Roses Are Not in Love
Final Decision.

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That's the first impression I get when I get home. Two years changed everything, including the state of the house that used to be always crowded. It's not without reason that I chose to go back with Erik yesterday afternoon, all I did because of Adit who he said Erik needed me. And it's true, Adit needs me because Bu Mega is sick, as well as Ms. Asri Bang Daffa.

If I could say I'm sorry I came home with Erik, I regret it. And this sense of regret deepened, when I remembered what Bu Mega said this afternoon.

"Mother beg your generosity, War. Please be a mother continued Adit, that way I will calmly take Adit off with his father." I don't have a spontaneous answer to Bu Mega's request. However, if I can be a person who does not know the return of the favor, then I would like to refuse the request of Bu Mega.

"It's not just a personal request from Mom, War. But, also Melati's trust before she died." I clenched my lips tightly, even the arrangement of words that I was about to release crashed just like that when Kak Melati's name was called Bu Mega. My voice stuck in my throat that seemed to be drying.

Rubbing my neck restlessly, I turned my indeterminate gaze to Adit who was asleep in my bed with an empty milk bottle in his hand. Sleeping quietly, the three-year-old made me even more confused by the decision I had to make.

It would not be heartless to leave Adit and let Bang Daffa raise himself alone in a foreign city. However, what must be a mother continued Adit in order to care for her. If only, one year ago Mas Karang wanted to come to see the family of Mr. Agung, then everything would feel easier. And nothing forced me to be what I am today.

Bang Nusa and Kak Risma to speak up about Bu Mega's plan. In fact, the Great Sir who usually will be silent and take the middle road, today also commented, until he called me and asked me personally. And again, I can not dwell at all when the Great Sir concerns the fault of Kak Melati in it.

"Father knows, War. It would be inappropriate if you ask your willingness to accept Daffa as your guide, because you know it is not easy for you. But please consider. I'm aware of your involvement in our family, actually because of Melati's fault. But, didn't Melati have paid him for a lifetime by continuing to bring his guilt to live together, so that every time every second, Melati remembered that it had taken away your happiness." I can't say a word and can only keep my head down in hearing the words of the Great Man.

"This is all Melati's will at first, but seeing your closeness to Adit and your sincerity to Adit, I'm sure only you can be a Mother Adit continued. Think of the rose." Mr. Supreme has never asked me to do anything. And will I ignore, when the man whom I have considered to be my own father rests on my feet for the last message of his daughter.

Slowly, I remove the bottle of Adit milk, then caress the cheeks while saying calm. "Does Adit want Aunty Rose to be Adit's mother.?" Whether it was a coincidence or just because of Adit's disturbed sleep, Adit increasingly pinned his head on my hand with a smile that suddenly appeared on his lips.

"Aunty Roses can't make their own decisions." Saying again. And it is true, I can not make a decision alone, because that will build a household not only me, but also Bang Daffa. So, the main card will be on Bang Daffa.

I know that Bang Daffa hates me so much, therefore Bang Daffa, will definitely reject the raw plan of the matchmaking of the Great Sir family. Yes, now that I know the answer, I do not need to worry anymore, just by throwing a bullet to Bang Daffa and I do not need to be the key to the answer that continues to be asked. With Bang Daffa's negligence at home for up to two days, I realized it was all because of my presence, and it was quite evident.

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This afternoon came with a happy smile Bu Mega who had improved again, after a few days continued to lie in bed. Even this afternoon, he had been able to go to the kitchen and cook dinner of various types with Risma Kak who had come from this morning.

The main reason Ms. Mega arrived to improve this morning, was only because I answered her request. Not in the form of consent to marry Bang Daffa, as his request yesterday. I'm just saying, that it all depends on Bang Daffa.

Are you sure of my answer, honestly not too sure. I dared to take that big decision, because of my Istiharah answer. And if my wife is not as sweet as I want to be, it does mean that it must be as good as that destiny that I have to live. Because we are only puppets that must follow the Dalang scenario.

Accompanying Adit playing in the living room, I was made tired of answering all the questions Adit all wanted to know. And I was just about to take Adit for an afternoon bath when Bang Daffa came. His face was flat and looked creepy with his gaze still the same to me, namely the look of hate and disgust.

"Well, Dad. Adit's a robot." Show off Adit thrusting a lego that I stacked like an animated robot.

"Yes, great." Firm, straightforward and cold. That was Bang Daffa's answer to Adit. There is not just a smile that is reviewed for the effort that Adit has done, at least give that smile to Adit as a child that involves him as the most important thing for him. Instead of being given away, Bang Daffa left the living room without caring for Adit who still wanted him to be nearby.

The afternoon spreads into the afternoon, and the afternoon is replaced by the evening. Warm family night. Why do I call it that, because it turns out that Bu Mega cooked earlier to welcome guests tonight.

Sitting in a circular room deliberately by Bang Nusa sofanya on the waist and then spread the carpet after, the family room looks spacious, what else in the middle there are a variety of snacks and fruits, and the, make the atmosphere more thick and familiar.

All seemed happy, not least Bang Daffa's parents and his little sister. The parents of Risma, also Adit who was busy running around, until his nightshirt was wet with sweat.

"So Rose has graduated..?" Ask Pak Bakti Bang Daffa's.

"The prettier is Well, Sister Rose. What's the secret, Roses.?" I shook my head softly at Devi's celebration.

"The basics are pretty, Vi. You'll be even more beautiful." Timpal Kak Risma's.

"It's beautiful, all right." Back Devi praised me.

All were late in the warm chatter, while enjoying dinner, while I was busy feeding Adit who tonight seemed more spoiled to me than a few days ago. Every now and then Mother Bang Daffa stroked my arms attentively, smiling kindly and offering to feed Adit. However, Adit clearly refused, even to the point of not wanting to sit alone.

The night is getting more and more dissolved, and Adit's eyes are already between on the verge of conscious and not. However, every time I tried to move him Adit whined, and did not want to be on my lap with the others.

I don't know when this conversation will take place. Because until Adit's bedtime is almost past, they still continue to chat to and fro. Women are cool with their own themes, as well as men.

I was just about to open my mouth to put Adit to sleep, but my open mouth remained open when Pak Bakti started talking by telling everyone to listen to him. And my mouth widened even more, when Pak Bakti said in a special direction for me.

"Roses, we saw Adit's closeness to you. And you complete the Mother figure for Adit. So, would you like to be a Mother, Adit continued.?" Deg, my chest is rumbling. Alu did not know, or rather did not expect that the gathering of all families today for the same reason as my return.

I felt a deep silence when Pak Bakti finished with his words, and I did not know what to do. Because this is the biggest pressure for me. If previously there was only the family of the Great Sir who asked my consciousness, even without giving me a choice or question about my opinion. This time, something similar came from the Bang Daffa family. Why should I be the key to the answer. Isn't Bang Daffa the same as me.

I looked one by one everyone present, and equally had a view that was full of hope. However, there was one who to look at him, I needed special courage. He was Bang Daffa, who was currently looking at me hatefully.

"Rose, are you ready.?" Repeat Pak Bakti.

I still did not budge, and tried to gather my courage to open my opinion. At least, if they don't ask me what I want, at least they'll hear it. But not yet the word came out of my lips, I again had to be silenced by the word Bang Daffa which even in a dream I never imagined.

"Adit needs you, therefore. Be a mother to Adit." I had no choice answer other than to swoop, because Bang Daffa's plan for me was full of intimidation that I didn't want to dispute.

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