The Colorful Work World
Ch. 169 Anxiety
"Ray, what's work now? "
Om Beni arrived and invited me to chat. He is the younger brother of the father, the person who served as the head of insight after the father was gone. From the information I got. It seems like this conversation will discuss the vacant teacher position at SMK.
Because there are some teachers who moved to the country, resulting in vacant teacher vacancies and need to be filled. I got this offer because I used to teach there.
At first I refused. But because of the pressure from parents and other siblings. It seems difficult to resist this torrent. Want to not, like not to like. I have to accept to teach back at SMK.
Being a teacher and an office worker I have experienced. All things have their own advantages and disadvantages. How we enjoy the conditions we have right now. Because happiness is from the mind, not from our current physical condition, the treasures we have, or from other achievements we have.
As long as our minds are happy, we will automatically be fine. Meditation and positive thinking are one of the methods for a happy mind. If we can master the mind, the body will adjust.
Om Beni continued his chat.
"So this is Ray. The plan, om want you to go back to teaching at SMK. About, are you ready not to? "
"Where are you, I've got work in Darka"
I want to explain what I am doing right now. From what I teach to how I teach online. But as I said, the effort I did was only looked at one eye.
Only then did they start to respect when I said the nominal I get from teaching online per month. Indeed because things smell work online is still new, so it is still thought strange by people. Even if in certain areas, rich from online work is even rumored if mengepet. Because he never left the house but he had a lot of money. It's weird sometimes people.
“Good om, later I try to set again.”
There seems to be no way for me to avoid this. Because he said I will also be grooming to be the new chairman of the foundation, so I have to start entering and managing the affairs of the foundation. This happened to me because the other grandchildren were not willing to continue the foundation built by this mbah. The reason is obvious, because the money here is not much. So that no one is interested in continuing. You could say I was a victim here. Being pulled into a manager.
That's why the other family really kekeh I was told to enter, because the other grandson no one wants or is too young to enter. I myself as one of the old grandchildren get forced to come along like this. But come to think of it, there must be someone who really wants to be in my position right now. A lot of gratitude should be applied so as not to kufur favors. Even if money is lacking, I can try other businesses like writing novels. Even though the money from the novel still hasn't been made, hahaha.
After a long discussion, I mostly just gave a positive answer to accept teaching back as a teacher. Due to the insistence of many parties, even my own mother wanted me to start entering the foundation. Perhaps he was also discoined from the other siblings to help take care of the foundation.
He said, let there be communication with outsiders. This is also what makes you fall into the political abyss. Not always talking to other people gets positive things.
Not only teaching SMK, I already know there will be many activities in the place. Especially with the issue of independent curriculum, whether the work of teachers will be busy like anything else. I have to prepare a lot mentally to deal with that.
Coupled with having to prepare also for the wedding that I will later live. There are many considerations and plans that must be made so that everything runs smoothly. There's no way I'm suddenly sitting around and taking care of an impromptu wedding. There are many considerations to think about.
Ensuring that there is no possibility at all to refuse to teach at SMK, I can only resign and be grateful to get this new opportunity. I believe God's plan is better than his servant's plan. We can only do our best as much as possible
*Connected*