
Prologues
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I closed my eyes, received all the pain and drowned me in my painful daydream.
Suddenly, all my pain was gone. It feels, really healed as usual. My legs look good, the blood from my mouth stops too, and my crumpled body can now move again.
I sat down immediately turned around happily to face Shina. Before I turned around, I realized that everything around me had stopped moving.
“What is this?!” askaku.
I stood up slowly. Strange, the wind was still blowing, sweeping my hair and blowing away some dried leaves.
One of them poked me in the cheek, and all this felt real!
I tried to pinch myself. I walked slowly, towards Shina who was holding my hand.
Wait, what?! She's holding my hand? I immediately jumped back. Far enough for someone like me.
I'm appalled. My eyes were wide open, my mouth open like a cave.
It's true, he was holding my hand, it's just that he was holding my other self. Who is asleep. Or maybe, dead?
“Ah, is that so?” askaku.
“I, already dead.”
I could just sit around in disbelief. Although I had expected this to even know it was going to happen, but still, it was hard to leave everyone I loved.
It was heavy to leave them with tears.
To be honest, it's very quiet here. I've never felt this comfortable.
My body is neither hot nor cold, and the wind that blows softly defends me slowly is like comforting me from death.
“So, this is death?” I sat down on a sakura tree. Heh what? Why are there sakura trees here?
Besides, I was kind of comfortable with all of this. It seemed, what I was imagining now appeared in front of me.
“Oh! I see! It must be entertainment because it's dead. Hahaha, hahaha THIS IS NOT FUNNY!” I shouted quite loudly.
“But, not bad either.” Whisper slowly. To be honest, I'm enjoying this a little bit. But still, I left my friend with a cry.
It's all because I'm weak. If only I were a little stronger, maybe I wouldn't have to die, making them all sad!
I smashed my hand into the now desolate streets.
Suddenly, around me formed a circle with a golden yellow color.
“What is this?!” my yelling. I stood up immediately, stand guard. Is there a gas leak and causing the fire to rise?
But where is possible the problem of gas leakage can get to the world of this “parrarel”.
Well, I don't know what else to call it. For sure this is a world between the living and the dead.
I try to get out of the circle that surrounds me.
“Sial! I'm locked up, right?” I tapped on the surface, and tried to analyze it. When I arrived it was like being carried away to a different place.
I tried to achieve anything until I fell.
“Adudujud! What was that?” I asked when I had reached the bottom, the place that was all pure white, completely clean so that I did not know the barrier between the wall and the floor was where, not even a shadow was here.
Strange place, but it's bright here.
“Yo! Welcome to the boy! I didn't think you'd die so soon!” someone, no. God-god? The god?
To be sure, he was no ordinary person
The clothes are neat, using a red suit and tie with a little black pattern.
I thought it would be terrible when I was questioned by charity during my lifetime. But it turns out that the reality is inversely proportional.
“Alright without further ado. You, who exactly?” tanyaku.
“I am Zadkiel, your guardian angel! Yep! Prostrate before your great angel! One of the few archangels, the angel hearers the request of his people! Yep! That's me!” he said while bragging.
He's correct. I saw an extremely majestic aura, as well as his face, which could not be described by words. Really an angel! I feel like I have a shadow of how much he is respected.
“Quite interesting too, TK time was once a famous narcissist, have wahaha! “quite” many friends,”
“After that, continuing into Elementary School, he remained somewhat narcissistic until he finally had very few friends. Whaha! What is this?”
“Please stop.” I said a little angry at her behavior.
“After graduating Elementary School, she bullied her classmates and finally she gave up with “searching for friend”, then fled to the library to read books."
"And he also became a genius loner who likes books, as well as a stupid confinement who considers the outside world terrible. Whahaha! What kind of data is this? Ahaha! I laughed hahahha!” Zadkiel, the great angel laughed out loud and rolled in a place that could be called “lantai” the room.
“Please stop. Your actions made my expectations fall to know!” I'm getting pissed. And he continued laughing until he was satisfied.
I could only sit still and observe him who was getting tired, while making the paper in his hand to be used as a fan while he started to stand up. Following him, I stood up as well.
“Well, that's my past. But, why if children have high fantasy? It's not a strange thing, is it? The strange thing is when the child still has such fantasy, briefly when it has entered smp already called chuunibyou! But I only did it in Kindergarten and what happened was that it followed me all the way to SD, even SMP! Is that my fault?” I stood up crossing my hands.
“Good good. I'm sorry I laughed. But, even though your past is so, in the end you still help them to the end, right? You also want to be friends with them too right?” tanyakanya.
I just nodded slowly.
“So, are you going to take it?”
“Hufft, how else. I'm dead already! Let me take this as my punishment!” I lowered my head, drowning in the regrets of my past.
“He? Wow, it's worth it that you can get an exception like this!” he said, or rather whispered.
“Who said you were dead? It is not you yourself who say that your chance of dying is 99%! And, what does that mean?” she asked seductively.
“My chances of survival are not 0%!” my yelling.
“Yes! I'm Zadkiel! I can grant your request. Before that, I will offer you a gift that was previously prepared for you!” he took me to sit.
At once the empty place had a table and tea served in front of me, right after he sat down.
I was a bit surprised, but I immediately understood, this is not a strange thing for him.
“Gift?” I'm a little curious.
“Yes! Because of your sad, bleak, and dark past.”.
“Uwaaah! He said so much!” i protest. He's a little sniggering.
“Well, you are a person who has experienced many difficulties in your life, but you still want to help others, save many lives, and punish the wrong ones.”.
“Heh?! What did I do that much?” ask, back to interrupting.
“Listen to me until it's done!”
"By!!!"
Zadkiel looked raging, like a personality change.
In contrast to earlier who laughed more, now he let out a groaning smile and sharp highlighting eyes.
A wide variety of torture devices came out behind him as he let out a dark red aura.
“Good!”
“Well, even if what you did was just one time, but it covers everything I mentioned."
"As I said earlier, you keep holding out your hand, even if you yourself need help too, never even enjoying your life. And he died before he could feel it all. So,” Zadkiel stands, stretching out his hands.
"You got the right to a world where you can play!”
“Heh?! What's?! What does it mean?” I ask not to understand.
“So in short, you can reincarnate with the present memory, into a new world. If in your world, you could say this world is like a game! No machines, the world is still a forest, there are many mythological animals, many special races, and of course, magic!” Zadkiel called for sure.
I was just surprised, gaping while sitting looking at Zadkiel.
“A-a-a-what do you mean? The magic? Whatisit? New elements I don't know about? And there are many living mythologies? So much to learn?!” I said stand up quickly, clutching Zadkiel's hand, showing how enthusiastic I am about an element I don't know, “Sihir”.
“A-a-ahh, i-i-yeah. So please stay away a little.” Zadkiel replied while slightly pushing me.
“In addition, there are no machines, and the world is still a forest, and there are various races. Ehe, there must be elves or at least there are half-human animals with cat ears,” I started to imagine it!
Zadkiel hit me on the head with open arms as if he were going to break a rock.
“So, that's it. Which one do you want to accept? Reincarnate or return to your old world?”
Hmm, pretty tough question, yeah. But I've made my choice from the beginning.