Become A Human In Another World
Interlude 1 - The Desire of Everyone

Yami eventually passes away, when they all get to the hospital, but anyway, they try not to cry.

And 1 man doesn't cry, Shina. He was not not sad, just lost his mind.

When she was first told that Yami died, her expression turned blank, even in her heart was empty. There is only a sentence “It's all my fault.” In heart. He really didn't speak anything, even at Yami's funeral. He just stared, followed his brother, Shino.

“You eat first,” Shino who is worried about her younger brother who has been silent since the funeral trying to take a plate of food for her. While Shina was just silent, still curled up inside her blanket while giving a blank expression.

“Good. I'm going out. The food, I put it here!” Shino who understood Shina's condition then shuffled away, putting food on the dining table beside Shina.

Shino was not sad. She was so sad, she wanted to cry. His friend, the closest to him. Gotta go. And that was at the show suggested by him? And Shino can't blame herself?

“That's, it's unacceptable!” he punched the wall while covering his face. He sat by the door, leaning against the wall. It was heavy to say something tough in front of others, while his own heart was broken.

Shino is the one who knows Yami the most. Even beyond what is called a friend. He also has an intelligent brain, is able to understand all situations, he has good communication skills, and high character comprehension ability. He was arguably gifted to psychologists at a young age.

“You often say that you're looking for friends, right?” Shino muttered slowly.

“Then, I just need to hate you, and all those memories will be gone,” now Shino laughs lightly, like forgetting her problem. But there was only a horrible laugh that sounded frustrating.

“I hate you so much, don't you? How could I possibly do that, right? I've been with him since Junior High, and I've known his character. I like it no matter what the flaws are. I used to dream for the three of us to joke together, laugh together,” Shino took a deep breath.

“Even I also thought, when we were old, and finally looking for the same job, keeping in touch and having a reunion with each other. I even dreamed of Yami and Shina getting married, and I became her sister-in-law. Because I know, Shina likes it,”

“And now, I should hate him? Didn't he? Just to escape this guilt? I,” Shino now curled up, pressed her face down, covered her with arms, began to cry.

“I won't be able to do that, never will!” Shinoa whispered softly, crying. Then his mother came, hugged him, calmed him down.

This is reality. It is not a novel, manga or cartoon. When you die, there's no way people around are forgotten, like there's nothing. Those who are left behind have their own burdens, even if it is an unknown person like Yami.

***

“Shina! Let's go!” Shino calls Shina who is still locked up in her room to leave school immediately. There was no answer, Shino was a little confused, but she at least understood what was going on with her.

“I'm in!” Shino slowly opened the door of Shina's room peeking out bit by bit. Inside, he saw a pile of blankets that were piled up on the bed. He was sure it was Shina.

“Shina! We're going to school! Come on you're ready first!” Shino tried hard. Seeing his younger brother like that, which brother was not torn apart by his heart? Shino slowly sat on the mattress Shina wiggled her body slowly.

“Shina, are you sleeping? Wake up! It's morning! We have to go to school!” Shino said that with passion, trying to comfort Shina. She pulled the blanket that covered her body instantly, when finally Shina was seen. His face did not change one bit from yesterday, unless there was an additional blackness under his eyes.

His eyes were also puffy, as he cried all night. Even if it was morning, Shina could restrain herself from crying. But during the night, she dreams of the memories she took with Yami, waking her up.

He always remembered how much he loved her, how much he wanted to be with her. And when he fell asleep, all those memories entered his mind, keeping him awake until morning. He hasn't slept all night.

“Ayo departing! There, we can meet Ms. Kaila!” the word Shinoa still drew Shina's body.

“I don't want to,” Shina said flatly, without the slightest emotion. His voice became like a robot, because he had lost most of his emotions, except for the sadness that continued to lodge in his body.

Shino frowned her eel, clenching her hand. Piqued. He was annoyed why he could do nothing at this moment. He turned to the table, saw the food he had brought yesterday, not changing his position in the least.

“You didn't eat?”

