STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
What a Surprising Morning

"Sir Hana baby!" greet Kiara while hugging Hana from behind. It just so happened that Hana was cooking in the kitchen. There are actually special cooks for cooking. But Hana used to make breakfast for Rafa. Hana rarely asks cooks to cook for Rafa's breakfast. This morning, Kiara wanted to help Hana prepare breakfast. He's trying to make Rizal something. Even if it's just a cup of tea. Kiara wants to make it herself. With Hana's help, Kiara made a delicious tea for her husband.

"Kiara, you're awake! I thought you would wake up a little afternoon. Understand last night, wasn't your first night with Rizal. Have you put together the love between you!" hana said teasing Kiara, with a slow nod that felt behind Hana's back. Kiara is ashamed to admit, if she has become Rizal's entire possession. Now Rizal is truly the priest of his hereafter. Kiara had handed over the most precious treasure she had.

"Sister, I want to make Rizal a cup of tea. Can't brother Hana help me. Later after making tea, I will help you cook. Of course just cut and wash the vegetables that I can. If I cook, instead of being full, it will hurt my stomach!" kiara said softly, Hana nodded slowly while smiling. Unintentionally he heard, Kiara called out to Rizal very affectionately. Hana was happy to see the smile on Kiara's face that always looked real.

"Seeing the smile that always sticks in your face. It seems like last night there was a union of love that wastes a great distance between you. I also heard you calling affectionately to Rizal. Brother Hana is also happy to see the love of you two growing without a hitch. Now you make tea for your husband and your brother Rafa. I'm just making toast. Because you will have breakfast together at the Prawira family home!" hana said softly, Kiara let go of her embrace. He looked in wonder at Hana. Hana's words as if hinting, he will not come to the Prawira family home. Kiara was confused by Hana's slightly strange attitude.

"Sister Hana, why do I feel like you won't come with us? Is Hana still angry with my family? So that sister Hana doesn't want to meet them or just step on our house again!" kiara said, Hana shook her head weakly. Hana looked far back. Where was Hana so humiliated and hurt in that house? Hana had a lot of bad things going on in that house. Since Hana experienced all the bitter memories in that house. Hana was traumatized and afraid to enter the house. But Hana's rejection this time was not due to the experience. There's another reason that makes little sense.

"Kiara, not sister Hana doesn't want to go or get angry at your family. But Hana is not healthy. It is highly unlikely that I came with such a weak physique. I'll be at home. You three should come, even without me. It's not good to refuse our parents' invitation. Grandpa is sick!" hana said softly, Kiara nodded in agreement. Never did Kiara think of forcing Hana. He always respected Hana's decision. Just like Rafa always follows, what is Hana's decision? Indeed Rafa is very eager to invite Hana, but Hana continues to refuse with many reasons.

Kiara came out carrying a tray containing two cups of tea and a plate of toast. After giving it to Rafa and Rizal. Kiara sat down beside Rizal. Without anyone asking, Rizal's hand suddenly hugged Kiara. Rafa saw the intimacy of the two brides. The happiness of both brides is inversely proportional to the heart of Rafa at this time. Her relationship with Hana cools down, after Rafa accidentally gets angry with Hana last night. As if unable to contain anger. Rafa snaps at Hana, a clash that always scares Hana. Since morning Hana and Rafa have not met. Hana gets off while Rafa is in the bathroom. They both act cold to each other.

"Sister, why doesn't sister Hana come with us to papa's house? Poor grandfather and papa, they must have missed Fathan. If brother Hana had not come, Fathan would not have come. Fathan always clings to Hana's sister!" kiara said softly, Rafa was silent pensively hearing Kiara's question. This problem is also what makes Rafa and Hana can be confused. Kiara sat away from Rizal, letting go of Rizal's embrace. Kiara saw the change in the look on Rafa's face. Seemed irritated and cold, shortly after he asked Hana why he did not come to meet with his family.

"Let it go Kiara, I tried to persuade her. Hana stays stubborn, she doesn't want to come with us. He won't listen to me, he always feels right with his attitude. Hana is never wrong, we are always wrong in her eyes. His hatred for our family will never go away. He will always keep it!" said Rafa emotionally, Kiara and Rizal saw Rafa with a very upset face. Hana accidentally passed by beside them. Hana hears Rafa's anger. Although Hana explained the reason for her refusal. Rafa remained angry and snapped at him last night.

"Sir Rafa, there may be other reasons that make sister Hana can not come with us. I used to hate him and insult him, but he never told me anything. When I asked about Sabrina's mother. I clearly see an understanding we can't get from another woman. So it is highly unlikely that sister Hana refuses to leave. If only for the hatred of our family!" kiara said softly, Rafa shook his head weakly. Although Kiara tried to assuage Rafa's anger. He was angry at Hana. Rizal and Kiara silently look at Rafa's very emotional attitude.

"Many reasons make Hana do not want to set foot in the Prawira family home. Especially now that Lisa lives. I asked Lisa to stay there. To monitor the condition of Grandpa. Not understanding the reason for Lisa's existence. Hannah lives in her jealousy. Although I know all that, because of her pregnancy hormones. Hana shouldn't have behaved like that. She is a wife who should obey her husband. Not living with his thoughts. He always thinks he is right and others judge him wrong. Just let him behave like that, I don't care either. I'm surprised to give up for grandpa's sake alone he's not willing! Although there was Lisa, I never thought I would make her second. I've been trying to convince her, she's still jealous for no reason!" rafa said with a tone of emotion. Kiara lowered her head weakly, she saw that the old Rafa had returned. Full of anger and pride. Rafa seemed really angry at Hana's attitude. No matter the reason Hana refused to come. Hana who heard Rafa's anger was silent. He didn't want to explain anything to Rafa. Although Hana explains Rafa will remain angry. A heart filled with anger, will not be able to hear any explanation!

