STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE

STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
I'm Goin..


After that morning, Faiq and Davina never met. Both seem to have a busyness that gets in the way. Faiq was busy with his patients. Davina began to learn to seek happiness without Faiq. Davina learns to understand the existence of Faiq. He tried not to rely on Faiq.


Davina managed to make herself forget about Faiq. He was no longer busy searching for Faiq's whereabouts. Faiq did not contact him. Davina was not feeling uneasy. Everything was going as Davina expected. There is no anxiety or jealousy. Davina began to realize, she and Faiq had different ways of looking at things. He doesn't want to curb Faiq. Instead Davina did not want Faiq to ask her to understand. As long as he doesn't communicate with Faiq. Davina began to rethink her relationship with Faiq. There is a sense of comfort, but emptiness without the existence of Faiq. But there is happiness, but it hurts to be with Faiq. Davina has to choose between those two flavors. So that he is able to behave and understand the meaning of loving a Muhammad Faiq Alhakim. A man who is almost perfect. Idol of the women of today.


After a week of not communicating or meeting each other. Davina and Faiq began to sense the meaning of each other's presence. Davina felt hollow without Faiq's shadow. Although when with Faiq, more tears dripped than a smile. Once during Davina's disappearance without news. Faiq began to miss Davina's carefree voice. His careless attitude that made Faiq was always needed. The smile that began to disappear was filled with Faiq. A smile that would only exist when seeing Davina showed her love for Faiq. A longing that felt, but was covered by the pride and selfishness of a Faiq. He did not want Davina to consider herself weak. A stubborn attitude that will make Davina stay away.


This morning Faiq wants to see Davina. Davina also wants to meet Faiq. Both have the same intention but with different intentions. Faiq wanted to ask the reason for Davina's cold attitude. Faiq was already unable to accept Davina's attitude. Instead Davina wants to find Faiq. Not as his fiancee, but as the head of the hospital. Davina wants to leave something to the hospital chief. With determination, the two decided to meet each other.


Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok


Davina tapped softly into Faiq's room. His heart is beating violently. His body began to tremble. There was a sense of longing, but it was as if buried with the wounds of the heart that Davina felt. No more anxiety, because Davina began to learn to live without Faiq's smile. Long Davina waited for a reply from inside the room. Finally, after knocking the third time. Davina heard that someone had invited her into Faiq's room.


Kreeeeekkkk


Davina opened the door slowly. With slow but steady steps. Davina put her right foot into Faiq's room. For a week without any news from him. It is natural that there is a strange taste that makes Davina clumsy to look at Faiq's face. But Davina has made her heart from home. So he was confident of being able to be calm when meeting Faiq.


"Assalammualaikum!" ujaf Davina is the first word to come out of Davina's lips. The first sound that was heard in Faiq's ear. After almost a week the two did not contact each other. Davina looked up at the people inside Faiq's room. Annisa greets Davina with a wink and a knotty smile behind her veil. Zahra greeted Davina. The last Faiq who answered Davina's greeting with his hoarse voice.


"Glamma!" sahut Faiq was flat and cold. Although Faiq honestly saw Davina in his room. After Davina started to take care of her heart. He did not want to dissolve in his longing for Faiq. Davina should be able to be calm. So that Faiq doesn't feel Davina needs him.


Davina lowered her head in handing over a file. The reason he had to see Faiq. Annisa saw the cold attitude of the two. As a brother, he can only pray for the best. Not to interfere in both. Annisa thought of wanting to melt the atmosphere. Annisa realizes the existence of Zahra. A little bit bothering Davina. But as a doctor, Annisa knows Faiq's current position.


As long as Davina stood in front of him. Faiq did not stop staring at Davina. A face that for a week stayed away from his gaze. Faiq felt relieved as well as happy. When he saw Davina standing right in front of him. Although Davina was cold, Faiq still felt grateful to see Davina. The misunderstanding between them will be solved by Faiq later when he gets home from work.


Faiq opened the file that Davina gave him. He read it very carefully. As the head of the hospital, Faiq had a heavy responsibility. He has to make sure everything goes according to the rules. This hospital is still the best.


"Sorry Doctor Annisa, I have to let you down. I have far more important business. Instead, I now thank you for the sincerity of the doctor Annisa invited me. May your marriage last and always be happy!" davina said softly, Annisa nodded in understanding. Then Annisa has Davina's prayer. Zahra began to feel awkward being among the three brothers. He wanted to leave this room. But he felt leaving this room was not the best solution.


Braaakkk


"Asstaghfirullah!" said the three perempuan together. They were shocked to hear the sound of a table shake from the file Faiq threw. With a sharp gaze Faiq locked onto Davina's figure. Instead Davina ignored Faiq's anger. He did not want Faiq's anger to become more.


"Sorry doctor Faiq, if it's signed. Can I take it. I have to go right now. My work is still a lot" said Davina, Faiq remained silent. He was angry and disappointed after seeing the file that Davina had brought. There was a sense of disbelief in the contents of the file that Davina brought. But all must be clear before Davina leaves her room.


"Doctor Annisa, can you and Zahra leave us alone . I have so much to say to him. I want to finish everything well!" faiq said softly, Annisa and Zahra nodded in understanding. Davina shook her head. He refused to stay and talked to Faiq alone. Davina wants to get out of Faiq's room.


"Sorry doctor Faiq, I still have a lot of work to do. I'll leave that file here. Please continue the discussion earlier, sorry to interrupt!" davina said and walked away. Davina doesn't want to talk to Faiq. Everything was under control, he did not want everything to fall apart anymore. Davina leaves before Annisa and Zahra leave. He was aware of his position now. Faiq and himself are different.


"Stop, don't you ever dare get out of my room. Before you explain the meaning of this file. If you insist, it's not just Annisa and Zahra's doctors who see my anger. One hospital will see my madness. You have to make me understand!" said Faiq emotionlessly, Davina lowered her head. He was unable to look at Faiq's face. Hearing her voice alone, Davina was already aware of the reason for her anger.


Finally Annisa and Zahra came out. They did not want to enter the cold war of Faiq and Davina. Although actually the presence of Zahra is the reason for this war was created. With a firm step, Faiq approached Davina. Their distance was very close, the sound of their breathing was able to be heard from one another.


"Follow your head, look into my eyes. Tell me the reason for all your decisions. What was my fault until you acted like this? Are you mad I helped Zahra? She's just my patient's daughter, nothing more. Do you deserve to behave like this. That's how angry you are, until you have to make a decision this big!" said Faiq, Davina was silent. He did not dare to look at Faiq's face. Then Davina's voice sighed.


"Doctor Faiq, I'm sorry if my arrival interfered. I don't have to answer all your questions. My answer is different from your opinion. So I don't need to answer. If it will only cause a fight. Now there are no more doctors Faiq and Davina in one go. You are right with your attitude. I was right with my decision. Sorry to interrupt, excuse me!" said Davina, Faiq silently sculpted. He saw no more anger in Davina's eyes. Such a great disappointment. Makes Davina want to end it all.


"Wait, we need to talk. I can't if you shut up like this!" faiq said while holding Davina's hand.


"Sorry Doctor Faiq, we're at work. You are a doctor and I am just a regular staffer. Let go of my hand!"