Become A Human In Another World
ACT 4: Interlude 1 - Beta 1 Daily Notes (Past Time)
"You're trash!! Why don't you just work as a pel*cur? With your face, you will definitely make a lot of money!!"
"Ahh don't. Let me enjoy it for the first time. Are you stupid?!"
"You too! Just go! Find money! Or steal jewelry or something! You think Beer isn't expensive?! You old bastard!!"
"What's your problem?! Who do you think you are, asshole?!"
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Ahh. I want to die....
***
I am Rina Yurina. The son of a pel*cur and a drunkard, whose life was not lost. In other words, an incredible combination of community garbage.
Said the fruit fell not far from the tree, so I did not.
Like the possibility of this tree on the riverbank, and the falling fruit carried by the river to the sea water, to the other island, I am not like my parents.
No, don't equate me with them!
I just look at the disgust of people like that! They are nothing but trash that inflicts more wounds on this world. Y'all know? Such a person is not worthy to live. Such a person has no price at all.
Then why don't I go?
I was waiting for my sister to be big enough to take her away.
My mother has given birth to another daughter in recent years. And sadly, the girl was not very cared for by him.
J*lang is right.
I was able to live on my own somehow since 9 years. I'm a little confused as to why I'm still alive until I'm 9. But from then on, I worked hard to make money, and also went to school.
I was a Junior High School student in a town in America. It's a tough city for me to live in.
With the bullying happening every day because I was the son of a pel*cur, and the ugly uniform and the bag and shoes that weren't good, it was my daily life.
I can go to school just be grateful, because there are some people who accept me to work at their place.
Then why don't I ask them for help?
No. gabe. I'm not someone who doesn't know thank you. Living in this city is hard enough, and accepting me alone has made the store where I work either profit or loss. I can't ask them to take me and my sister anymore.
I don't want to live with the love of others.
My sister will soon be 4 years old. It was the right age for me to take him away and start a new life. But at the same time, I'm gonna start going to high school.
But because I think again, my sister's health is more important than my school. So I'll try to leave later.
I went home with a smile on my face, unlike the usual who came home with displeasure. Because from tomorrow I will have a good day, and be free of them both.
And while bringing my sister, I will give her a good future, and a good education. My sister doesn't need to feel pain like I've been telling you all along.
But I came home strange. There were a lot of glassware on the doorstep.
No, that's not weird. It was common, because surely the two of them were fighting, and smashing things, then they fought, smashed things, stole to buy them, and fought again. It was a normal cycle in my life.
But today is different. Today was really calm, there were no angry screams, or some other swearing.
I walked carefully through the broken glass and a few other things that could carry a wound. I gradually peered into the dining room, but what I got was unexpected.
My father was carrying a knife, covered in blood. My mother was lying with several hollow bodies with a clear stab wound on her chest!
I can't help but be surprised by this, and fall down.
It was the biggest mistake of my life, which made a noise, and my father turned to me.
Damnit....
Everyone can guess what happens next.
Yep. I was made a toy by my own father. Even he deliberately took it out inside, and did so for hours.
The only reason I still survive not killing myself is my sister. If I kill myself, it's the same as killing my sister. So I tried to endure not biting my own tongue, or cutting my pulse with all my might.
It seems that I fainted after hours of being treated like a tool by that bastard.... But I can finally wake up.
But I don't know, the only thing I remember is when I found my sister in a lifeless state, and swimming in her own pool of blood.
A bitter truth made me curse God.
Why am I always the one who is tormented?!
Already, I have no business to stay alive...
***
Somehow, I got a chance to reincarnate. This is a chance to start a new life!
Of course I'm happy it happened, and I'm trying hard to do my best in this new world.
I must grow stronger, be able to fight against the many wards scattered in this world. I often fought many bandits, and fought monsters. It makes me stronger day by day.
Not to forget, I am the Beast Race, which is one of the races with the strongest physique. I deliberately chose this Race in order to avoid all the evil that was looking for me.
My father was a government administrator, who was also a merchant. He traded honestly and did not take too much profit. Nor did he take the money of the people when entrusted to him.
Therefore, our territory is prosperous and pleasant.
My mom doesn't work, and takes care of the kids at home. And I'm lucky, I have a funny little brother.
My guardian angel made my parents good people, and very considerate of their families.
I feel like my life is perfect this time.
But again I was disappointed with God's choice.
Arrived, came a high official from the capital who came to our region. Our territory from the beginning was only a small territory, but people were envious of the prosperity that our territory had.
And this region applies racial equality, and judges everyone based on their hard work.
As a high-ranking boy was walking the streets of the city, he saw a hardworking man who became a chef in a shop.
The store was crowded by buyers, because indeed the cuisine of the person was really delicious. The citizens also did not bother about Race anymore, so they could live peacefully in this city.
But baby, it ignited a split. The boy hated the Race that he considered inferior to him, simply because he was a Priest.
The boy doesn't like humans here, and tries to throw them out.
He also expelled other citizens, such as Dwarves and Half, making the citizens slightly unaccepted with it.
Seeing that, the people who were envious of my father's success immediately moved, and began to incite the higher-ups to bring down my father's power. My father could not do anything, and could only accept the decision of death.
I just realized, that even though my family is perfect, there are still many more fucking people there.
But it doesn't stop there. My remaining family is being hunted by hitmen, and I must go to great lengths to protect my mother and sister. I also kept training to get stronger.
But it didn't last long.
No matter how strong I am, I am just a Beast who is alone. I won't be able to fight back if I'm surrounded by magic.
Damnit....
Again!!
Again my family died in front of me!!
I don't know.... I don't know what else to do. I just fell down unable to move when I witnessed it all.
Wh why?
Why is this happening to me, again?
Does God not love me?
What's my fault with you? What's my fault with you guys? What wrong?!!
And from then on, I felt all my emotions go away. There is only hatred for the gods, who have arranged all this. I want to kill them. I want to destroy my destiny.
But I know it's impossible...
***
I ended up in a place like a lab. My memory began when a scientist-like person bought me from the slave market, and took me to his place.
There were many others here, and various races gathered.
They are mostly the same age as me, 14-17 years old. And they're all in the same similar tube, probably just like me. And every day since then, it's been hell for me.
I can't help but swear to keep blaming the gods for what happened to me.
Even so, each torment continued to make my consciousness fade day after day. And there's only one thing I keep putting in my head.
I hate gods.