Roses Are Not in Love
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Crying does not give a way out, but by crying can sometimes relieve in the heart even though it can not reduce the burden. Can someone go back in time, then remove something that will be the answer today. If it can, then I want to do that.

If this is the answer to the do'a that I once directed to the sky, then it is not appropriate that I cry. Because, that is the consequence of the forced do'a. It was my fault, because asking at once forced through the do'a, if Bang Daffa became my soul mate instead of asking the best soul mate for me. Now when the do'a is heard the sky is returned to me, there is no other way than to sincerely accept it.

A dream wedding, a perfect wedding, is sure to be every woman's dream. I also had a similar dream, even though in reality I was defeated and had to compete with the love that was first present in his heart that had taken away all his love in eternity.

Kak Melati, I don't know what Kak Melati means to make me his successor. It is possible that I will become a more patient and sincere person with Bang Daffa. But why should I.?

Not all love starts from liking at first sight, I believe in that when I was with Mas Karang. And that's what I've been working on for a month, but there's no hope because Bang Daffa closed the gap to me with a sheet of paper containing everything I should and didn't need to do.

To bear the name of the Wife, and to be a Mother only when in the presence of the family. That is the content of one of the points of the paper that Bang Daffa told me to understand and memorize. And in a certain period of time all will be returned as usual. Should I call this a contract marriage.?

And it really happened after that, because since the paper was in my hands a few months ago, Bang Daffa really ignored me and even rarely went home, even though Bang Daffa only locked himself in his room.

I don't know where to look when Adit says he misses him, because up to now I have absolutely no contact Bang Daffa who can be quick to contact. Bang Daffa could hate and ignore me, but it should not be because I Bang Daffa also ignored Adit.

As of this moment, I was confused as to where to contact Bang Daffa. Because at this time Adit is sick and continues to call his father, and I am confused to invite someone to exchange opinions ahirnya choose to call Bu Mega. With a swift Bu Mega directed me to go to the Hospital.

After going through a process that is quite tense, because you have to watch Adit's small hand enter the needle infuse. Now Adit is sleeping fast, the heat of his body also gradually decreased, so I do not worry anymore if Adit will spasm like this morning.

I who did not sleep all night, in my sitting also fell asleep with my dark position in Adit ward. Like only a few seconds I fell asleep, and had to open my eyes forcefully when I heard a loud enough sound that came from nowhere.

Like a daze, I turned my head in every direction, and either this was a dream or it was true, because Bang Daffa was already inside the Adit hospital room with his cold face that continuously intimidated me to make the drowsiness disappear and immediately stood up swiftly.

"Sacred on."

"I'm not blind." Cut Bang Daffa coldly.

Drooping down, I did not dare to look at the face that was now standing on my side with the face of his grave, nor did I dare to continue my words, because I realized, I did not even dare to continue, Bang Daffa is not a fool to not know Adit's condition than to have to hear me explain it first until I ask him.

"Whatever you do to keep Adit, until you have to involve someone else to take him to the Hospital. Whether your brain is really dull, or you are deliberately making me have to be in the position I am now. You hypocrite woman." Back, it was always rude and unpleasant to hear when I met Bang Daffa.

This time it was enough for me to be quiet. So I boldly straightened my head and I looked back at Bang Daffa, although not as cold as Bang Daffa, I think Bang Daffa could read that I did not like his words just now.

"Sampean asked me what I was doing with Adit. If I return the question, what role does it take as Adit's father.?" I said in a flat tone full of disappointment, but it will be enough to hear Bang Daffa without the need for me to shout at him.

"You have no right to.."

"Enough, that's enough. Sampean can insult me as he pleases. Sampean could hate me as deeply as he could. And I don't care anymore. All I care about is Adit. Where the role is right for Adit, he not only needs his father's big name to accompany his growth."

"Be quiet, War." Fizz Bang Daffa.

"Where to be every time Adit asks where his father is."

"You don't make opinions."

I did not pay attention to Bang Daffa's words and continued to issue my uncle about Bang Daffa who did not want to set aside his ego for Adit. If asked what Bang Daffa was in this forced marriage, obviously the answer is no. Because I was also forced before, but when I remembered that the covenant with God was far more responsible, I also tried to make this marriage a field of reward for me, although there is no such thing as good from Bang Daffa.

