My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 109 | Is It Enough To Be Here?

“Mira”, call Arka when she sees Mira getting off the car and walking into the school gate. But Mira did not hear him and continued his steps that were not too fast. Amid the crowd of students who came, Arka ran to try to get Mira who was not too far to walk in front of him.

“Mira”, call her once again. This time Arka grabs Mira's arm to stop her steps. Realizing that Arka still has enough time, he pulls Mira and makes Mira follow Arka. He takes Mira to the roof so that no one can interfere with their time together, along the way Mira tries to break away from Arka but cannot, Arka is stronger than herself, his wide hands were able to grip Mira's wrists tightly while leading her up the stairs to the roof.

“What are you doing? Soon the lesson will start”, said Mira with a little snapping at Arka while trying to escape from the grasp of her lover. Angrily Mira removes Arka from her path and tries to open the closed roof door to get down and into her class. But again his steps stopped, Arka again closed the door and pulled Mira closer to him.

“Arka, I don't want to joke. Step away!!”, Mira said in an annoyed tone. Arak had no intention to joke with Mira, he pulled Mira and resuscitated Mira on the wall

“Listen to me!!”, said Arka slightly shouting while leaning Mira on the wall with a little rough but Mira turned her face away, she was reluctant to look at Arka who was right in front of her. Mira's attitude like that was enough to hurt Arka's feelings, he did not understand what was with Mira today.

“Mira, please look at me”, the door is smooth, sadness is seen on Arka's face when Mira tries to look at her lover. He felt guilty for making Arka like this but Mira had no other choice, his heart also hurt to see Arka like this.

“This quickly? Do I not love Arka anymore? How do I feel about Arka just getting here? How nasty am I?”, his inner self. Mira was no longer strong to look at Arka, a feeling of guilt like she was attacking her when she looked at Arka. Slowly Mira kept Arka away from her and her head bowed, Mira's tears fell down the floor that they were both on, her body like it was not strong enough to withstand the strong sadness. Mira feels that she is very evil, she does not even believe that her love has been extinguished for Arka.

“I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Let's just end this relationship”, he said suddenly arrived. Whether what happened that morning, the day that Arka should be able to improve their relationship and communication, ended up being the end of their relationship. Feeling that the time around him stopped and his heart stopped beating for a moment, Arka could not believe that in the end the word came out of the words of Mira, the girl he loved so much. Arka held Mira's body tightly and hugged her because the feeling of fear now controlled her.

“Give me one more chance Mira, I won't make the same mistake. I promise, whatever your wish say but jagan asks this relationship to end”. No one wants to break up with their lover when their relationship is good. For Arka their relationship is fine but not for Mir. For Mira, lovers must love each other and when one of them no longer loves food, the relationship should end. That's Mira's thinking.

“The more you are with me, the more you get hurt. I am a thorn for you”, Mira said with continued crying. How can he obey Arka's desire to stay with him when at times like this only Raka is in his mind.

“Then let me be hurt, let me be the one who is sick, I will enjoy the pain as long as you are with me. Don't end this relationship Mira, don't leave me”, ask Arka by holding both hands Mira. Despite knowing that Mira's feelings have changed for her, Arka does not want Mira to leave.

“I no longer love you like before. My heart is no longer for you. Please understand, can you live with a girl who doesn't love you? What kind of relationship is that?”, cried Mira.

“I don't care, even if your heart has died for me though I will still choose to be with you. I'll revive your heart for me” pinta Arka continues to argue with Mira.

“Don't make things difficult for me, I don't want to hurt you more than this” said Mira along with herself who let go of Arka's grip from her.

“At least let me try. Let me get your heart back to how it was before, but if in the end your heart has lost nothing left for me, then I will leave, I will retreat and I will not bother you anymore. Until then, let me be by your side, knocking on your heart's door, ” Arka asked Mira, she didn't give up on Mira. Arka loves Mira very much and she does not want other men to take away the girl she loves so much. Arka does not want to let go of Mira, although it looks stupid because it continues to beg the girl who is clearly no longer in love with her but Arka believes that in Mira's heart, Mira, he still loved Arka despite that faint faint feeling.