STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE

STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Great lady


"Assalammualaikum beautiful!" Sapa Hanna, Salsa turned her head with the sweetest smile.


Salsa hugged Hanna who was standing not far from her. Salsa hugged her brother who is now her besi. Hanna is the role model of Salsa, a woman who once sacrificed her youth to take care of herself. Hanna's older sister and surrogate parent to Salsa. The two got closer, after their grandfather died.


"Sir, thank you for coming!" Salsa said softly, Hanna nodded slowly.


Hanna let go of her hug, gently pulling Salsa's body forward facing her. Hanna cupped Salsa's face, staring fixedly at her dearly beloved sister. The only family Hanna has. Besides Rafa and his kids.


"Sister will come anytime and anywhere for you? You're my dear sister, there's nothing more important than you. No one can stop you from seeing you. Including Rafa's ban!"


"Sir Rafa forbid you!" Salsa said, Hanna shook her head weakly. With a smile, Hanna looked back. Not far from him, Rafa was standing gallantly.


"If he forbids me, there's no way Rafa's brother is standing there. He will support the decision of the brother. There will be no dispute between us!"


"I think Rafa's brother still harbors jealousy towards my husband. But if you think about it, it's worth it that we're jealous. Remembering your relationship used to be so good and old!" Salsa said, Hanna shook her head weakly. It was as if the signal of Salsa's words were not true. Since long ago until now, there was not the slightest taste of Hana for Naufal.


Hana pulled Salsa's body, embracing her tightly. The two walked towards the table not far in front of him. Salsa was pampered on Hana's shoulder. Instantly the atmosphere became haru, Salsa felt warm beside Hana. During this time the two stayed away, because Salsa had to accompany Naufal to seek treatment.


"You know, I never loved Naufal. We had a relationship, but were friends. If there was love between us. All that is nothing more than the pseudo love of Junior High. Unseemly love is the reason for a relationship bond!" Hana said firmly, Salsa nodded.


"I'm sorry brother, I just asked the slightest bit of my intention to corner you!" Salsa said, Hana was silent.


Hana sat in one of the chairs. He sits side by side with Salsa the star of the show. Tonight is being held a wedding celebration of Salsa and Naufal. The two of them had a simple party. In addition to the celebration of his second wedding, also as a recital of Naufal's healing.


Hana stared straight ahead, about 10 meters in front of her. Rafa stood up handsomely with his co-workers first. There are several senior doctors who used to work under Rafa's leadership. The doctor who happened to be Naufal's co-worker used to be in the hospital. Salsa saw Hana staring fixedly at Rafa. It was as if there was fear stored deep in Hana's heart. Long Salsa looked at Hana who was dissolved in daydreams. Hana seemed to forget the presence of Salsa in front of her. The weak point of a Hana who is so firm about her decision.


"Sir Hana!" Salsa said softly, Hana tiptoed in shock. Obviously Hana was surprised at Salsa's greeting. Although obviously Salsa greeted Hana very slowly. But as if loudly heard Hana who was daydreaming.


"What's wrong?"


"Sister is daydreaming. Not usually my brother daydreams. Brother is having a problem? Is your relationship okay?" cecar Salsa was worried, Hana nodded slowly. The answer that made Salsa more agitated.


Hana tried to forget the fear stored tightly in her heart. Anxiety that Hana could never tell anyone? Including his two hearts. It is a baseless and very unnecessary fear. But clearly there is, because the relationship goes one way and is bland.


"Sister, what's going on? Tell me, I promise to be quiet. I won't ask or advise you. Whatever you think, I'll agree. But please tell me your anxiety. So that your heart may be relieved and I rediscover my firm sister Hana again!" Salsa said softly, Hana was silent.


Again and again Hana turned her head towards Rafa. Rafa's laughter rang out loud in Hana's ears. Rafa's sudden lively face, as if a slap on his cheek. A slap that was never real Rafa did. But now it hurts in Hana's heart. The guilt that is now invoking, infiltrates into Hana's heart. When both eyes looked at the soul of Rafa who returned to life.


"Sister!"


"Salsa, bad brother!" Hana said softly, Salsa stared at Hana. Hana's words seemed like a puzzle that was not easy to solve. Salsa was speechless looking at Hana who seemed to dissolve in uncertain thoughts.


"Sister!" Salsa said, holding Hana's hand tightly. Trying to channel the spirit in Hana's weak body.


"Year-old sister cheated herself. A sister's marriage is nothing more than a covenant. Look at Rafa's lively gaze, the gaze that has been missing!"


