Roses Are Not in Love
Don't Want to Hate.

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"War, you sure want to leave now. Stay a few more days. At least let Adit really recover." Said Ms. Mega quietly when she just entered my room.

My hand that was busy packing clothes came to a halt for a moment and I sighed deeply to fill my chest that seemed to be tight. I don't know what I've been feeling for ten days. Saddened by loss, hurt by blame, and most severely disappointed by circumstances.

"Roses will have tests, ma'am." I replied slowly after trying to make a voice with as flat a tone as possible.

Ten days of Kak Melati's departure, during which time Bang Daffa always looked at me hatefully every time he accidentally passed. During that time I was more often confined in my room, although outside the crowded by brothers from Bu Mega and Pak Agung, not infrequently also brothers from Bang Daffa. And during these ten days, I spent a lot of time with Adit. Because, indeed Adit is just sticky with me.

There is one question about Adit, although I was very disappointed by Kak Melati, but at least there is no sense of hate Adit or just want to hate him. Every time Adit touched me, every time my chest warmed up because of him. Though the more here, Adit's face almost eighty percent belongs to Kak Melati.

What this means by real love, because love will always find a connecting way even though it is like the circumstances. But, it is permissible if this time I want to be selfish for a moment, ignoring Adit because of his father's treatment. And forget for a moment the kindness of Kak Melati all this time for one reason dishonesty.

"War, let me talk." I lifted my head again looking at the middle-aged woman who was now sitting on my bed. And after closing the zipper of my bag, I nodded slowly to Bu Mega.

On the pat of the place next to Bu Mega, as a gesture for me to sit next to her. I followed his wishes and sat down obediently next to him. On the elus my head was slow and shortly in the embrace of my body tightly by Bu Mega. If only that was what Mega Ma used to do to me, maybe it would be another story.

I let Ms. Mega continue to satisfy herself holding me in tears. Although I know the possibility of tears actually spilled for Kak Melati. Losing a child is hard for every parent.

Satisfied with the water matanay, Bu Mega again raised her head and stroked my cheek slowly while saying. "Mother's been wrong all along, War. Forgive mom. You're a good boy as the late Melati always said. All this time, I always turned a blind eye about you because I was too worried about Melati. I just don't want to, her life that has little hope continues to be covered with guilt towards you." Bu Mega paused her speech by looking at my face which had somehow changed.

For these ten days, I have absolutely nothing to say about the reason for my parents' departure and the cause even though I have known about it. Not that I don't love them, or whatever the reason. I think I need some time to digest all this, and organize my heart, so that there is no need to leave hate. Because, however, and whatever has happened is unlikely to be repeated again.

"Mother please forgive Melati, War. Let him lay his grave there."

"Give the Rose time, Mom." Overshipped.

"Remember what you did to me, the mother of the one who was always evil to me, and Melati who will always defend you, so that only the memory of Jasmine's kindness is in your heart." Bu Mega.

Bu Mega continued to hold both of my hands tightly. "Mom has failed to be as serial as I continued. I'm so afraid, if Adit will reap the fruits of my karma."

I looked fixedly at Bu Mega and could not believe what was being said by Bu Mega just now. I know Bang Daffa is a type of loyal man, and see the purity of Bang Daffa to Kak Melati all this time, I think the concern of Bu Mega is too excessive. Because, obviously Bang Daffa will not quickly marry again.

I quickly stood up and walked towards my study table, I remembered something I put in the drawer of the desk when I just came, when Bu Mega talked about the connecting Mother. Immediately I took the wedding ring Kak Melati and Bang Daffa given by Erik to me, which Erik said was Kak Melati's mandate for me.

"It belongs to Melati, Mom. Erik who gave the rose when the new rose came." My voice was flat and Bu Mega's countenance looked surprised as I thrust the ring at him.

"What does Erik say, War.?" Ask Bu Mega without reaching for the ring in front of her and even more looking at me with a strange look. More precisely the probing gaze as before.

"Erik just said it was given to be given to the Rose, Mom. And Rose thought, The rose must return the ring to Bang Daffa. Because, Bang Daffa is out right now. The rose is therefore the same." I said in a flat tone, and indeed I think that's what I should be doing right now.

Because in my opinion, there is no right what I keep the ring in my hand, even though Erik said, Kak Melati gave it to me. It was a wedding ring, and the ring didn't just belong to a single Kak Melati. In the ring was written the name Bang Daffa, and I did not want any misunderstanding with Bang Daffa.

"No, Ma. This is not a right, Rose." Kekehku while grabbing one of Bu Mega's hands and put it right in the palm.

"How much time do you need, War.?" Tanya Bu Mega out of the ring discussion line. "How long are you going to stay there, to calm down.?" Bu Mega.

I shook my head slowly. "A year, two years.?" Ask Bu Mega.

"Not sure, Mom."

"Do you hate Melati..?" Long time no answer, I finally shook my head slowly.

"Do you hate Adit.?" I shook my head quickly again.

"One more thing, do you hate Daffa.?"

"No, Ma. I don't want to hate. Adit and Bang Daffa had nothing to do with Kak Melati. As for what happened in the past, it was not Kak Melati's fault. Everything that happens is definitely due to fate." I paused my words, then sighed deeply before I finally continued my words again. "That heart is easily changeable, ma'am. At this time because there is a feeling of disappointment, the heart of Rose is a little selfish by removing thousands of kindness Kak Melati against the Rose because of one incident that is also not the fault of Kak Melati."

"That's natural, War. In fact, your reaction is far from normal. Because after you know everything, you still want to take care of Adit with a sincere heart. Thank you very much." Answer Bu Mega. "Your parents, must be proud to have you, War."

We were silent and only looked at each other with a faint smile etched on our lips. And shortly after, Bu Mega again grabbed me in his arms while saying. "How long it takes you to incline yourself, remember we're here as your family. As you said earlier, the heart is easily changed. May your heart change soon, as well as Daffa. Because Adit needs both of you."

Ambiguous speech Bu Mega, successfully made me not wince, what else when Bu Mega increasingly tightened his embrace and continued to fix me with words that made me more confused to answer such as. And sometimes every word does not need an answer to another word, or that word is enough for the word itself, because each person's acceptance is different in meaning.

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