"I won't be angry, even if you yell at me. I won't cry, even if you scold me. I won't get hurt, even if you insult me. But I'll be hurt when you start doubting me. Get angry if you need to slap me, but never blame me. My decision is there and only I know the reason behind it all. Snapping myself even you have the right to throw me out, but never doubt my sincerity in the family. How big my love is and the sacrifice I give. Only Allah SWT knows, only HE has the right to blame and doubt me. I don't need your defense, nor do I expect your protection. Enough you believe, I'll never want to hurt your family. But today I saw your anger saying I hated your family. If I'm not the best for you. I wish there was something better for you than me. As someone who loves you. I always pray for your happiness. Even if it's not me next to you. Accompany in your joys and sorrows!" batin Hana then went towards her room. Hana wants to prepare Fathan who will come with Rafa.

Before long Fathan went down with his nanny. Rafa and Hana decide to find a nanny, to help Hana take care of Fathan. Rafa's anger increased as he watched Fathan descend without Hana. Instantly Kiara stood holding Fathan, Rafa and Rizal followed from behind. The three of them got into one car. Right in front of his house Rafa stood staring towards his room. He looked up hoping that Hana would be willing to go with him.

"Dear, please come down. I honestly don't want to go without you. I don't want you to get hurt thinking about my meeting with Lisa. Honey, I beg you to give up this time. I am tormented by this anger. I can never be angry with you. Please understand, come with me so that I do not become a bad person in front of you. I beg!" batin Rafa was hopeful, while staring at his room. Hana peeked behind the curtains of her room. His head felt heavy, he leaned against the wall so that he could remain standing.

"He's in his room, we're going to papa's house. I know why he's not coming? Maybe he has an appointment with you!" rafa said coldly, Diana shook her head weakly. Rafa walked past Diana, Rafa's cold demeanor was very visible. Diana could see all of that. Hana had contacted him last night, so she could see Rafa's anger this morning.

"Mr Rafa Akbar Prawira, maybe you're starting to forget the character of my best friend! You begin to feel that only you love him with all your heart. You feel Hana is just a stubborn and selfish woman. Everyone thinks you're the one who loves Hana so much. A husband who is always ready to protect Hana and Hana's only happiness is the purpose of your life. Because you always show that love and affection. Instead Hana loved and sacrificed only with her silence. Have you ever felt love and sacrifice. If it wasn't for a promise, I'd love to say it all. But my promise is worth more than seeing your regret. Hana is not a selfish woman who will destroy the happiness and wholeness of a family. If there is no right reason. Of course Hana wouldn't do any of this. As a husband you should know that. As a friend, I will always believe in his decision. I never doubted it. Hana knows what's best for herself and the people she loves!" diana said coldly, Rafa turned his head in anger. Diana's words seemed to be insinuating him. Rafa walked over to Diana, with red eyes holding back in anger. Rafa looked at Diana's face.

"What do you want to say? No need to turn around, just say it. What does your best friend want to prove? With his tough attitude. Even visiting the grandfather who was lying sick, he was simply not willing. Grandpa who misses his grandchildren and great-grandchildren. Maybe she's your best friend, but this isn't Hana I know!" said Rafa cynically, Diana shook her head while smiling. As if to tell Rafa. That she misjudged Hana.

"Whatever Hana wants to prove. You'll find out later, I pray when all is revealed. You're not too hurt to know. You better leave, breakfast time is getting late. Never worry about my best friend. Hana is used to living alone, ignored and doubted. But don't forget, as long as I am. Hana will never be alone" said Diana, Rafa walking towards the car. Diana went into the house. Rafa felt annoyed, Diana's words seemed to bring up the incident that made Hana have to live a day.

"Mbak Hana passed out!" said Bik Sum, Diana suddenly ran towards Hana's room. Without saying much, Diana almost fell down. When his leg accidentally slipped.

"Hana!" diana shouted while running, Rafa heard Diana's cry instantly turning his head. Rafa quickly ran after Diana. Kiara and Rizal follow behind Rafa.

Braaakkk

"Hana!" rafa shouted in panic. She saw Diana holding Hana's head. Rafa's body was limp seeing Hana's body drooping on the floor. Rafa quickly carried Hana to the top of the bed. Suddenly the mood panicked. Diana tried to contact someone.

"Kiara, call Lisa and ask her to come. I don't want anything to happen to Hana and the baby. Lisa's obstetrician, she can help Hana!" said Rafa worriedly, he was in a state of shock when he saw Hana lying helplessly. Rafa never realized Hana's sick condition.

"No need, I've contacted Cintya. He's the one who's gonna check on Hana, not anyone else let alone Lisa. Cintya is coming soon!" diana said coldly, Rafa turned to Diana in surprise. But all is not important for the moment. Hana's health is much more important.

"Darling, wake up and tell me where the hell is sick? Don't make me panic, I really can't see you lying down like this. I'm sorry I never saw your pain. Please wake up!" batin Rafa while holding Hana's hand.

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