Roses Are Not in Love
Don't Overly Hate me.

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Adit recovered quickly. It may also be because both omanya are nearby, up to two days Adit received treatment at the Hospital. And on the third day, Adit was allowed to go home.

If the child can express his feelings like an adult, then the word miss he will mention. Yes, during the six months since we came to this city, during that time we never visited the house of Mr. Agung or Pak Bakti. Not that I don't want to go there, of course it's because of Bang Daffa who didn't want me to go there.

Packing stuff while listening to the chatter of Bu Asri and Adit, I smiled as I occasionally chimed in Adit's words with a joke. And not infrequently also I was also invited to speak by Bu Asri and Bu Mega with the topic they discussed.

"Om Afin has not returned Oma, Adit misses Om Afin, wants to sleep with Om Afin in the tent." Adit said arriving.

"In the near future Om Afin will go home, later we will camp together together in the house of belajang ya. But, Adit promised me he wouldn't be sick anymore." Answer Ms. Asri.

"Yes, don't get sick anymore. Poor Aunty Roses if Adit's sick." The Timpal Bu Mega.

"Mother, Oma. If there's no Dad call her Mother, if there's a Dad call her Aunty." Obviously that Adit made my hand movement stop and I also felt suddenly the air around me was more bright because all was silent at once no one spoke.

Sure enough, when I turned to look at Adit, the two middle-aged women were looking at me with gazes that I should somehow translate. "Later you'll get angry again, if Adit doesn't obey."

"Darling, I'm angry because Mother was wrong." Cut me down quickly, because I was afraid that Adit's honesty would create new problems, and later the tip of the tip was still me who was blamed by Bang Daffa.

It was enough that this three-day charade seemed fine with Bang Daffa. And after that I don't want to be bullied again, because I've made a decision that I'll be firm.

"Rose, what did Adit say was true.?" Ask Ms. Asri.

I reviewed my faint smile for Bu Asri and Bu Mega before finally sitting next to the two of them quietly while taking his second hand for me to hold tightly. "Bushy both believe in the Rose, right..?" Ask them back to both.

The two did not immediately answer, and chose to look at each other before finally choosing to focus on looking at me and then nodded simultaneously.

"Whatever happens to the two of us, everything will be fine later with the do'a panjenengan both. And I make sure after this, it won't affect Adit." I continued with great confidence, just as I believed I would be able to negotiate with Bang Daffa.

No matter what the insults and insults Bang Daffa had done to me before. Because, I chose to focus on the growth and development of Adit and that requires cooperation with Bang Daffa as his father. If there is not a little faith in Bang Daffa to me, then what reason makes Bang Daffa give up Adit in my supervision. At least that's the gap I'm trying to get into.

Leaving all ego for responsibility, even though he said stupid by caring for the ears and mute the mouth. That seems to me to be the most sincere form of love. Because not all love must be seen and noticed. And I consider my responsibility, and my decision to accept the trust of Kak Melati is also one of the forms of love that I have for Kak Melati.

It is true, Bang Daffa was the first man to win my attention, but not with my love, because my love had run out for Kak Melati before. Even if at that time I liked Bang Daffa was also no bigger than Kak Melati, the proof is that I maosh survived for Kak Melati. Therefore, I will not care about Bang Daffa's attitude, because Bang Daffa is not my priority, Bang Daffa is only my responsibility.

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The house is usually quiet because there is only me and Adit alone, tonight is quite crowded. Because both Bu Mega and Bu Asri decided to stay at this house, until tomorrow her second husband picked her up.

I was busy cooking for dinner, while Adit was busy with his two omen showing his toys. I smiled faintly enough to watch them from the kitchen where there was no bulkhead.

Now my gaze turned towards the stairs, where Bang Daffa was descending, which he rarely did when he was in his room. And I kept watching him until I sat in the middle of Adit and his two omanya.

There was a deeper pain when I witnessed this vision and it was much more painful than when Bang Daffa said rudely to me. Namely, Adit's change was immediately silent and chose to sit in the lap of Bu Asri when Bang Daffa tried to reach him.

Will, Adit be afraid of his father, but I knew Adit from childhood was quite sticky with Bang Daffa, and if that was true. Thus, it was a bad influence on him, and at the same time the fault of Bang Daffa. Because it was Bang Daff who deliberately made that gap for Adit, even though it was actually to avoid me.

Food is available on the table at 19:00. And we sat around the table, again with the unusual, Bang Daffa.

Silence is not not not wanting to talk, but because I choose to be safe in silence. Because then I do not need to argue with Bang Daffa, especially with my own feelings.

