Roses Are Not in Love
Learn to Love Me.

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Seeing Adit's smile on top with his noisy voice made me who was focused with the frying pan in my hand to join the thin smile. We've been like a real family, after the events of a week ago. And in fact Bang Daffa wanted to make peace with the situation, then came to play with me when Adit was around us.

I was busy with the lunch menu in the kitchen, Adit was busy running around to me and Bang Daffa was busy with his laptop in the living room. We are like a family that is enjoying the beautiful romance of family, if in the view of people.

No matter what, for me to see Adit's smile and stay in this week Adit was cheerful again and not afraid anymore with Bang Daffa it was enough for me. And let me enjoy this charade for a moment, even though Bang Daffa's good demeanor was only shown when Adit was with us.

I was immune to Bang Daffa's dominant attitude and did not want to be rebutted in added cynical, sadistic. Maybe the character is like that, so I just need to follow the rhythm so that I can be sane.

And this week was quite foreign to me, because Bang Daffa slightly softened his attitude.

This is what I fear the most. When Bang Daffa turned soft, I felt anxious because from his smile and difficult gaze I explained the meaning made my feelings uneasy. And what I feared the most when I was crushed and lulled with it, then Bang Daffa would bring me down easily.

"Fast love water, War." Triak Bang Daffa sneezing sneezed as I started stirring the condiment containing the chili granules.

"Yes." Yeah." My answer is brief. Yes, there is no need to answer too much of Bang Daffa's speech because later that comes out of mere debate, and I do not want our debate heard especially seen by Adit. A few months later, Adit witnessed Bang Daffa's rude attitude towards me.

As much as Bang Daffa hated me there was one thing he never hated, my cooking. Because everything that I cooked Bang Daffa never refused it and it looks good to eat it. And I take that as one of the loopholes to get closer to Bang Daffa.

No need to be close like what, just go back to what was when Kak Melati was still there, which is to think of me as his sister who must listen to his words and follow his advice, that's enough. And I never thought I would be considered more by Bang Daffa, or I would deliberately not allow my heart to do so.

Lunch is over with Adit babble who misses both Omanya, and wants to visit there. And I chose silence by asking Adit about when the three of us could come there. Again, I do not want to be grandiose, if Bang Daffa invites me to participate, no matter. After all, I am indeed not a preority for Bang Daffa.

A plate of fried banana krispi accompanied the three of us who were sitting relaxing in the family room with a TV that aired Adit's favorite cartoon show. And sometimes Adit's spontaneous actions I will respond with a thin smile or with words that he understands.

"Mother, Bima Adit's friend wants to have a sister, he said Bima his brother's boy." Adit said suddenly out of the discussion about the cartoon he watched when the ad began to look on the glass screen.

"Well, nice dong. There will be a soccer friend." I answered by still stroking the head of Adit who was sleeping on my lap.

"Not exciting."

"Ehh, why.?" Tanyaku wonder because Adit's face looks directly jutek when saying that, and it's exactly like his father who is now sipping fried bananas in front of him.

"If the girl is beautiful Mother. Later his hair is long, keep his clothes nice nice and do not need to wrestle toys." Obviously Adit with a serious face.

"Emm, it's not like that." My answer. "Brothers are the same, both girls and guys, like Dad and Om Daffin, Dad and Aunt Devi."

"Also Mother and Om Nusa."

"That's smart. Already yuk his eyes on the brin so that later tonight can continue to pay the same Mother. Let's not sleepy." Reply again.

Adit sat down and stared intensely at me, while his two small hands stroked the cheek elus simultaneously. "What's up.?" I asked in wonder.

"It's desirable to have a sister, Mother."

"Huk, uhuk, uhuk." Bang Daffa coughed with a great cough hearing Adit's words until his face turned red, and soon he would definitely spout his sadistic words.

"Adit, get to bed soon." Bang Daffa snapped and it made Adit instantly embrace me and hide his face in my chest, while his hand gripped tightly against my robe, signaling that Adit was feeling scared at this moment.

I gave Bang Daffa a sharp delicacy and a sorry look Bang Daffa showed when he saw Adit's frightened reaction. "It's okay, there's Mommy here. Yes, later Mommy asks God for a beautiful sister like Bang Adit. Already close your eyes tightly and later when Bang Adit wakes up, everything will return as usual." Adit didn't answer just swooping quietly. And that's what I always do when Adit hears our debates.

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"You've managed to take advantage, Adit." Sizzle Bang Daffa when I just came out of Adit's room.

Ignoring Bang Daffa, I chose to push your steps away from the door of Adit's room. And head to the back garden to lift a dry clothesline. When I entered again, I was intercepted by Bang Daffa who was standing in the doorway with a short chest.

"You are really very clever to express your tongue, until Aditpun follow your advice to speak." Bang Daffa.

"Soge away." I said without answering Bang Daffa's words.

"You don't act in front of me, War." Speak Bang Daffa without leaving.

"Bang Daffa wants to talk to me, talk to me about what a little boy says." I took a deep breath as I watched Bang Daffa's constant expression of arrogance. "Bang Daffa said, Rose, I need to talk to you. Such is enough, so there is no need to waste energy by continuously saying loud. Later if the vocal cords are damaged, it will harm the sampean." I continued casually, then walked inside without caring about Bang Daffa who was half-dead.

I continued walking until I reached the iron, and suddenly my shoulder got pulled hard enough that I just fell down by Bang Daffa.

"Tax you yeah." Bang Daffa said with a tinge of emotion. "Who do you think you are, huh.?"

"Bang Daffa's wife if Bang Daffa forgets." My answer is still boldly, without caring about the face of Bang Daffa who was being angry I made, what else when I added a thin smile on my lips that made Bang Daffa's face more reddened with anger.

"I told you just now. If Bang Daffa wants to talk to me, I don't need to hear it. So save the energy just a little bang." I answered by enjoying Bang Daffa's anger.

"You're deliberately making me angry.!"

"No, it's not that Bang Daffa is happy to be angry."

"Silent, silent Rose. You talk a lot." Bang Daffa said as he raised his hand and shortly afterwards there was a loud bang as a bang Daffa rolled towards the door.

"Just simple. Let's talk. Isn't that easy. And also when speaking with a cold head isn't it easier, and the way out will soon be seen." I said in a flat tone. "As I wrote back then, I just want us to make peace, we can be partners for Adit. And one way, by inviting good speech is good when there is a problem." My next.

"So, what did Bang Daffa want to tell me.?" I asked with a low tone and relaxed tendrung.

"Don't try to find a gap through Adit, I've reminded you many times about it no.!" Bang Daffa.

I looked at Bang Daffa fixedly, and then sighed deeply, then I reviewed my thin smile mocking towards Bang Daffa. "Why should I be blamed, or maybe I'm not sure of the feelings I have. To worry about my presence near the sidean. So, before you get angry angry at me, it would be better if it was trying to ask yourself." Bang Daffa's face stiffened and looked riled up for a moment.

"Or maybe you'll learn to love me." Further

"Sweets." Bang Daffa threw his face to the side. "You're so confident, War. We'll see who's going to fight in the final round. I'll make you bend your knees in front of me."

"Don't be too confident. Sampean has loved ones, as well as me. It's not easy to move the feeling until it has to be repeated back and forth." Ambiguous Saying.

I have a person I love and that is Mas Karnag. True, I have a sense of love even though I am not sure if he still has the same thing when I return later, especially with my current status. But, if I remember that there is no contact that can be contacted, there is no address that can be aimed to meet, what then I have to survive my feelings at this time.

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