“I'm not hungry,” Shina replied easily, again. Shino guessed, now Shina did not want to do anything. Extreme indeed, but psychologically, this is the main symptom of depression. And he was sure of his sister in those days.

“Good. After I get home, you have to eat! Whatever happens, I'll put food in your mouth!” Shino slightly joked with a smile, but quickly the smile disappeared. He went out, closed the door.

“Yami,” Shina moans slowly back hugging herself.

***

“I heard Yami Ayama died!” the news quickly spread in the morning. Shino was just speechless, bowing her fist while listening to the good that others were talking about.

“Yahh, he's such a grim person! Isn't that good for her?” a guy in class said it.

“Isn't that too cruel, Renga?”

“No this buk...” the veranda named Renga was pushed against the wall, along with Shino who gripped her clothes as tightly as possible. His face looked unstable, as his anger was mounting. He reacted because Renga said that he had no adab, and clearly did not care about Yami.

“A-what?!” Renga at least felt daunted by this.

“You try to say it again, I will not hesitate to you,” Shino in heightened emotions, still intmidas Renga. Another curious disciple disciple also gathered around, just watching.

“Am I wrong? She was already too gloomy to live, buk.” her sentence was stopped by something that made her cheeks fly away. Shino was already impatient to immediately hit Renga's face mercilessly.

“I warned you!” Shino did not give any mercy to Renga. In contrast, Renga did not get a chance to touch Shino due to an unfavorable position.

“Hei hey! Stop this fight! Lengas! You go to BK's room! And Shino. Hufft, I don't know why you're doing this, but there might be a cause. Find Kaila's mother and talk to her about it! If you guys meet again, I want you to explain the truth!” obviously, the security guard, who seems to know Shino. Shino just kept quiet, nodding. Actually, in his heart he did not regret his actions at all

“While, what are you doing, Shino?!” Kaila asked in a flat tone. He seemed to be lacking in excitement today as well. His face looked tired and gloomy.

“He said bad things about Yami, and I can't let him!” Shino quickly headed straight to the source of the problem.

“I warned him with a sentence, but he is becoming more and more. So, I can't stand it anymore not to hit him,” Shino explained short, solid and clear. Kaila fell silent again remembering Yami. One of his best students, whom he often jokes with Shino as well. Although his personality is a little deviated, but he is a good person. Kaila's a little sniffled.

“Ahh, if that. I can't deny the word,” Kaila was silent looking down miserably.

“Hei Shino! What if I visit Shina later? He didn't come in, did he?” today mother Kaila asked while showing a face filled with a strong sense of motherhood.

“Alright! I'll call her later for Mom,” Shino nodded happily.

He thought, maybe talking to Kaila could lighten Shina's burden now. Maybe this is a conversation that Shino can't get into.

***

“Mother Kaila!” Shino shouted to Kaila who was waiting near the gate with the key of the mobi in her hand.

“It seems, mom doesn't need to come today? I've contacted Shina and she didn't answer, not even touching her HP at all. So, forgive me!” Shino quickly apologized.

“So, how is he condition?” Kaila started a conversation in the car.

“He would not eat at all. Even last night he didn't sleep,” explained Shino. Kaila nodded.

“That's it?”

“Yes. He seems to blame himself for Yami's death. Now he seems to be depressed. Even I as her brother did not know, what to do,” Shino recalled with a gloomy expression.

“In other words, he just listened to Yami's word, huh?” kaila's sentence closed the conversation quite awkwardly.

The two of them soon make it to Shino's empty house where the owner is working.

“Please enter, mom!” soon, Shino opened the door. He took a drink, some things that should be served to guests.

“Not necessary. Let's go straight to Shina's room!” Kaila who was worried about Shina wanted to see her soon.

“Good. Shame so, mari.” Shino immediately guided Kaila to enter. Inside, there is still Shina who continues to curl up in her blanket, not yanking, not stirring, or any expression. His heart is sealed.

“Shina! Kaila's mother came! You at least say hello!” said Shino turning on the lights.

“Bu Kaila?” Shina responded slowly. Kaila took a deep breath.

