impression I seemed to urge Mas Karang to give a clear name for this relationship.

"This Coral, that's not what the Rose is thinking, even though it exists, but the Rose is self-conscious, the Rose is still learning to be a sholihah whose faith is only as thin as a skin of an ari." I pause my words to swallow the saliva that seems to be bitter. "There is a happy feeling when with Mas Karang, but also sad that Roses themselves do not know what causes it." Kilahku quickly, even if Mas Karang really came to Pesantren I would not reject it..

"Tell me what it is, who knows where I am here can help you."

"Roses are reminded of the Rose's foster sister at home." My words were calm, and I somehow arrived followed by tears that burst in without me being able to hold it.

"Hey, hey. Don't cry." The index finger of Mas Karang traced my tears until it stopped right at the end of my eyes. "Did you miss him so much..?" Ask Mas Karang again who is now sitting next to me.

I am still touched by my cries, this is beyond my reasoning and I cannot control all of this. I continued to cry for no apparent reason and made Mas Karang confused me, until a warm embrace from Mas Karanglah that made my crying gradually stopped.

"Don't cry anymore, I really won't be able to see it." Said Mas Karang while stroking my back slowly.

"Sorry." I said slightly stammered amidst the rest of my tears.

"Seest."

"We should be able to talk about beautiful things tonight without being bothered by sentimental feelings."

"Honestly, that's what I was thinking before. But, right now I like this more." Say Mas Karang with di sertia kekhan slowly.

Aware of what makes Mas Karang chuckle, I immediately beristighfar and break away from the embrace of Mas Karang. And it made Mas Karang widen his smile while rubbing his nape slowly.

"I told you not to be ashamed. I'm so gnarly."

"The Coral, uh.."

Mas Karang laughed again at the spoiled tone that came out of my lips, let alone Mas Karang, I just could not believe that it was me. And usually that tone is only used if I'm with Kak Melati. Because it is only to Kak Melatilah I can be spoiled.

"It's been relieved." Say Mas Karang again.

I'll raise my finger."Little."

"So how close is your relationship with your foster brother, until he can make you doubt." This time there was a relaxed tone from Mas Karang, while preparing to listen to my story carefully.

My lips unceasingly told me about my closeness with Kak Melati and Bang Nusa. The love I have for Kak Melati, and everything about Kak Melati. While Mas Karang in front of me was unrelenting, the mangosteen kept listening to him.

"So, if in what percentage do you have love for your foster brother.?" Ask Mas Karang in my story.

"Hemmm, how many."

"Ehh, what is that.?"

"none. Only I feel, my presence is too late and the love you have for me is not comparable to that you gave to your foster brother."

This time I was the one who changed the laugh to hear the words Mas Karang. "Barrows jealousy with Mel. Because she's a girl."

Mas Karang again rubbed his nape with a funny motion. "No matter if it's a woman or a man, the truth is that your love is much greater for him."

"Cie cie is jealous." My ledek.

"Clearly jealous." Pause Mas Karang like he was thinking something. "The name's pretty familar, Mel. Funny jug.."

"Alright funnyuu.."

"Cie cie instead of jealousy," Timpal Mas Karang taunted me.

"Say who." I answered as I got up from where I was sitting.

"My word." Mas Karang also stood and towered right in front of me and blocked my steps that I had arranged to return to the tent.

"Where to. I haven't finished talking."

"Unfortunately, the rose is finished."

"I guess unfortunately Roses Mas Karang." Said Mas Karang and sibut it made me smile mockingly towards Mas Karang which turned out to be quite narcissistic.

"Ih, narcissistic very. Move aside, Roses will pass, Bia nyariin hunt apert."

"No, I told you I wasn't done talking." Kekeh Mas Karang while continuing to block my path with his body.

"Many roads lead to Rome, man." I said as I turned around and wanted to take a step immediately, but Mas Karang immediately blocked my hand.

"I have closed the road except the road to my heart." I chuckled at Mas Karang's words. And seeing the expression Mas Karang at this time really I do not believe if it is the same person, namely dr.Karang who is famous for his seriousness at work, he said, talk as necessary with people who are not very familiar despite still being friendly.

Now Mas Karang changed his expression a little seriously. "I realize, our relationship will not be like this continue, Rose. But, I promise I won't make you cry like I did, if until I see it happen no matter where you're going to hug me." Said Mas Karang by stroking the tip of my head as if smiling in the middle of me who still did not believe his words.

"Tomorrow after closing I'll take you, so don't you dare to leave before I call you. Got it. I'm done now, hurry back to the tent and rest. Do I need to kiss you for some sleep tonight." I immediately stuttered to hear Mas Karang's words, and stepped while rubbing me in the middle of Mas Karang's laughter which was widened to carry my expression..

I know behind me, Mas Karang still continues to follow my steps. Because sometimes I still hear nonsensical words that continue he continued to say softly along with his kekehannya, and all my strength trying not to look at him. But, the tip of the end I lost as well when Mas Karang who arrived suddenly slightly raised his voice when I was about to enter my tent.

"Go to sleep, don't dare dare not sleep. If you don't sleep how am I present in your dreams."

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Aged to know the Doctor rather nyleneh yes until Mas Karang. Mbok ya a little cool like dr.Rama..

"Keep the Sempean in the reader's demo, and sweet-ass looking for it..". Mas Karang..

"I am the one who laughs satisfied..."

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