"What does brother mean? Rafa loves you very much. It can't be that your marriage is just a covenant. What exactly is Hana afraid of?" Salsa said curiously, Hana let out a long sigh.


Hana turned her head towards Rafa, looking comfortable and relaxed body gestures. Rafa's laughter sounded so happy in Hana's ears. It was like the wind was cooling Hana's heart. Wake up Hana's long sleep full of tranquility.


"He loves me very much, but I locked him in my love. Rafa's sister let go of her world, to be in my world. He forgot the business world that became his life, just to accompany me in my lonely life. Rafa sacrificed everything for me. Maybe for the sake of his love for me or more for his guilt. But one thing is certain, with pride I avenge his sacrifice. I kept quiet without thinking about being a part of her life. Our marriage is fine!"


"So much thought. Rafa did all this with sincerity. He did not feel any objection, when it came to getting away from his world!" Salsa said, Hana shook her head weakly. Both of Hana's eyes hinted at Salsa to stare at Rafa.


"He is Rafa Akbar Prawira, a handsome man with high charisma. He melted the soul of the women with one look. Such a charming smile. It shakes the hearts of the women who adore him. Intelligence and success in the real business world existed since he was born. Such an environment is capable of making Rafa my husband comfortable. She was happy with me, but saturated without her world!"


"Sister Hana, this is what I find difficult to understand from you. Thoughts that are sometimes hard to digest by the stupid me. What does your sister think? My sister's marriage has been fine all along. Both brothers grew up to be successful individuals. The perfect happiness that other families always look forward to!" Salsa said, Hana nodded slowly.


Hana sees Salsa step away, leaving herself alone. While Rafa remained with his colleagues used to joke and laugh together. Hana silently looked at Rafa who seemed to be alive. Returning from the real world he left behind first.


"Mama!"


"Faiq what's wrong?"


"Mama's fine!" Sapa Faiq was friendly, Hana nodded slowly. Hana saw Davina standing behind Faiq. From the first moment of the party.


Faiq always paid attention to Hana. Especially when Rafa and Hana are separated. Faiq seemed to lock Hana inside his eyes. Once Davina was upset, when Faiq threatened her. Faiq's body was beside him, but Faiq's soul wasn't with him. But all that died down, when Davina found out. If Faiq only cares about Hana. Not for other women or anything else. So the two approached Hana who was sitting alone. Left the other Faiq co-workers.


"Mama, I'm your son. No need for my mother to lie, for my peace. If you're not happy you're at this party!" Faiq said softly, Hana stared at Faiq's eyes.


"Mama is happy, who says mama is unhappy? I sat alone, because I had no friends to talk to. Aunt Salsa just left. He needs to see another guest. Finally my mom!"


"Mama's happy, it's all real I see. My mom was uncomfortable at this event. I felt like I was alone in the party!" Faiq said, Hana looked down. Hana unconsciously squeezed Faiq's hand. The attitude that seems to justify the words Faiq. If he's not comfortable at an event like this.


"Mama, maybe they're all great people. They may also be from the elite class. But to me they are just ordinary people. They're not that great, until they have to make you feel inferior!" Faiq said firmly, Hana shook her head weakly.


"Mama is not great, the proof is that mama felt rendag themselves!" Hana said softly, Faiq nodded weakly. Then Faiq kissed Hana's hand gently. Faiq showed real affection for Hana.


"Mama was much more powerful in Faiq's eyes. Mama is a strong woman who can survive for years in a lame household. Mama is much classier, because mama never glares at papa's treasure. Mama's heart remained clean, without the slightest hint of arrogance. While they are just a little berharta already haughty and feel themselves great. They may be friends and papa's world, but mama's paradise is Faiq. Forever the best mama and the most special place for Faiq!"


"Faiq, I'm sorry that you can never change. Mama remains the former Hana, simple and does not want status. So your papa has to give up. Just because mom never wanted to change herself and get to know the world. Mama is too haughty to accept luxury from papa!"


"Mama's not wrong, mama's right with that attitude. Mama's attitude answers the doubts of the world that continue to corner. If your marriage is nothing more than compromise and your mother's thirst for papa's treasure. Real many years, mom remains Hana Khairunnisa. It's the paradise I dreamed of!"


"Faiq, thank you. Your affection makes you feel comfortable and warm!" Hana said softly, then kissed the top of Faiq's head. Instantly Faiq shook his head, shortly after Hana kissed his head.


"Behind mama, your embrace and soft caress that first makes me comfortable and warm. No matter how much I sacrifice, it will not be able to replace your affection. If you used to always put my interests first, now is the time for me to prioritize the calmness of mama!"


