My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 80 | Overly Strong Walls

Silence continued to rule the house of Ken and Laura even they decided to split the bed for a while. The feelings of pain, disappointment and upset that they felt for each other could not be resolved properly. Laura did her job as a wife and Sam did her job as a husband but not a single sentence was spoken from either of them.

“I leave first. Maybe I'll come home late and can't cook, eat outside” Laura said coldly.

“I'll also be home late, contact me if something happens”, reply Ken with a little ketus.

Laura left Ken after their conversation was over. Because they no longer want to fight, they choose to be quiet with each other and not say anything even if they meet. Unhealthy relationships they are in at the moment and not sure how long they will last like this.

Laura took out her phone and tried to reach me at that moment, in her mind she wanted to tell me her heart and vent her anger on me.

“Kak Rein, is big brother busy?”, asked Laura in a weak tone

“Tak also, what's Lau?”, I asked

“Can we meet at this time? There are things I want to ask”, Laura said directly to the point

“You have a problem with Ken?”, I guess

“How does brother know?”, he replied

“Say where and what time. I'll meet you”, I said

“Good sister, at the cafe as usual at four in the afternoon”, said Laura gave her place and time to me.

“I'll come. See you”, answer me and end our call.

Laura was close enough to me, whenever any trouble between her and Ken happened, Laura always told me about it and this time it was the same. I guessed it from the way he spoke and greeted me. Continuing to hold Grace asleep in my arms, I looked towards Grace's nanny.

“You will come with me. I have business, you help me look after Grace. I will count this as your overtime pay”, I said softly

“Good bu”, the nanny replied to me.

Soon I called Sam to tell him that I had made an appointment with Laura and was going to come home for the night with Grace and Mira with me. I thought that Ken would also contact Sam to tell Sam about his problems with his older brother Sam.

Together with my two children and my nanny, I set off to where Laura and I had promised to meet. I let Mira play on the playground and I told my nanny to also take care of Mira by taking Grace with her as well during my talk to Laura. Shortly after I arrived, Laura arrived and met me. I saw an unhappy face when I saw it.

“He is really in trouble”, I muttered

“Not also I am new until”, I replied

I can see that it's not good, her two swollen eyes can't lie to me when I see them. I don't know what kind of trouble they both have going through like this but one that I definitely want to help her with.

“So? What is it?”, I asked while holding Laura's hand to give her a comfortable feeling.

“So I know that I love Ken very much. I put aside my ego and let it help me also lead me even though I am capable of doing it myself. I let it be the most important part of me but even to this day Ken doesn't let me do the same” Laura said withstanding her tears

“It is true that I urged him to marry me soon even though I knew that Ken was not yet a thing. He always said that he would marry me if he already had everything. But I want to be the most important part in the process of becoming what he wants to be. Even to this day Ken never let me go deeper in his life. He put up a very big wall so I can't touch the sensitive part” added Laura.

I let him cry as long as possible so that he can calm down and be able to control his emotions because in vain I spoke also gave him an advice if his emotions alone are still not able to stabilize him. Marriage is a serious thing and not a game or just a pleasure. If from the beginning of wrong choosing a partner or wrong decision making, the resulting impact also does not play. Looking at the unsettled Laura I tried to hug her and calm her in my arms.

“What's wrong, cry as much as you can. I will wait for you until you calm down Lau”, I said softly.

It was quite a long time for Laura to be able to calm down in her condition like this. Looking at her crying that had stopped I looked gently at Laura while wiping her tears then clasped her hands again.

“Lau, listen to me. Ken loves you very much. Maybe he did not mean it that way, you most understand that the love language of Ken is act of service. He is always attentive, comforting and giving the best of himself to those he loves and cares for. For that reason Ken does not want you to be anxious and troubled because of it, Ken does not want the woman he loves and his child will be unhappy. So he chose to take also bear all the hardships and give you happiness”, I tried to advise Laura.

Laura shook her head while holding onto her chest which was quite tight from crying. The sadness that he had accumulated at this moment spilled and he vented it on me.

“But I'm not happy in this way. He can tell me he's not okay, he can ask me to help him. I'm his wife brother. I am his wife and no longer his lover should not he build a wall so strong that I can not penetrate it”, he said to make his whole body tremble because of too much pain he felt.

I hugged Laura who came back crying, while patting – on her shoulder I made her back comfortable and calm roots I can again advise also give advice to her.

“Then how have you been acting on Ken all this time?”, I asked.

“We are cold war brother. I was just doing my job and he was doing his job. I did this so that he would realize that he needed me the most, Laura replied as she waited

“Did you start it?”, I asked

Laura just nodded acknowledging what she had done to Ken. I smiled and hugged her even tighter so she would feel calm again.

“Begin speaking to him from heart to heart. Don't chill Ken, hold your emotions and tell him how you feel. I believe Ken will understand, as long as you and Ken can keep your emotions stable, the bright spots of the problems you face will definitely be visible. It can not be instant but believe slowly Ken will be able to change. Give him time Lau”, I said giving advice to him.