We kept arguing over each other's truth, though, until Bang Daffa's hand was raised almost touched my cheek and had to stop in place when Adit woke up and made Bang Daffa freeze hearing Adit's call which I also heard today.

"Mother, Dad." Adit said in a weak tone. "Mother." Repeat Adit while pulling my hand and instantly my smile appeared on my lips as I sat back down.

"Adit's gonna drink.?" My toot.

"Drink milk." Adit.

"Drink milk yet, dear. Drink water first." My bargain.

Adit turned his gaze towards Bang Daffa who still had no reaction. "Dad, not busy anymore.?" Adit's question made me feel guilty for having to lie to Adit in such a way, and all because of my presence.

"If you're busy, that's okay. Adit's already got Mommy." Adit said quickly and I who heard the word Adit made my eyes glass. But, precisely the gloomy face immediately imprinted clearly on Bang Daffa's face accompanied by his fist.

"He's not your mother, Dit." Again, I was disappointed by Bang Daffa's overly selfish attitude. Even in such a situation, Bang Daffa would not budge even a little with Adit.

Adit turned to us both in turn. "The Rose of the Mother is Adit, right.?" Adit asked and I quickly nodded while giving him a big smile and I knew that Bang Daffa was currently holding back his anger, because clearly visible from the tail of my eyes, Bang Daffa's hands were clenching tightly. And I don't care..

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The afternoon came with a drizzle of shahdu carrying fog stuck to the large glass at the end of the room. And since the afternoon of my debate with Bang Daffa earlier, I chose not to care so much about him. Because my priority right now is Adit's health. I think that's one sane way to deal with Bang Daffa.

The walls of the cemetery seemed inferior with a face that was flatter than Bang Daffa's strikaan board. Again, I don't care about that. I had fun chatting with Adit even though sometimes a loud ultimatum was thrown Bang Daffa to us, because it was disturbed by our noisy voices.

"Her day went up into the tree, chasing its prey." I said while raising my hand which was originally in Adit's stomach.

"Ah, Mother, Adit is afraid. Ah, no." Said Adit.

"Roses. Shut up." Bang Daffa said with a thunderous voice until Adit tiptoed in shock and immediately grabbed my hand tightly.

"It's okay, honey. Dad was just distracted by our noise. So we whispered yah." My words calmed the frightened Adit and Aditpun agreed to my words and immediately chose to close his eyes, forcing himself to sleep.

The sound of the Keybord that had not ticked before belonged to Bang Daffa, stopped together with the sound of the door creaking. I also reflexively turned my head towards the door, and how surprised I was, because Mother Bang Daffa and Bu Mega opened the door.

Wanting to immediately meet the two of them, but I returned to my original position because those who were whispering asked me to stay in my place. Clearly they saw Adit's hand hugging my arm as a bolster.

"How is Adit now." Ask Ms. Asri who just finished kissing both of my cheeks.

"Alhamdulillah, it's quiet, Buk." My answer.

"What did the doctor say.?" Ask Bu Mega.

"Not confirmed yet, Buk. Because waiting for lab results. For now the doctor is focused on lowering the heat, so as not to spasm." Answer me straightforwardly. "Mom just came alone.?" Asking after.

"No. You're coming too, they're still down there." And sure enough, when Bu Asri finished with the words, Pak Agung and Pak Bakti entered.

After speaking a little stale, Pak Bakti immediately reprimanded Bang Daffa who still had time to bring work when his son was sick. And Pak Bakti was also quite observant with our two rigid attitudes, especially with the attitude of Bang Daffa who was indifferent to me.

It is not enough to just monitor, Pak Bakti even followed me and asked me personally about Bang Daffa's attitude. And for me, whatever the attitude of Bang Daffa to me, it will not be worth it for me to expose his ugliness, even more so to the parents. Because, it is not impossible that everything will change and I will be bolted embarrassed by my complaints.

Enough sanely enough to face Bang Daffa, because if I think too deeply, there is then I will go crazy. Because it would be in vain to make someone like us without the help and intervention of God. I have returned to Allah alone, who has turned back the hearts of men.

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