
After getting word that I don't work at this place anymore. I was upset and didn't know what to do. Doing work as usual I was not in the mood. Inevitably, I immediately called my parents to inform him of this news. It turns out, lucky that no one is going to the office today. So no one sees me when I'm down like this.
My mother listened well to my story until I finished giving all the complaints I felt, she said before hanging up the phone.
“Papa boy. Even though I don't work here anymore. Believe me, God will certainly give his best to his servant. And it is impossible for God to give trials beyond the ability of his servant.”
“Good ma'am, Ray will remain patient. See you again mom. After you finish taking care of the problem here. I'll be back home.”
Beres confiding with mom, I hung up right away. Then I called my close friend to come back. This time, it was just through chat. As usual, many of them said condolences. Most of them also told me to stay strong.
I was sad, but I felt this feeling a few weeks ago. Seen from there are some staff who seem to be starting to stay away from me. Then it looks from me not getting a new job. Especially when viewed from my work truck, almost this year, I did not do any work.
That's why, judging from that, it's only natural that my contract is not extended. I don't have a problem with this. But the big problem is, the notification is too sudden. He was only given one day before if his contract was terminated.
Remembering the incident, my anger again peaked. I want to feel like I'm hitting that Tian guy in the face. With her head without hair and her smiling face telling me I don't work here anymore. Makes my anger go back up.
*Buk Bak Buk's.* The sound of my hand starting to hit the chair. The seats in my office are so cushioned that they don't make a sound when hit. Inevitably I had to channel this anger into something.
“Haah….Astagfirullah” I said when I was getting tired of hitting the chair. With my body that rarely sports this, no wonder that I quickly feel fatigue.
After more stable emotions, I went back to reading Istigfar and then looked around me. Has anyone seen what I just did. I am ashamed that anyone has seen.
“Luckily no one saw!”
Making sure that the situation was safe, I re-thought what had happened so far. Looks anyway, the office work started to feel bad after Mr. Tian was present. Because of this people suddenly appeared out of nowhere and the support continued to rule our team. He also has his own team which is IT as well but working on other projects. When I heard this, I suspected that something big was going to happen in this company soon.
Especially when the corona, it looks very clear that the situation is increasingly unclear. Mr. Randy resigned. The work became unwell as far as Mr. Tian entered here. Anyway, I think the job has become unpleasant since the presence of people who do not have head hair.
Indeed from a year ago. I've been thinking about moving to work. Because I don't understand what I'm doing right now. When the corona hit, I found it difficult to do the task because I could not ask senior how to solve the problem I found. Although it has been explained via WA or video call, I still can not understand and have not found the answer.
Maybe this is also a sign for me to change jobs soon. As long as we try hard, certainly will not betray the results we get. Given that, I became excited again and immediately cleaned up what I had to do before moving to work.
Then we have to delegate the tasks we are currently carrying out. We give it to other employees who are still working here. If there is unfinished work, they are in charge of completing it. I took care of that by contacting Mr. Sabar and Mr. Rawan.
Mr. Patience to return the office laptop and Mr. Rawan to delegate tasks that I have not had time to complete. It just so happens that a lot of files have been lost, because the previous office laptop has been stolen. That's why the files I have to hand over aren't too many.
They were both surprised to see me do this. When asked, I just answer honestly, if tomorrow it is not working here anymore.
[Oh, suddenly very much this. Yes, already then. Ray remains spirit yes even though it is not in this place.]
More or less that was the chat sentence I received from them. They were all shocked to hear the news that I could no longer work together. It seems that this decision was also made in a hurry and was not notified to other colleagues before.
Making sure all the business was in order, I just thought about the steps I should take after this. Surely tomorrow I will go to the office again, to clean up the transfer of files and also hand over office equipment. Then I had to wait for the work experience letter issued by the company. It seems like one week or a few days, I will return to this office to retrieve the letter.
Then lastly, I had to move back on the contract. All the items that are there already have to be moved because I will no longer work in Tangerang for now. After I finished recording all these activities, I went back to looking for busy while waiting for work hours home for today.
After working hours came, I quickly put the goods in the office closet. Then back to the contract. Nyicil clean-up and prepare other things. Let it not be too heavy work when the transfer day arrives.
*The next day*
I went back to the office to hand over office supplies and unfinished paperwork. When I got to the office, I just waited for Mr. Patar to hand over the physical equipment in the form of an office laptop. For work documents, I have sent them online via email.
“Wah, the spirit yes sir Ray. Take it easy, Allah will definitely replace the better.” Say Mr. Patience while receiving the laptop that I handed over.
“Please yes sir. I was also quite surprised when I suddenly got a message like this.”
We continued talking and I found an interesting fact. Turns out, I'm not the first person to get a sudden dismissal like this. There were already victims before me who also received the same treatment. Moreover, the condition he has a family and his son has just entered college. More extreme than me.
‘It turns out his behavior is a lot also ya’ said me in my heart while listening to other gossip from the mouth of Mr. Patience.
*Connected*