Roses Are Not in Love
True True Broken Heart.

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Enjoying a sense of heartbreak, maybe the word that fits me with my current situation, which has been almost six months always faithful to moping. And heartbreak is not because it is decided, in staying cheating, or hanging just like that. It's a heartbreak I made myself. Heartbroken for no apparent reason, and I was heartbroken for love alone.

I must be like this once, when I have suggested to myself, that the one who goes will be replaced. In fact, it is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. Maybe because it was my first love. And love that falls alone. It should be self-conscious enough, where the name falls it will definitely hurt. And strangely enough, I enjoyed my pain by drowning myself in silence. Until making Erik did not have to leave me for KKN outside the city.

"Oath, War. Until when you'll be like gini. This isn't a loe." Erik said when he invited me to dinner outside before he was leaving tomorrow.

"It looks like the cave is going to hijrah." Saying slowly.

Erik was choked by the iced coffee that had just been crushed, even almost spitting it into my face. But when he saw that my serious face quickly turned serious.

"What is the definition of hijrah according to loe..?" Erik asked with an intense look at me.

"Change for the better." My answer is indifferent.

"According to the cave, you're already a good man, War. No matter how people judge you, but the cave knows who you are. What you look like every day. People can judge from the appearance of loe every day. But, for the cave, you're close enough to Lord Loe."

"The cave just needs to change a little bit the appearance of the cave. Like you ever said." Kalem.

"Loe has changed, even a lot has changed. Loe hairdressers, have loe ever had hair up under the ear before. That's proof that you've changed." Sergey Erik.

I bit my lower lip as I followed Erik's words. I then smiled wryly as Erik looked at me with a look of dislike.

"Love you have is not true, it is excessive. What else you have to do to change yourself into someone else. Six months, enough cave. Loe's almost finished the exam, at least think about your desire to get a scholarship on the cave campus." Erik said again

"Yes, you're right. And the cave has decided that the cave will move for the better."

"Good in the eyes of one who cannot see the goodness of loe. That's stupid."

"The cave is just.."

"Cave knows what you're like. Loe's obedience to God, that's enough proof. Humans are like books, War. Some are just beautiful from the cover, some are interesting with the contents, some are knowledge-giving. Although, loe is not attractive with the look of loe, but the cave as a good friend you quite know a lot of loe attitude. At least it gives advice for the cave, even though the cave is not in harmony with loe." I didn't expect that after knowing Erik for so long, I could be fascinated by his words.

I just silently looked at the face of Erik who just looked serious talking to me this time. Time moves so fast that we unconsciously grow up so fast. We are no longer the neighborly children who often play together in the field. Is it as hard as this being a broken-hearted teenager..?. It should not be, it was just me who had not been able to forget the disgusted look Bang Daffa gave me. And it hurt my heart.

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Any way you want it

Anything you need

Baby, you're the master

That I want to please

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The melodious voice of Jascha Richter, the vocalist of one of the top bands from Denmark. Tortured my silence, and dribbled my hand to grab the square thing in my pants pocket. As soon as my old cell phone was in hand, I immediately changed my facial expression and it managed to make Erik roll his eyeballs beard. Because, Erik had already memorized that call from whom, when my face and voice turned so sweet.

"Hallo, Assalamu'alaikum Kak Mel sweet, beautiful, love Roses." I said while activating the speaker.

"The cave man heard it." Erik chirped, and it got a slow reaction of stiffness from there.

"Ahh, Erik mah always did, Mel. Just let him get Karma, by falling in love with the Rose as deep as it is." My sweat

"Liar on the face of the earth is only a rose with a whiny goat. Cave will be more select Goat bengek, at least Goat meat can still cave satay." Reply Erik deliberately hardened the sound. Again, again, Erik kelekar made Kak Melati laugh out loud.

"I'm touched by the love you both have." Answer Sister Melati.

"Oath for the sake of the handsome cave Bokap down to the cave, Mel. Cave, love is the same loe." I opened my lips to hear Erik's words.

"I never believed you, Rik. The proof is that you always stick with my weigh rose." Reply Kak Melati.

"Absolutely agree, Mel. Sis Melati is indeed my love, Love you Kak Melati." Then immediately stand up and pull over from Erik, if I continue to be with Erik, then there is me and Kak Melati will not be a serious conversation.

"So, jasmine where does it look a bit rame." I asked as soon as I got the right place to chat.

"As usual, monthly routine." Replied Kak Melati with a tone of voice made as happy as possible. I know he is now in pain with the process of dialysis that is always done once a month, because of the Kidney disease he suffered.

"Sister Mel Kangen Rose. When the rose comes home. Sister Mel has something to tell me about the rose." Continue Kak Melati with a tone of shame.

"Something seems happy. Then the middle exam of the Rose Semester came home. If you can't wait for next month, the story now can."

"Wokay.." I answered and did not know how long we continued chatting here and there, until the Erik I let just broke our anger by taking me home for reasons that make no sense at all.

