Roses Are Not in Love
Will Be Soon After.

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"It teases me." A gentle swab of Bang Daffa's thumb on my lips made me straighten my back which had been leaning on the car seat casually. What else when Bang Daffa brought his face closer and finally put our lips together my chest felt like it wanted to explode.

I scooped up the air as much as I could as Bang Daffa took off his pangutan on my lips, just like the fish that was taken out of the pond. And the taste, Bang Daffa car AC also died, because suddenly I felt the heat all over my body.

Withstanding the extreme embarrassment of what we did just now, I was about to get out of Bang Daffa's car first, but Bang Daffa again blocked my hand.

"Let me open the door." Bang Daffa's soft words made me even more embarrassed.

Not waiting long, Bang Daffa had circled his car and really opened the car door for me. I bit my lips wrongly with the treatment of Bang Daffa, meksi doubt in my heart has given me a warning that maybe Bang Daffa was just carried away like the night was right at Camping Ground. But still, it's too sweet for me.

"Thank you, Bang." I said with a deep bow in front of Bang Daffa, then immediately wanted to walk in first.

"War." Bang Daffa said softly that was right beside me, I who was looking for the key to the house in the place I usually put it just answered it slowly without daring to see it. "You angry.?"

I didn't answer Bang Daffa's question. I was honestly confused by Bang Daffa's question, as well as confused by my own feelings. When everything was going according to my plan, it was as if fate had told me to give up on my promise. What else with Bang Daffa's sweet and kind attitude made me rethink whether my reason for leaving was right.

"War." Bang Daffa's birthday was still following me until I got to my doorstep. "You angry.?"

"No." I let out my voice as I pulled the doorknob and with Bang Daffa's hands instead of letting go, Bang Daffa squeezed my hand gently.

Without a word Bang Daffa held my hand warmly and then pulled it gently to follow his steps and strangely I also did not want to protest because my heart was carried warmly by Bang Daffa's attitude so that it resulted in confusion on my lips.

"There's no warm water in your room, don't you, take a bath here." Said Bang Daffa as soon as we entered Bang Daffa's room.

I was at a loss to answer what, because Bang Daffa's lips said so, but not his body language that kept coming towards me. Every cent of our distance, made my fine fur bristles bristling, plus the misty look of Bang Daffa made me even more eager to enter into the mist with him.

I swear, I don't know what this feeling is, that I know I want more than just being close to Bang Daffa. What's more when Bang Daffa repeated what happened in the car just now, it made me only able to resign because this heat has now managed to burn me and make me melt like a candle.

Touch after touch accompanies Bang Daffa activities, until somehow I was too drunk not realizing that I was now under the confinement of Bang Daffa with a dress that had almost half broken from my body.

We forget the land, and we don't remember that the ocean has an edge, so the sound of Adit screaming for me makes us aware of the atmosphere that is not right for us to do.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Said Bang Daffa while covering my body with a blanket while Bang Daffa himself was busy tidying himself up and scooping his face rough while touching Adit.

Rolling myself under the covers, I continued to grieve the recent events that had left me deeply ashamed, having forgotten myself so much, and had Adit not been a reminder to us, it could be that the assumption that Bang Daffa was holding me who had the image of a seductive woman would be re-embed for me.

How could a man have sex with another woman, while a photo of the woman he loved was right in his bed. I have dared to look up at myself tonight. In fact, Bang Daffa was only brought up and I responded without asking him if he really wanted me.

"I'm not teasing you, really." Then I move on to tidying up my clothes.

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A week passed, Bang Daffa and I were like strangers. I felt awkward and embarrassed, while Bang Daffa was indifferent and avoided me, although his good attitude was not as cold as before.

Even on our way to Bang Daffa's parents' house, we only spoke as necessary. And occasionally involved serious talk only to discuss about Adit who will be picked up by the family of Pak Agung tomorrow after the event Mas Karang finished.

The atmosphere of the Bang Daffa family home seems ordinary, because it is an event that is called renting a building. So, there is only special preparation of the family and the closest people who help.

The thing that I was happy and afraid of not being able to see again forever when I was consistent with my preparations was the kindness of the Bang Daffa family, they always show affection and there is no difference between anyone who considers me an outsider. I will surely miss him later.

Behold, even they welcomed my arrival with joy, and were ordinary with Bang Daffa. Warm kisses, loving hugs and bounces are always the first thing I get. And maybe this is what Kak Melati wanted when she wanted me to occupy her position, not because of mere Adit but also because of the sincere affection of Pak Bakti family that Kak Melati wants me to feel and have.

"Mom, Daffin's shirt is a little oversized." Mas Karang sontak made an exciting chat between Bu Asri, me and Devi immediately changed direction, especially Devi.

"Bring here let me see." Answer Ms. Asri.

I chose silence even I did not want to participate in their conversation, although I knew behind a tall body that was answering the question his eyes were watching me.

For me, all eyes are the same, have a function to see and heart that prejudices, while the brain is busy guessing. And I don't want to make room for it, because it's all over with him.

"Let the Rose Maid sew it." Said Mas Karang as soon as Bu Asri gave his advice.

"Ehh, Roses can sew.?" Ask Bu Asri in a surprised tone.

"It's just that." I replied while commenting on my thin smile for Ms. Asri.

"Then I ask you for help, War. Please make Daffin's clothes better. Because I want to be on the show tonight Daffin really looks perfect." Pinta Bu Asri's.

"Not the shirt, Mom. But it should be the Daffin." Devi's reply made Bu Asri ask Devi's intention.

"What happened to your Masmu, Vi.?"

"It's a fact first, ma'am. In the past, when Mas Daffa wanted a fiancee, Madam Melati looked very happy, even though Mas Daffa was not such a person . This is exactly the opposite, even though Mas Daffin is not someone like Mas Daffa." Answer Devi. "Mas Daffin, force it."

Mas Karang coughed violently and unintentionally our gazes met at a glance. "Gugub may, Vi." My answer.

"What if you want a fiancee.?" Devi asked me while thinking hard. "Well, Devi knows the same Rose. Mbak offered no fiancee ever with Mas Daffa." Deg, Devi's words instantly dribbled my eyes watching the ring that was coiling on my ring finger.

Let alone the engagement ring, even the wedding ring that was coiled around my finger was also not mine. Then, having a meaning of what I am, why I only realized today after this long drama. All the happiness that I felt, in the end was also just a charade. And I think granting Bang Daffa's request at that time was right, that all belonged to Kak Melati and I had to return all hers intact, full and untouched.

"It hurts, Buk." Devi's screeches made my eyes turn towards Bu Asri who was like he made no mistake.

"War, this is your Daffin shirt. The sewing machine is in Daffin Pavilion. Come with him." Said Bu Asri. "It's okay, I'll be there to accompany you." Continue Ms. Asri with an understanding tone.

I realized that it was not easy to put everything back in place, including my heart that was always confused by Bang Daffa. But neither will I continue to endure the old love, for I have made it all over. Although I do not know there will be another love that I can get later, at least I believe, there is still the love of the creator after all the love is over.

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