Roses Are Not in Love
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"Sleep, War. Let me change to look after Aliena." Aliena's father said quietly.

I shook my head quietly without looking back at him, as soon as he had taken a sitting position on my side. "Rest, you need it." He returned slowly.

Yes, since Aliena relapsed this afternoon, I still haven't budged from my place except on urgent matters. My hand just kept on leaning between Aliena's little fingers, looking at her fixedly in the hope that she would quickly open her eyes. Although, Mas Karang said there was nothing to worry about about the state of Aliena, but I needed to be certain of that by being next to Aliena.

Worry and alertness far control my mind, rather than remembering any heartache I have experienced in this room. Of course the ash-painted room that looks gloomy and still complete with a photo of his wedding with Kak Melati, the gloom is exactly the same as the owner. In fact, the feeling of ownership and love is excessive, and the fear of loss is far more frightening than the incision of the wound that comes back.

Now I realize the attitude taken by Aliena's father at that time, is a form of excessive love for Kak Melati to make herself blunt towards other love. And now it's happening to me that loving Aliena more than anything even offers a feeling of lara in the chest.

"You're not alone now, War. There's me you can share the burden with." Like a beautiful melody if I still had the rest of the flavor. Unfortunately, this whole flavor is now just for an Aliena.

"I just want to see Aliena sober." My chuckles.

His deep breath sounded heavy he was pulling. "Daffin's already said Alin's gonna wake up tomorrow."

I lift my head haughty. "You, you never know what it's like....." I did not continue my words, and chose to throw away the gaze that I gave him.

"Therefore, give me a chance to look after Aliena." Said slowly. "So much as taking care of you."

"On what basis.?" Cold speech.

"Responsibility, War." Answer in an ambiguous tone. "Let's make Aliena's dream come true, with us back together." On the pile of my hand holding Aliena's hand.

The blood in my crown immediately boiled at his words. I quickly stood up and walked towards the window. My breath was irregularly holding back the emotions that seemed to be about to explode right now. However, the heat subsided again as I thought about the state of Aliena.

Still quiet, I chose to throw my gaze out the window. Cold nights are just like how I feel for him, and for others. If, until now I still survive next to him it's obvious why it's Aliena. If, Aliena was okay, without a little doubt, I would not go back to a place where my entire self-esteem was not priced at all, until it was ploughed flat on the ground.

Right, because Nila a speck broke the milk. Yes, because the mistake made by Aliena's father made everyone feel the impact.

After managing to master my anger, I opened my eyes again and along with the lights in a pavilun lit up. I knew who was in there, but again my heart was too dull to remind me of all the things that smell about the feeling of the heart, because the end of it all would still hurt. If it is not pain from being betrayed, then it hurts because the universe does not approve. Then after everything happens, only the taste will never be able to return as it was once again.

Her heavy steps approached me beside the window. Then he slowly draped a blanket over my shoulder, which made me even less anxious to remember anything more about the heart. Because not once did he enlarge my heart, then squeezed it to shapeless crumble again.

"We can raise Aliena together, without having a relationship. Enough of me as his mother and you as his father." I think he heard enough of my words. Evidently, his steps stopped and swung back towards me.

"So, there's a chance for me to fill that empty gap, Rose." Deg, how long I had been stuck by the window, until the person in the room had changed.

As I am called a virtuous woman, if maintaining dignity as a woman is not respected. How shameful I am, to be in a room with someone who has nothing to do with me and is just a matter of heart again. This black hole will forever remain imprinted.

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The morning came again to bring change, as the direction of the wind that changed quickly brought the seasons alternately. Likewise with Aliena, as if nothing happened yesterday, until today she woke up refreshed and excited like the day of the month.

Like Aliena, some faces also seemed to change and the most striking was Adit who had casually called me Mother, until I had to sharpen my hearing by it. Pak Bakti has also come out of his room without infuse, and is now facing the whole wildness of Aliena together with Bu Asri.

Preparing breakfast with the intention after so that I can get out of this house quickly to return where I was raised even though not with all my feelings, but from there I found a love that I will continue to remember. My love for Melati.

The final breakfast took place, and was getting warmer with the presence of Devi who could also go home. The atmosphere grew lively with Devi's presence, though it was only awkward that I could feel. It also can't I just from Devi who is a Psychologist, so it's natural that Devi without hesitating asked me once we just stay alone in the kitchen.

"None human relation gives the right to have each other, even if it is every two souls together in agreement. It will be different at all." It sounds like a normal intonation Devi made, but I understand the emphasis. "As I said before, Mommy Rose can find me when she needs a place to pour out her feelings."

"Thank you, Vi. But, I'm really fine." I replied in a calm tone while putting a faint smile on my lips.

"Getting deeper in one's grief and hurt feelings. Then the more he will try to look good, even cendrung pura happy." Telak Devi hit my answer.

Yeah, maybe Devi can't read what I feel. Want to make a show like what remains in my chest is still scarred. Indeed, I do not want to remember a series of events before the presence of Aliena, so as to foster a lack of acceptance of the scenario of God against me. However, I am just an ordinary human being.

Could it be, if I asked God to erase some of my memory of anyone who gives a wound. That way I will make peace with all the bonds of massalu and re-knit a new story. Too big and not possible.

Please, just hope. I who intend to go out alone must return with Aliena's father as well as with our two children. I should have been quite aware, when I was willing to come here along with Aliena's father, then this is what I had to face. And again, like a little family the four of us got into the car with an unbroken smile of Aliena.

The smile spread to the whole family, except for one who smiled bitterly and turned full of enthusiasm and hope when his eyes accidentally collided with mine. Curving the smile on her lips for a moment made me hesitate to make that smile disappear again. However, there was no priority for me to keep that smile in place.

If I can make up for it by killing hate to be a lesson worth being grateful for, actually Mas Karang will also be able to forget massalu in order to organize his future. Even if we come back, is not still the discomfort that we will feel.

True said Devi, the more someone trying to look good and want to look happy, actually so many deras that are being hidden. And I saw that from Mas Karang's smile, and then Devi took that away from me. Then will I be selfish by changing my priorities to treat each other..??

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