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The days kept changing, and each of his changes brought me through this day with a bit of passion. Because, Erik wasn't at the boarding house. Added to that with Rendi who used to be annoying turned into a sweet and nice boy to me and other friends.

The change in Rendi's attitude, obviously because of the events during that time. It's just that what I love is that Rendi is still happy to be around me. It's okay, he wants to be around me. Only, what bothers me is his speech the other day that invites me to go out after school.

I shook my head wherever and whenever I remembered the boy's words. "Sir Rose, be my girlfriend. I promise to be someone you can count on." Said that afternoon. Fucking kid. Yes, I'm dating Junior High. I can think of a pedophile as my friend. Let me still be an immortal singles until now, but that does not mean I want to be with Rendi, what else for the reason to be free from singles titles. One hundred percent No Way.

"Today there is no Rendi. The one today is Kak Melati." I said with excitement as I finished packing my clothes. Not too much either, because I'm only a week at home. And the plan is I'll borrow Kak Melati's clothes for the rest, in an effort to turn into a tulun girl. Emang previously was not a girl, how like I said doubted it.🤭🤭

The bus drove slowly away from the city of G, a town on the outskirts of Capital A. With a happy feeling I continue to imagine what my meeting with Kak Melati will be like this almost one year I did not meet. It would be great fun to keep telling stories here and there. And I can't imagine Kak Melati's face as soon as I see my hair that has extended as she wanted it all along.

Three hours passed, the bus pulled over at the terminal and with lightning speed I grabbed my backpack, and immediately ran for joy towards the ojek base. I deliberately didn't tell first Sister Melati that I came home today, to be a surprise. Anyway, also so that Bang Nusa does not have to bother picking me up at the Terminal.

The housing for the upward class was already in front of me. My chest beat tighter as my legs approached towards the Satpam post, making me stroke it slowly many times.

"You're too happy, so keep the thumbs up." Selorohku, no matter the premonition expressed with a chest that is too tame.

The two-story house towered in front of me, this building with ivory yellow paint is my destination. While the house next to him that is no less good, is the house of Erik's parents. Jin, jeng, jeng. It turned out that the mango tree in front of Erik's house had been cut down. That means I will no longer be able to hide from Kak Melati.

"Basar Erik, never told me that the mango tree was cut down." I murmured as I crammed my feet into the open gate.

The first thing I saw as my eyes ventured into the spacious courtyard was the beloved flower of Bu Mega, as well as some fruit plants in pots made bonsai. And what changed from this house during the period of a year I left, is a fish pond that extends around the terrace of the house, until the colorful koi fish like being lined up.

"Ehh, there's a guest turned out." As soon as my eyes stared at a parked vehicle not far from the garage, as well as the main door that was wide open.

"Deg, deg, deg." My chest turned back as I stepped, getting closer and closer to the door. And Kak Melati's crisp laughter sounded very clear in my ears, filled with happiness.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.." I said with a spontaneous and excited spirit, accompanied by a wide-sparkling smile. However, instantly my smile dimmed as my eyes caught the figure of a man who was sitting on the sofa sebrang Kak Melati.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. Roses are unfortunately Brother Mel." Replied Kak Melati and immediately got up from his seat running to meet me. A warm, tight hug flanked my body, along with a barrage of questions that continued to linger without any pause for me to answer.

"This cook is Rose, Brother Bang Nusa is a real girl now." Said Bang Nusa while scrambling my hair that I pigtailed from the origin. "Why not tell me, you know that Bang Nusa can pick up." Bang Nusa.

"Let's be a surprise, Bang. Oh yes Father of which mother.?" I asked and I knew someone there was still astonished by my presence here. But, I try not to be affected by it, so that this unwilling feeling of mania does not make me forget myself.

"As usual, there's more service out of town." Said Kak Melati.

"Oh." I only answered ria.

"Here War, don't introduce you to Kak Mel's best friend." Said Kak Melati by directly dragging me who suddenly lost strength just from hearing the word Close Friend. What does Kak Melati mean by a close friend, what does it mean to be close like a courtship or close is much more than that.

If, according to the character Bang Daffa. Obviously, there is no term close friends just like that. Remembering Bang Daffa once told me that he would not date for long and use sweet words. And that means whether I'm really going to be heartbroken. The answer is definitely yes, because it is clearly visible in the eyes of Kak Melati who sparkles meaningfully when staring at Bang Daffa, and so is Bang Daffa. Moreover, Bang Nusa is not over protective to Kak Melati. What it signifies is that there has been serious talks between the two sides. I don't know, I'm too scared to guess.

Everything looks like ashes to me. And what was seen, and I felt clearly was the pain that gnawed at my chest so I could not speak a word. It turns out that falling in love will hurt as much as this, if not falling in the right place. And just in the heart.

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Nyut nyutan tenan love alone. Because saiya had felt it fitting Nulis Afiqah first..😅😅😅😅😅

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