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Aliena transformed into a little girl who fought over many people. Her smile adorned her little lips. Even for a moment I didn't seem to recognize the figure of Aliena that seemed radiant as if last night he didn't make me worry half to death.
Sitting between Bu Mega and Pak Agung, Aliena really enjoyed the moment that she had never before found. A myriad of questions also did not escape him uttered to the two middle-aged people next to him. What their relationship with Aliena, should be like what Aliena called him did not escape the question by Aliena. The sparkle in her eyes seemed to be getting brighter when Aliena got an unsuspecting answer.
"Well, Aliena has a lot of family. Alin is so happy Oma, Opa." Said the little lips while holding his second hand. "Aliena was happy, Mother of many friends." Continue by adding a smile on his lips.
I grimaced with guilt, for making Aliena worry about something that wouldn't have happened if I had been patient a little more. But, what has passed has been a valuable lesson for me. Therefore, I will try my best to keep Aliena's smile in place.
"Abang, let's play." Aliena quickly returned to her son's side.
"Don't play in the heat." Saying slowly. "The Big Brother." I continued by adding my smile review to Adit and only in reply to a small nod by Adit.
The two of them stepped out of the living room with each other and not only was I a smiling person looking at it, Mr. Agung and Ms. Megapun were also the same as me, as was Aliena's father.
"What a sweet child." Said Mr. Great when both disappeared behind the wall.
"That's fine. The two can be so familiar, reminding Mom of you and Melati." Sendu Mata Bu Mega when calling the name Kak Melati, and this time I can understand the feeling, because I am now also a mother.
"Adit can also be relied on as a brother." My answer.
"That's also your upbringing, War." Timpal Mr. Great.
Back I can only grimace to hear the words of Mr. Agung, until I choose to be quiet. Because I realized, the person sitting on my side must feel bad to hear me praised, however Adit and Aliena are his children.
I don't want him to feel like he's failing to be a father because his relationship with Adit isn't as good as the others. If the devil in me was active, I would obviously laugh at him, because I was the winner. But I don't want to be that kind of person. I want to fix his relationship with Adit. At least, when the misunderstanding in the past must be over, and I'm the main key to the strained relationship Adit and his father.
We talked in the living room for a long time, until we reached lunch. Ms. Mega invited me to prepare lunch, I happily followed her steps towards the kitchen.
Previously there was no special discussion between me and Bu Mega, only talking about dishes and foods that can and should not be eaten by Aliena and what foods are most liked by Aliena. Until, the language turned in a slightly personal direction and was not sharp in my brain for now.
"Mom saw that time, your relationship and one of Aliena's personal doctors were quite close, War." Ask Bu Mega.
"Which doctor, ma'am.?" I returned with a tone of wonder.
Ms. Mega extended her thin smile towards me. "The doctor that Papa's doctor called Aliena."
"Oh, doctor Rendi." Answer's short.
"Mom saw it, War." Now Ms. Mega stroked my shoulder slowly, the thing I once wanted so much but never found. Now the warm feeling given by Bu Mega feels foreign to me, although I can see behind the gaze of his eyes implied sincerity and full of motherhood.
"It's too late for me to treat you like my own daughter." Sad tone I immediately heard, when I never gave an answer to the statement of Bu Mega.
"It's not like that, Mom." I reached for Bu Mega's hand in my hand. "Nothing's too late, Mom. Forgive Roses. The rose did not understand what it was like to be a mother. Now the Rose is well aware, the mother's concern for Kak Melati is exactly the same as the Rose's concern for Aliena." Our position is almost the same.
Ms. Mega cried bitterly in my arms, as soon as I finished with my words. And the tears of haru also did not escape spread in my eyes. Every event will have wisdom after it, and now I can. Lost in pay by getting, I've got the heart of this family, the love of Bu Mega.
"Wherever you go, remember this is where you return the Rose. This is your home, you're the daughter of this house." Said Bu Mega seriously while cupping my cheeks.
We refocused on the cuisine we were trying to make, and would occasionally engage in a warm chat, just like Kak Melati and Bu Mega were chatting. And I enjoyed it very much.
"Yes, I asked you about Dr. Rendi. How's your relationship with that doctor.?" The words of Bu Mega made me stop the activity of my hand who was pouring food onto the plate.
"No need to answer, I can already guess from your face, War." Bu Mega made me gap and my mouth that was about to open again closed back when I saw Aliena's father who had been standing in the doorway with a look that I had to somehow interpret.
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"Don't have to promise Aliena." My approach to the children stopped as soon as I heard Aliena whispering to Adit.
"What promise.?" Adit lowered his voice while closing his ears to Aliena.
"It has to be a secret between us, yeah." Aliena said again as she stuck out her little finger.
Adit links his pinky on Aliena's little finger. "Promises, and promises men abstain from in denial."
Aliena welcomed Adit's words with a smile that grew even bigger. "Aliena dear Brother." In the embrace of Adit's body quickly, as quickly as to parse it and return to sitting with focus staring at Adit.
"Abang, if Alin has to go far. Brother must take care of Mother yes. Do not let Mother cry because of kangen same Alin." I was about to continue my steps as soon as I heard Aliena's words, but it stopped immediately because my hand was pulled from behind.
Shaking her head gave me a wish to keep me still in my place. And soon after she spelled my self up while still holding my hand tightly. For some reason, this grip felt reassuring for a moment. Maybe, because right now I need a place to share my burden. He is the one who is near me now. Finally we both just continue to stand while eavesdropping on the talk of the two of them.
"It's lunchtime, Aliena has to take her medicine too." I said slowly after Aliena and Adit spoke back towards the game.
"War, we can consider the desire of Aliena, so that children will remain together." Said slowly.
I sighed deeply, then calmly pulled my hand from his grasp. "Have you thought about my feelings.?" Her surprised face could not lie to my vision, once I finished with a sentence that I thought was quite bold.
"Yes right, all for the sake of the child. Don't you think, that I too was once in a position of having to do for the sake of demand. And what do I get.?" Freezing him without being able to take his gaze away from me.
I am the Rose. Roses are always in search because of the warm feeling that is enveloping. The rose that then withered after was meaningless. Like the rose, I also have thorns. Is it wrong for me to prick my sputum to protect myself.?
"They'll still be brothers, they'll stay together." I continued to deliberately pause my words, to make sure that he really heard them. "Without we have to get stuck trying to be comfortable with each other, then cover up the lie. Aren't you tired of pretending.?"
Consideration, obviously a lot of great consideration before I dare to take this decision, as well as having to be ready with the risks that will occur afterwards. But, is not all the certainty of God can not be exchanged for anything. That's why I dared to make this decision.
Age rations, rations of sustenance and soul mate rations there is an accurate rule that will not be changed just because of one word. If, in the end, God makes my heart move for the sake of healing Aliena then back together with Aliena's father again, I will not be able to do anything. It's just that right now, this second, I still can't accept that as a final decision and call it a game of fate. I'm just not ready to get hurt again.
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