Purity Online - The World For The Fallens
Day 1: The Dark Past (Final Part of Day 1)
I did not kill for no reason.
I killed in order to survive.
Surviving the cruelty of destiny.
Because in reality, God and God are not on my side.
So, I have to kill.
Maybe for them it was sadistic and cruel, but ....
For me, that is how I do justice.
Justice for myself.
My dark days have even begun since I was seven years old. At first, everything was fine, until one day suddenly my parents complained to each other and ended up in a fight. Yeah, fights every day. It was hell for me. Plus, there was a gang of shitty students at school who started bullying me.
However, I am lucky to have a twin brother who always sets up for me. He protected me every time I was bullied by the gang, but he lost too, and he always mediated our parents' quarrels. In fact, I know he himself is also being hit by big problems in his own life. I don't know what the problem is, but he just smiled as if he was tough in front of me. When he was alone and I peeked, I saw a desperate and sad face.
One rainy day, I got word that he committed suicide by jumping off a building. He gave up on living as a loser. I was sad, but also happy that my parents' fight was finally over. They came back to being just like when my twin brother and I were four years old. Because of that harmony, I could stand being bullied for eight years, and still be able to deal with those gangs. However, apparently the bitter destiny was still not finished torturing me. At night, on my fifteenth birthday, a robber came to my house and plundered all our possessions, then burned my house to ashes. I survived by waking up and managed to escape unnoticed by the robber. Imagine, is the god still not satisfied taking everything I have?!
Since then, I started to become a delinquent and develop the mindset that I should uphold justice in my own way, even though that way is fairly cruel. I went to the boarding house in Tokyo where the head and vice-chairman of the gang who bullied me while in Elementary School lived, then killed them. I went to Osaka, went to the house where the gang leader bullied me when Junior High School and High School lived, then killed him too. The occupant of the next room in his apartment saw that, so I killed him too. On my run, I happened to meet a robber who killed my family when I was a kid in Okinawa. I stalked him into his house, then finished him at midnight and burned his house to the ground, just as he did to me.
Yes .... For most people, it is a cruel and cruel act. However, for me it is the only way to uphold justice. The gods never cared about my suffering, so I established justice for myself. At first, I felt a little guilty about killing my victims. However, as time went on, I was able to kill them with a ruthless smile etched into the face. Yes, my heart is dead and my humanity is completely gone ....
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"Well, but they're different from those rotten people. For some reason, I felt comfortable seeing their sincere smiles. Wait, what am I thinking, anyway?! What if they're just pretending to be nice?" Ryugai wrestled with himself in his mind.
"Come on. We have to hurry, Ryugai. My granddaughter is waiting at home. He must have finished preparing dinner by now," Grandpa Rato said as she clasped Ryugai's hand.
"Ah, yes." Ryugai awakens from his daydreams about the past.
"Then, see you," said Rascal and Rascarez, waving, almost simultaneously.
"Hey, it turns out we're compact too, huh?"
"What is compact? You just took my turn to introduce yourself."
"uh? What's the problem?"
"I guess I'll stay here for a while together with them," Ryugai inner.
To be continued
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Day 2: Hunting (Part 1)