"Davina, I'm sorry. Faiq said like that, just wanting to comfort mom. Do not enter the words Faiq. Forever you are the main!" Hana said, saying the word Faiq. Davina walked closer towards Hana and Faiq.


Davina tried to sit next to Faiq. His stomach began to grow, making it difficult for him to sit. With Faiq's help, Davina sits at Hana's feet. Accompanying Faiq who was prostrating at the foot of his paradise.


"Mama deserves all that affection. Mama deserves to be Faiq's sister beyond me. Like I will have the love of my son. The discomfort and pain I felt during pregnancy. Makes me understand, how great is your sacrifice to Faiq's brother? So don't you think anymore, I'm jealous of your presence. Real you are the more deserving, besides I believe in the love of Faiq's brother. A man who glorifies his mother can never hurt another woman. Especially the wife and mother of his child!" Davina said at length, Faiq turned to Davina.


"Thank you!" Faiq said softly and warmly, Davina nodded while blinking her eyes. Hana was warm to see the happiness of Faiq and Davina.


"Here you are, now you stand. Mama is fine. You go, meet your friends. Mama's sitting here waiting for papa!"


"We'll be sitting at the same table as Mama!" Davina, then both stood up. Sitting at the same table as Hana. They would never leave Hannah alone.


Indeed Hana was happy, but Faiq felt there was a desolate point and low self-esteem Hana. When you are among the great and classy people. For Faiq and Davina, as lively as any party. It only ended in vain, when it let Hana herself feel lonely.


"You're both great women in my life. Never think, I chose one and left the other. My heart is one, but you two are in it. Fill full hearts that were once empty without love!" Faiq said softly, Davina clasped tightly Faiq's hand. It was as if saying he would always be there for Faiq.


"Mama, thank you for giving birth and raising Faiq. Otherwise, I wouldn't have met a woman as beautiful and as great as Davina!" Faiq said to Hana, with tenderness Hana rubbed Faiq's head. Hana's tears were dripping slowly. Showing how much she was moved to see the love of my son Faiq.


"Davina, thank you for being born safe. Otherwise, I wouldn't feel this happiness. You love one and forever in my life. Even if I don't promise you. Trust me, my happiness and my reasons for being better!" Said Faiq watered, then slowly peeked into Davina's distended stomach. Gently and warmly, Davina rubbed Faiq's hair down, kissing her stomach.


"You are mama's happiness!"


"While we!" As Fathan and Vania spoke, Hana looked surprised. He saw Fathan standing lined up with Annisa and Gavi. While Raihan lined up with Vania.


"You mama's lanterns, the lamps in the dark mama's life!" Hana's voice was loud and firm, and Hana spread her arms waiting for Fathan and Vania to embrace. At once Fathan and Vania walked half-run. Both seem to forget their own conditions.


"Dear carefully fall!" Shouted Raihan worriedly, when he saw that Vania who was pregnant was running.


"Sir Fathan, slowly fear Gavi is falling!" Annisa shouted no less anxious, when she saw Fathan running while holding Gavi.


But shout them like the wind. Neither Vania nor Fathan cared. The two of them hugged Hana. Expecting Hana's affection which they hold dear.


"I go first!" Shouted Fathan and Vania almost simultaneously. Faiq chuckled at their childish attitude.


"You can hug your mom together!" Sahut Hana while standing hugging Fathan Vania together. Faiq hugged Hana from behind.


"Cecil, you ask why I'm willing to disappear from the business world? Forget the happiness of my youth for the worthless Hana you think!"


"Why indeed?" Cecil was curious.


"Because Hana has the love of my children. If I stay away from Hana, it means I stay away from them. Forever my happiness, the focus when my weakness. No matter how much treasure I have, no matter how successful I am. Won't be able to make them choose me. If I hurt Hana. If Hana had everything in their lives. Instead they and Hannah were everything in my life. I'm ready to let go of everything, to feel a joy that won't happen again!" Rafa said calmly.


"At least Hana realized, you're a great businessman. It is not appropriate that you are confined in the house. You need your old world!"


"He always realized that, if not. Hana won't sit by herself, away from me talking to you. Hana's a great woman with a heart that's not fragile!" Rafa said the final and then went away from Cecil.


"Little, time keeps turning and it's not coming back. Start looking for your happiness before it's too late!" Rafa said shortly after a few steps. Rafa stopped just wanting to remind Cecil. He didn't want to see Cecil crumble in his limitless ambition.


"Papa wants to hug you too!"