“Hei, Shina! What are you doing here? Do you feel that this is all your fault?” scream Kaila. He was intending to provoke Shina. But all he did was shut up.

Meanwhile, Shino picks up Shina's phone. He checked several messages, including messages from him that were not read. In fact, there was no message read because Shina did not open her phone at all.

Until finally, he found something.

His eyes grew bigger, glistening with lightning full of tears. He made sure it came back, and it was true. The feeling of haru enveloped him for a moment.

But, said Kaila break it all.

“Alright! All right, if that's what you want! Everyone keeps saying that it's not your fault, right?” kaila's lips are shaking.

Kaila plans to have Shina's heart containing Yami destroyed, and build it with a new one. Although hard, the plan must have worked.

“Alright I'll say it. Your fault! It's all your fault! Hows it? Are you satisfied?” Shina frowned, starting to react to it.

“You are right..” from his eyes began to flow tears. His expression also began to appear.

“You're right!” he came back half screaming. Tears were flowing in his eyes.

“You're right, Mother Kaila! Me me! What should I do?!” Shina kmudian said forward, then cried loudly. She hugged Kaila tightly.

“Yami also definitely does not want you to continue like this, Shina! He'd want to see you happy. Even though we can't figure out what Yami wants. But if you see him sacrifice his life for you, then I'm sure, he wants you to be happy,” Kaila gently stroked the hair of Shina who was in his arms.

“Sorry to interrupt this heartwarming moment. But, does anyone want to ask directly to Yami?” Shino held up Shina's phone.

“Eh?”

“What's your max, Shino?” Shina glanced sharply at Shino.

“Capture!” Shino throws Shina's phone, membeikan to her. Instantly, Shina's eyes grew bigger looking at something there.

“This is not your trick, is it?”

“Of course! Just look at the day and the time, it's just right. How?” Shino asked defiantly.

Actually, what's in there is a voice message from Yami, sent by him yesterday when he brada on the roof, before being beaten to the ground by the top-class criminals there. He had time to record something, and it was a recording he had prepared for a time like this.

“Open it!” Shino was actually impatient to find out the contents of the voicemail. Shina nodded slowly, opening the voice message.

“Yo hello! It´s me! This is probably my last message. Otherwise, let's laugh this message together again,”

“This!” Shina stopped for a moment.

“This is Yami's voice! This is the original recording from him!” Shina shouted in excitement.

“Ah alright. I don't have much time. I didn't want to leave out many words, because my purpose in leaving a message like this was for Shina, because I was sure she would blame herself, and not sleep all night. Not even eating at all,” Yami is a little mocking there. Everyone smiled slowly.

“And she won't go to school the next day, and doesn't hold her phone at all. And who found this, otherwise Shino, it will be found a week later!” the sound of explosions began to sound.

“We take the first possibility. If that happens, I'm sure Mother Kaila is there now!”

“How?!” Kaila was shocked because of Yami's statement.

“I'll get straight to the point. I'm going to die today, and I don't want you guys, especially sad Shina. So, I have a request.” The mood became quiet.

“I will meet the gods there, and ask to be reincarnated. Besides, I'll ask to grant your little wish.”

“So, you guys can ask for anything, like I'm happy, or even I'm given a lot of friends can too. Whatever it is. I'll work on it!”

“But it seems, I just got here. So, I want to say, I love all of you. Do not be sad, for if you cry, I will feel pain. Find my replacement, even if it won't exist! Whoa ha ha ha!!” the recording stopped there.

“Aha ha ha! Whatisit? The Yami I know says things like that? That's weird!” Shina let out a laugh, after hearing it all.

“But for the request, what will we do?” Shino muttered slowly. Everyone was silent, with a serious face. But there was no tension between them. It was the joking atmosphere that appeared there.

“I've decided it!” Shina yells.

“I want to reincarnate in the same world and time as Yami, and I want her to remember it!” shina shouted, putting her hands together in prayer. Everyone there smiled, looking at each other.

“Don't forget you, Shina! We want to reincarnate in the same world as Yami, and we want Yami to remember us all!”