After eating all still gathered in the family room, and once again Bang Daffa participated there, I call it as an effort to restore his image as a good father. But, unfortunately Adit was more than happy to stick me until he fell asleep in my lap.

"Let me take Adit to the room." Bang Daffa said softly, and such a tone was foreign to me.

"Yes, you get some rest, War. Let our Adit take care. It's not like that, Jeng." Said Ms. Asri who made the movement of Bang Daffa's hand stop, then without command our eyes looked at each other and again it was Bang Daffa's gaze as usual to me. I'm not surprised, nor should I care.

"Right, we'll sleep with Adit. So, tonight you don't have to worry, War. Sleep well." Timpal Bu Asri's.

Sleeping well, I wasn't sure I could do that, even more so having to room with Bang Daffa. And I think that the two of him did not not not know the meaning of awkwardness between me and Bang Daffa so it must make us in a difficult position. Or he both pretended not to know, so he could trap us as he pleased.

"Not at all, Mama's used to looking after Adit, Fa." Said Bu Mega excited.

"Oh, it's true that Bang Daffa said, it's not the age of the two men to look after Adit. Adit's our responsibility anyway." My timpalku helped Bang Daffa make an excuse.

"Have known that we are no longer young also sick, why don't you guys rush to give Adit a sister." Ms. Asri's reply made me gasp, and my saliva was swallowed with a force. And it also succeeded in making Bang Daffa's face again hold back anger as usual.

I was mispronounced, and it made Bang Daffa throw a contemptuous look at me. And without saying another word, Bang Daffa immediately raised the small body of Adit who was followed by Bu Asri and Bu Mega behind him. While I choose to choose to linger long to clean the family room.

"Get a break, War." Said Ms. Asri arrived, making me amazed and immediately finished my work, because Ms. Asri just kept waiting for me without giving me a chance to make excuses.

Walking hand in hand up to the second floor, I chose silence by continuing to twist the tip of my hijab. And I was even more confused, when I reached the end of the stairs, Bang Daffa was also walking towards his room.

"Fa, hurry and get the rose to rest." Call Ms. Asri to Bang Daffa and a sharp gaze was immediately drawn to me from Bang Daffa. I had been trying very quietly to get a look like Iu from Bang Daffa, but in fact my chest was much more uncontrollable and made my legs tremble.

Not wanting to walk towards the Lion cage, my body was pushed by Ms. Asri, until the door to Bang Daffa's room really swallowed me in it. This is the second time I entered Bang Daffa's room, and again I was greeted with a wedding photo of Bang Daffa and Kak Melati on the big square bed.

I think the oxygen in the room was getting thinner, as Bang Daffa continued to scan me mercilessly, and his fist made my guts grow shrill to start the word negotiation.

Puffing with annoyance, Bang Daffa eroded our distance. Stopped right in front of me, making me look up to see her towering face. Cynical, cold and no good to look at, Bang Daffa immediately leaned his body. And align his mouth with my ears.

"I wanted to touch you so much that you involved the parents in it. Let's see how big your body is. Srakk." With one powerful jolt Bang Daffa managed to shed my hijab.

I was still stiff in my place, not because I liked Bang Daffa's treatment, but because I was too shocked that it took me a few minutes to act. However, Bang Daffa did not give me a chance to answer or think.

"I, I don't mean anything like that, really." Saying with a stammering tone.

"How many men have known of these poisonous lips." Bang Daffa's chilling speech was inversely proportional to Bang Daffa's hot, grim lips taking my first kiss.

"Don't be an innocent pretentious person with just silence, as if you're a holy woman who's never touched a man at all, War." Bang Daffa said as soon as he took off his grip on my lips.

And again, as I was about to answer his words, Bang Daffa again silenced me with an increasingly demanding chirp until gradually the kiss came down to my neck, to make me unconsciously carried away by the atmosphere created by Bang Daffa, without caring anymore that in every activity Bang Daffa inserts words of contempt towards me.

"Look how bad you are." Bang Daffa pulled me right in front of the dresser mirror and there was my face that was already disgusting red with clothes that were already irregular.

"You see, Mel. A woman like her that you chose for me. I don't know how many men touched her." Bang Daffa said in a disappointed tone by pointing at Kak Melati's photo, as if Bang Daffa had blamed Kak Melati.

"Enough." I watered with tears that I tried to hold so as not to come out in Bang Daffa. "Don't hate me too much, don't judge me too much because I'm silent. One day, when hate changes direction it will only be the opposite you get.

"Bk,ck,ck. We'll see who comes out as the winner." Decih Bang Daffa's. "I enjoy your helpless gaze, and I'll make sure you forget how to smile until you're so desperate to live." Continue Bang Daffa before stepping into the bathroom and slamming the door behind him.

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