Roses Are Not in Love
POV coral

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The POV Coral.

I guess everything will go smoothly like how I started to mumble until I managed to hold the Rose's heart. But today, when I said that I should go after my ideals, and I asked him to support me by continuing to knit this relationship despite having to be in long distance contact, Rose objected.

Really, I had no intention of playing tricks on her feelings by not agreeing to Rose's request to meet her foster parents. It's just that I think it would be too bold for me to take this step too soon. Because it's not easy to take responsibility as the head of the family when my finances are not stable.

Seeing him leave with a bow, my heart ached as well. It's just that I didn't have the guts to tell him to stop and then agree to his request without a thought. And I think by giving time for both of us to think it will make our heads cool later, so that we will be able to make the right decision.

Taking a step to leave the cafe that we had not had time to enjoy, I took the opposite step with the Rose. Not because I didn't want to take him away, but because there are things I have to take care of as soon as possible and have to finish this afternoon.

The afternoon came quickly, everything was ready and the house was empty. Because of my plans today I will go home first to my parents' house in the capital. And I'll be back in the morning, so I can meet the Rose before I leave.

"Asslamu'alaikum Mas Karang." The greeting from Mas Karim made me stop my activities.

"Wa'alaikumussalam." I answered and asked Mas Karim to enter the house.

For a moment Mas Karim continued to look around, and I immediately smiled and immediately pulled the cloth I made to cover the sofa.

"Please Mas Karim." My words allowed Mas Karim to sit down. "Sorry there's only water." I continued by beating a bottle of mineral water.

"Yes thank you, Mas Karang. This is more than enough. Sorry if my arrival disrupted the activity was sorted out by the way." Answer Mas Karim.

"Ah, not at all, Mommy. Incidentally, until I can come here, my plan will be to say goodbye to tomorrow upon arrival from my parents' house."

"I feel like I'm an important person until Mas. Haha." Kelekar Mas Karang's. We also got into a conversation about many things, and at the same time I had the opportunity to explain to Mas Karim, if there would be someone to replace me in the social house.

"Means this house will be empty after this Mas.?" Ask Karim again.

"Maybe it won't be too long empty, because my brother will move his Notary Office to this city." My answer.

"That's great, Mas. Dear house this blanket if left empty. Frankly, I really like the concept of a minimalist home like this."

"I also have a dream of living here quietly Mas."

"Together with the Roses." Mas Karim chuckled as soon as he finished his speech.

"Yes if I can be honest. But unfortunately the plan stayed the plan, because God had a much better plan for me."

I know, Mas Karim is not a person who likes to interfere in other people's affairs, including my business with Roses, although a little bit I involve Mas Karim to permit Roses to get out of Pesantren. And seeing the expression of Mas Karim who was a little surprised I realized, Mas Karim did not want to dig further again, because it was obviously awkward.

"The rose asked me to see his family, Mas. And I'm not ready." My speech's flat.

"Not ready yet, is it,.?"

"Yes, because I'm not financially ready, and I'm afraid I can't afford a decent Rose." Honestly answered.

"If it's a mate who comes, financial problems will also be easily controlled. And why worry about the existing business that regulates. For Allah will surely secure each of his servants with his own reserves. By getting married there is nothing that helps raise your hands to pray, and if calculated, instead of adding one even more increased the value." Obviously Mas Karang.

"But Mas. It's not just about the material that I think about. Except for the health of the rose after." My face to Mas Karim.

"I mean the Coral.?" Ask Mas Karim.

I breathed deeply while looking far away at the thought of the Rose. "Roses live with one kidney, and that's very risky. That's why I need to be more preper."

Surprised Raut Mas Karim clearly visible, as well as when I just knew first, that Rose had done kidney removal surgery. And even worse, Roses have abnormalities in their platelets, so they are susceptible to infection and decreased immunity.

"When I say it to the rose. The rose felt that I was lacking in respect for it and was not serious about it." I pause my speech and take a bottle of water and immediately swallow it violently.

I swear to God, thinking about the rose made me feel like I didn't recognize myself. I just want Rose to understand that I am really not ready because it is not yet established. If only the Rose would wait two years, everything would be easy.

"Truely Mas Karang, if Mas Karang is already convinced by Mbak Roses then it is true that is conveyed by Mbak Mawar. Meeting the parents is one way that the relationship has a name. So, if anyone arrives to come and menghitbah Mbak Roses, Mbak Roses have a name from sampean. Try to ask yourself until what until it is really sure with Mbak Roses or not.?" Mas Karim said long along with the sound of my phone, and my brother's name on the screen.

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Mother is a typical person who likes to keep everything on her own, and I know for sure this time the reason for her condition is drob due to piled up thoughts. One, clearly thinking about the fate of my brother who lived his wife died when his son was a child. Yes, although, I was raised more by Mother of Brother's Wife, I'm sure Mom must have thought about it too.

Second, I'm definitely the one he thinks about. How many times have I refused to be introduced to a girl. Even I also refused brightly when Dad asked me to meet Brother-in-law's sister. Because in my opinion, enough of the relationship of his brother and wife, there is no need to involve me in it to be more intertwined kinship.

After all, according to the story of Brother, his sister-in-law is not a type of good girl. Even had a relationship with some men at the boarding house first. Even worse, Brother once said he was overlapping piercings with a man.

At exactly ten in the night, I got home, and immediately did my best for Mom. Until I forget that I haven't told the Rose, if tomorrow's a possibility I can't come to see her. But, it seems like she was very angry with me, because I had repeated it again and again I contacted her to stay out of reach.

After checking on Mom, I chose to wait for her to fall asleep after I gave her the medicine. And coincided with that brother came with one food crackle.

"Eat first, Fin." Flat talk.

I remember, my brother was not a flat man at home, but since his wife's passing, there was no smile on his lips. Even his lips felt expensive just to open. That was my biggest fear when I wasn't financially ready to marry the Rose.

Because I know, how the condition of the death of Brother's Wife, although not because of the problem of his kidneys, but because of an accident, but I know if previously from his medical record, even if it was from his medical record, he has a history of kidney failure and I don't know if you don't, because until now I haven't had time to ask.

"Fi." Repeat Brother.

"Yes, Bang."

"Devi's asleep.?" Ask Brother.

"It."

"Good." Brother yanked his crackle at me when I had set the dining table. "Does it matter if you stay home.?"

"It's okay, Bang. I just need to rest, especially to rest my mind." My answer.

"That's what you're trying to do, so you don't think too much. You too."

I chuckled softly towards Brother and understood the intention that Brother had spoken to me. "I still want to pursue my ideals, Bang." Saying slowly.

"That's great. Focus, don't confuse it with feelings, what else is heartbreak."

"Unfortunately it happened." I replied with a chuckle back, and Brother's incredulous look was seen mocking towards me.

"Focus, Fin. I don't want you to suffer the heartbreak I feel, until it feels like taking my own life, if you don't remember that there is love from the fruit of our love that I have to take care of." Brother's eyes look glared away with millions of pain left behind people he loves. And if I see that I'm not sure, that you will again feel in love with someone else.

Once again I am also afraid that at some point I will have to meet a situation where I will lose the Rose, what else until the Rose leaves me forever like Brother's Wife. Wait, wait for me to come back in two years, Rose. And hopefully, when I come back later, my rose is still waiting for me faithfully and has not been owned by anyone else..

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