Sharing Love: True Love

Sharing Love: True Love
Starting From the Beginning


Dave tightened his embrace. "I'm sorry Jes, I'm sorry. I thought you hated me and didn't love me anymore. I thought you'd live happily without me. Moreover, all this time, I could only hurt you that's why I decided to leave."


"You should have known that I loved you a lot. You're the only Dave I love, nothing else. My life is meaningless if it's not with you" Jeslyn said mixed with sobs.


"I'm sorry, honey, I'm sorry. I didn't know that you still loved me because ever since you miscarried your attitude started to change. You hate me and don't want to come back to me anymore" Dave said as he stroked Jeslyn's head.


"Please don't cry anymore. I was wrong, stop crying. I beg you to forgive me. Hemm? I promise I won't leave you again" Dave continued.


This time Jeslyn did not reply to Dave. He just sobbed in Dave's arms. "Jeslyn, please forgive me. Give me a chance to fix everything. I know, I'm sorry it's not enough to heal the wounds I've inflicted on you. I'll do anything you can to forgive me" Dave said solemnly.


He had decided not to leave when he found out that Jeslyn still loved him. From the beginning, she was indeed very heavy leaving Jeslyn, but that was the only way for her to let go of Jeslyn.


Dave then broke his embrace. "Why do you want to leave without saying anything to me? Don't you love me anymore?" jeslyn asked, staring into Dave's eyeballs.


Dave looked down at Jeslyn. "I love you so much, Jeslyn. Didn't I say it often? I should have asked you, do you really still love me?" look at Dave questioningly.


"You said you couldn't forgive me. You also said you were sorry for marrying me. You don't want to have any more relationships and don't want to be tied to me anymore because you hate me and my family. Therefore, I think our household can no longer continue."


At once the look on Jeslyn's face stiffened. "You hear that?" jeslyn asked with a surprised face.


Dave nodded. "I heard everything, including when you said all you needed was Dion. My heart aches when you say it like that let alone you say you don't want to see me again and want to get out of my life."


Dave overhears Jeslyn and Dion talking when Jeslyn has just had a miscarriage. At that time Dave thought that it was just a momentary emotion Jeslyn because he had just lost his son due to Felicia.


Dave finally snuffed it out himself. He chose to be ordinary. Dave decided not to ask the purpose of Jeslyn's words because he did not want to fight again when Jeslyn's condition was not stable.


When he hears Jeslyn suddenly asking for a divorce, Dave is still trying to stay calm and patient with Jeslyn. Several times Jeslyn refused when Dave wanted to stay at the hospital to accompany her.


At first, Dave was still trying to understand him, but after he found out that every night Dion was guarding Jeslyn. Dave was both angry and disappointed. He thinks that Jeslyn hates him and doesn't want to be with him anymore.


"Why didn't you ever tell me?" ask Jeslyn.


"I think it's free. You don't even want to talk to me. You often ignore me when I talk to you. I'm trying to understand you because I think you're so because you're still devastated by our son's passing, but the more day you become indifferent and cold to me, the more you're with Dion. You can always laugh when you are with him, while with me your attitude is always thin and like reluctant to see my face. Therefore, I think that your happiness is not with me," explained Dave at length.


"I don't mean to blame you for your attitude. I'm self-conscious because all this time I could only hurt you, while Dion was always there for you in times of trouble. Maybe by letting you go, you can live happily with him" Dave continued.


Jeslyn felt guilty. "I'm sorry, Dave. I didn't mean to push you away from me." Jeslyn's eyes were back in tears.


"I admit, I said it that way because I was angry and disappointed with you. My emotions were unstable at the time. I just lost our future son. When I woke up, there was only Dion. I didn't see you next to me, but you were the one I really needed." Jeslyn paused his words for a moment.


"When I found out that you were accompanying Felicia I was immediately angry and disappointed. You pay more attention to him than me. In fact, he was the one who had harmed me" explained Jeslyn.


"Yeah, I was just telling you, why until I said that when I was with Dion at that time."


"But after you found out that time, you still ignored me and acted tough on me. You're also still reluctant to be close to me."


"Dave, every time I see you, I'm always reminded of what Felicia and your mother did. I feel angry. Do you know, I was so happy when I found out I was pregnant with your son. He is the most precious thing in my life that you have given me. You know, I've been expecting a child from you. Happiness is immeasurable when I can conceive your child, but my happiness doesn't last long. Hope to give birth to a child for you is extinct because of Felicia's actions. You should have known that Felicia never liked my pregnancy" Jeslyn said.


"After what happened to me, your mother is still being rude to me. I just don't want to be disturbed for a while. I want to calm down first."


"Jeslyn, I know I was wrong to have Felicia stay at our house. At that time I had no choice but to obey my mother. If I refuse, mama forces the three of us to stay at her house. It's gonna be worse for you because you're gonna keep meeting up with Mama and Felicia there. They must have pressed you back and disturbed you when I wasn't home. At that time I had intended to expel Felicia after my relationship with her was over. It only took a few days, but Felicia acted first" Dave said, releasing a slow breath from his nose.


"I didn't mean to defend myself, Jes. I was wrong. From the beginning I was wrong, I should have let you go a long time ago. That way, you won't get hurt like you are right now. I don't deserve you. That's why, I want to let you go because I don't want to make you more hurt by me," Dave said with a sad face.


"I'm sorry, Jes. Forgive me for incising such a deep wound in your heart. I know an apology is not enough to heal the wounds in your heart" Dave said regretfully.


"I'm also sorry Dave for my attitude that made you misunderstand me. Please don't go. Don't leave me, "please Jeslyn with her tears again.


Dave put his wife's body back in his arms. "I'm not leaving. We start all over again. Please let me know if I made a mistake I didn't realize. In the future no matter what happens we have to talk to each other with a cold head. Never hold anything alone. We have to be open to each other and have to trust each other."


Jeslyn nodded. Dave then let go of his embrace. "We better get home. You must be tired."


"Yeah." Yeah."


Dave then moves Jeslyn's body to a wheelchair and pushes her towards the exit of the VIP waiting room. They immediately turned to Dave and Jeslyn when they had just opened the door.


Dave was taken aback when he saw that there was already Stella and Alea in front of the waiting room along with Zayn and Dion as well. "Daddy," called Alea as she ran up to Dave.


Dave then bowed. "Yes, honey."


Alea then stood by Dave's side while holding the end of Dave's shirt. "Stella where have you been?" ask Dave.


Before looking at Dave, Stella turned to Jeslyn with a smile. After that he turned to look at Dave with a guilty face. "I'm sorry Dave" Stella said regretfully.


Dave's eyes narrowed. "Stella, did you deliberately go to foil our departure?"


Dave wasn't thinking that way, but after seeing Stella in front of the VIP room at this time, he made sure that Stella did it on purpose.


"I'm sorry Dave. I just don't want you to repeat the mistake I made when I left you. Go away without saying anything. I don't want you to feel a lifetime of sneaking like I've felt all along."


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