Roses Are Not in Love
What's up with him.

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Learning to reconcile, just before falling asleep I said a promise in my heart to do that, and now the person I was referring to was sitting quietly beside the ward with Aliena already in her lap.

Suppressing all the feelings I had, I tried as hard as I could to act like nothing had ever happened, or rather I didn't think she existed, for the sake of the smile Aliena expands adorning his face which these days continues to pale.

Pretending it is difficult, holding back unpleasant feelings is sick, what else is directly involved with the giver of the wound, the pain is certainly a matchless pleasure. But again, I did it for Aliena.

Thank you, that's the only word I can say to her every time she gets involved between me and Aliena. Don't say anything to him, just look at him my chest feels so painful. Do I hate too much, but I don't want that hate lodged in my chest.

Aliena was clean and it was time to refresh in the park, and all this time every hospital stay was all I could do for Aliena every afternoon. This time I let him know how the afternoon Aliena was in the hospital.

Refusing Aliena, I knew she wanted to talk to me. And without a long speech I immediately said what he wanted to know, of course also handed Aliena to him who was more financially capable and it was not easy, he said, because my tears have suddenly fallen without me being able to continue, I said.

"Save your tears, War." Measured a handkerchief to me along with a soft word that might just be a pity sentence for me. "Forget about my desire to bring in Aliena. Because now I know, Aliena depends on you and you're more entitled than me." He said he raised my head to make sure he said.

His little nod made me feel the oxygen in my chest was flowing smoothly. And without saying again I returned to tidying the bed that had stopped.

"Stop it, War. I'll wait for you downstairs with Aliena." He said again before stepping off to where Aliena was.

Sengja linger over everything, I really want to stay longer here so there is no need to be in one place with Aliena's father. It's impossible after this, but at least I need to prepare and arrange everything after today.

It won't be possible for everything to come back like duku, or like nothing happened. Awkward, of course. For this reason, I need some more time so that the pain, tightness, pain in the chest is not a trigger for me to say something bad to him especially in front of Aliena.

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The reason I made to linger in Aliena's nursery was no longer there. What's more after Aliena and her father saw me watching them from the window, making me no longer able to stay here seeing Aliena waving my hands asking me to come to them.

Want fast, want slow, the step must reach the goal, because the step is like a do'a. As long as it is consistently a step to the goal, it will also arrive at its end. Like my steps I made as slow as possible, finally it still reached Aliena and her father.

"Mother, look at the birds flying." Welcome Aliena as soon as I see her getting closer to him.

Looking towards Aliena pointed, quickly a smile skillfully hung over my lips. "There are so many birds today." Jawbaku it.

"Maybe the birds had a picnic together." Aliena's father said that it was a pleasure to make Aliena giggled happily.

"Birds are picnics too, Dad. Is that really Mother.?" Aliena asked as she looked at the two of us in turn. I chose to shrug my shoulders as my obscure jawbana.

"It could be, it could be because they're happy to be in a group." Aliena's father was waiting for an answer.

"If the birds have a picnic, it means only Aliena has never had a picnic." Aliena's father's gaze was immediately fixed on me and left for a few seconds, before finally I chose to cut off his fixed gaze to me.

"You were once, with Papa's doctor. Aliena remember.?" It was cold for a moment that I felt like stroking my nape as soon as I was done with my words. And after I confirm, I know the cause. That's the unreadable look from Aliena's father to me.

"That's different, Bun. Aliena wants to be with Father and Mother, and Brother. Could it be, Dad.?" Aliena grabbed his father's hand which made Aliena's father unwillingly turn his head leaving his ambiguous gaze from me.

"Later after Aliena gets better and Brother has a school holiday." Answer Aliena's father.

"Asik, Alin's gonna be good fast." Said Aliena girang. And then so many words asked Aliena, to make the father of Aliena feel quite surprised by the many diction that Aliena has.

Aliena's father's gaze asked me for help, after being quite tired of answering Aliena's questions.

"The birds are already busy returning to the nest, it's time Alin also returned to the room. Come on." Saying slowly.

"Mother soon." I shook my head with Aliena's words and with a funny frown Aliena threw her eyes at her father.

"Dad can't help, it's Mother who has orders." Reply to Aliena's father with a glare directed at her.

"Well, Alin's gonna be like a good chick. But, Alin wants Dad to push his wheelchair."

"Ready, Captain." The attitude of respect was immediately shown by Aliena's father, then with a swift wheelchair had walked slowly with me who accompanied the two of them from behind.

"She's as chatty as you." The words of Aliena's father made me look at her who was smiling after laying Aliena on her ward.

"At least there's still something left for me, because you've all taken yourself in Aliena's face." I didn't mean anything by what I said, it was just spontaneous speech.

We were just as silent, and only occasionally made a sound if Aliena asked. But, not infrequently our eyes are breaking and I do not know what to interpret with his gaze, when his eyes are left behind long enough to look at me.

"I'm sorry, Papa's coming. A bit of a bore." Rendi's words suddenly became quite slow when she saw there were strangers who were with us. "War, here's your change of clothes from Erik."

"It's very nice to be Aliena. Here's for the sake of being happy with Papa." Replied while thrusting his cheek at Aliena.

The kiss of dear Aliena to Rendi made my smile rise with her rannum on my lips. Without any feelings of anxiety, without any fear of being taken away, I enjoyed the scenery in front of me, without thinking that there were people who were more deserving of the affection of Aliena than Rendi.

Deheman slow down Aliena's father, making me realize. "Ren, meet Aliena's father." My speech.

"Joint." Rendi quickly extended her hand along with a friendly smile typical of Rendi. But not with Aliena's father. His gaze was cold, his movements stiff and his face showed dislike towards Rendi. I can understand that, but he can't show it to me.

"I'll take care of Aliena's room move." Said Aliena's father, after removing his hand from Rendi, which I think happened long enough.

"Eh, is that necessary.?" My answer is quite surprised.

"I think it's necessary, War." Cold, the tone was again heard. But why..??

"Dad will be back soon." The only reason for Aliena's father is Aliena. What's wrong with this guy.

I followed the hasty steps of Aliena's father, nothing, I just need to come along with him to determine the nursery for Aliena. Either way, and don't contribute anything to me, at least he should involve me in it.

"Why did you come out.?"

"Why.?" My master is confused.

"Yes why.?"

"Why what, don't you want to see a nurse.?" Means back.

"You should stay there, keep an eye on Aliena."

"There is a rendition. Rendi knows better what is and is not possible for an Aliena." My answer is realistic.

"You're his mother, why should Rendi know better." I know what I'm hearing is Aliena's father's angry tone. But again there's a question on my chest, why..?

"Because Rendi was Aliena's doctor from the beginning." My answer is trying to straighten.

"Doctor.?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Doctor only.?" Eyes, what's with the eyes of Aliena's father who suddenly grow up.

"I mean.?" Ask wonder.

"Ask yourself if a doctor delivers a change of clothes for the patient's mother. I'm not that stupid, War.!" My steps stopped instantly, even I swallowed my saliva with great difficulty, hearing Aliena's father's words.

Not asking about Rendi who was in my brain, but asking about the attitude of Alina's father who changed quickly just with the presence of Rendi. If it's about Aliena I can understand, but it's about me. There is something with him that bothers to take care of Rendi's attitude to me. He shouldn't have to overdo it like that. What's the matter with her..?

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