Roses Are Not in Love
Enough For Me.

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My heart raced fast as my eyes caught the figure standing in the doorway with the boy whose height was about to overtake me. The iris of the eye shone longingly, and I was bound by it. Until, for a moment, my focus on the other eye was ignored.

This is when I met an ex. Of course the answer will not be, if what is left is a wound. It's a tightness that I don't have the right to shed tears. Because, it is no longer my priority to remember the feelings of the hot youth.

Lowering my gaze to his white hand that was on the shoulder of the curly-haired boy, I realized one thing. I found a different look in my eyes, a hateful look also yearning. And that's what I found from Adit. My little Adit, who used to depend only on me. My little Adit who used to only want to hear my words, now he changed his gaze to me.

The more crammed into the steps of the two of them, the more pounding on my chest increased in volume, even though I tried my best not to see that I was uncomfortable with this situation. However, once again this was all for the sake of Aliena.

"Adit.." Sapaku quietly without daring to look at the person standing behind Adit.

My hand remained suspended in the air, as the cheek I was about to touch had turned away quickly and just passed towards the Aliena ward.

"Give Adit time, War." The father of Aliena who stood beside me. Without saying I choose to rotate my body while satisfying my lungs with air that seems to suddenly thin.

I deserve that treatment from Adit, because when he put all his trust in me, I went without saying goodbye to him. At that time I did not think that the spicologist Adit would be shaken by the promise I had made, and the psychic in his subconscious had already expected much of that promise.

Choosing to get out of the room, I leaned my body on the wall so that my legs continued to support my body as if overwhelmed by every shock that occurred. Indeed, that fate greatly shook my soul. First Aliena's father, every time he looked at her, there was only a memory of the pain of every word of scorn that hurt my ego, until I chose to give up on her.

The second is, someone who is expected by the heart but destiny does not want to side with him then leads the memory of the promise of love that finally does not reach its goal. And the last thing is, about promises that are kept to make defects in memory.

Taking steps further away, finally this step stopped right in the hospital park. I close my eyes tightly with the head that I let lean on the garden chair while arranging the heart, arranging the thoughts, and arranging the feelings. What a colourful destiny it would be hard for me to live with, if I did not remember that everything remained in contact just because of the existence of Aliena.

"She's beautiful, Rose." Without looking I understood very well whose voice this was, and also who called out to me completely. "You're getting pretty, too."

I smiled at her hearing her words. "With a dull face and blackheads where is." Wiry, it's just so you don't look like someone who's still expecting it.

A small rarity sounded out from him. "May I sit next to you."

About two feet away we sat quietly with each other's thoughts. My gaze was straight at the afternoon sun that was ready to return to the complaint, but the light was blocked by the clouds that arrived.

"You how are you.?" Heeled his words along with a cold wind that suddenly blew on my cheek. I know he's watching me.

"As you can see. I'm fine." My answer is no less.

His breath was heard to my ears. "I'm guilty of the Rose." On his finger he said as I chose to bow my head in comparison to having to look at him.

Honestly, my chest is mixed. Wanting to quickly stand away, but my legs do not have the power just to lift my body because it is affected by the brain that tells me to stay in place and hear all the description. Could it be that my heart had a grudge until I heard her story for five years.

"I don't recognize you right, Rose. When you say it's okay, it's exactly the opposite of what happened to you." The breath sounded heavy he was pulling. It was as sad as I was then, as I humbled myself before him.

"I know you're a good woman, and I should have believed that first, that all good women, who always keep their honor, always take care of their behavior, always thinking of the bad good of every decision she will take, will never be so easy to say still think of another man other than her husband, if for no reason. I'm sorry, Rose."

My smile carved on my lips, a faint smile in the middle of my lips that trembled considering every incident where I lowered my pride in front of Mas Karang.

"Why were you dishonest then, if Bang Daffa was not.."

"What samean would believe if I said honesty with people who are flattering." Cut me up quickly.

"Maybe it won't be fast, but at least I'm meng.."

"Any event, it must have its silver lining. By talking about the past and then blaming the events that have ended, what it will make us go back there. It won't, unless the pain returns. I don't want to hate, much less hate the obvious fact that there's God's interference." Sickness, tightness, sadness, everything I've been through, now I just have to prioritize myself to Aliena.

We returned to silence, now accompanied by a droplet that fell indicating that the rain might be coming. But, the storm has been approaching my chest faster. Especially with the words of Mas Karang.

"Roses, give me a chance to fulfill our promise of love." My anger suddenly gathered together into one in the chest. "I've been looking for you all this time, and keep remembering that I have a promise with you, a promise that keeps binding me like a Qais who lost Laila."

Is that sad, or is it made hyperbolic for smart people like Mas Karang.? I don't have any points that should be taken into account. Say it, out of pity or as a form of guilt, because his brother has cut wounds for me. Again, my heart was so alert. I've been numb.

"Roses, give me another chance. I promise to trust you more than myself." Finally my head is also directed to Mas Karang.

With a sigh in I still choose to look at Mas Karang who now looks more mature. "That feeling is no longer my priority. Because I just want to shake what is mine right now. I don't want to be greedy." I said while throwing my eyes away and it was actually berahir to Father Aliena who had stood not far from the two of us.

Passing Aliena's father just like that, I don't want to know anything about my perception. The presence of two people with different nodes left in my heart, enough to make my chest crowded. And whatever God's intent is to get me re-engaged with those two I don't want to think about right now, yeah because my priority is Aliena right now.

"War, wait." I did not show Aliena's father, I chose to push my steps. "I said wait." Aliena's father's hand reached my shoulder just as I was about to reach Aliena's nursery and turned it over quickly.

"What else.?" I'm hatty.

"Okay, okay." He said quickly as he saw a flash of anger in my eyes. "I don't want to interfere with you and Daffin. It's just, I want you to hear my story about Daffin for five years."

"I don't want to, it's none of my business." I answered and turned back.

"War, just for a second."

"I don't want to." My answer is still chuckling.

"You've stolen the whole happy Daffin, War. Not just Daffin, but my whole family. Brucks." Aliena's father's body collapsed right on the wall beside me and on the other side of it I could see Erik's windy face with clenched hands.

"Just keep it." Erik's furious tone launched in the middle of his breathing which was hunting down due to emotions. "Need to know, Fa. Roses never steal anything from you. You petty."

"Rik, Rick." I immediately embraced Erik's body which was about to hit Aliena's father again.

"Let this bastard be satisfied, War. Let him know, as bad as the criminal is himself." Erik continued to vent his frustration in the middle of me hugging his body tightly.

"You're wrong, Rik. I didn't mean to call the rose." Reply to Aliena's Father.

"Loe guess what cave budek. Just so you know, Melatilah stole everything from the rose." Erik's words suddenly made my legs wane and maybe that's what happened to Aliena's father. Because everything was silent.

My hands have tried hard to shut Erik's mouth, but Erik beanr's emotions are right at the top until he no longer cares about the place also people who have started to look at us.

"You know, Melathat is the cause of Roses being orphaned on the same day, and the one you call the thief of happiness, he also gives happiness to you and Melati by giving his kidney to Melati. Roses are not thieves. But, the Rose is the biggest contributor to Melati as well as to you, is that not enough."

"Enough Rik. Enough." My body fell on the floor with just one word for Erik. Because I think it's all enough. It was enough for me that people were looking pityfully at me right now, not least the gaze of Aliena's father towards me.

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