STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Nuur Aini Rahma's

"Come brother Fathan, why is your path slow like a turtle? If the road is like that, when do we get to the top?" said Vania, while dragging Fathan's body. Vania walked hurriedly towards the second floor of a shopping mall.

"Vania let go, I can walk alone! Where are you going? The shop will be closed in three hours. Why are you in such a hurry? As if you were afraid the store would close!" sahut Fathan was upset, Vania shook her head. He kept pulling Fathan's body. With a little overwhelmed, Fathan offset Vania's wide strides.

Short match played by Vania and Fathan. Take them to the biggest shopping mall in town. Vania bills Fathan's promise that will take him shopping. Fathan seemed to be stuck with his words. Likes not like Fathan must follow the footsteps of Vania down a shopping center.

Faiq could only smile mockingly. He sees the resigned Fathan, when Vania pulls him into a shop. Raihan and Faiq as well as Davina and Annisa trailed far behind Vania. They can't follow Vania's steps too fast. Raihan was worried about Vania, but his anxiety disappeared. When he realizes Vania's not going alone. Vania goes with an older sister who will always protect her.

Finally, Faiq decided to stop at a cafe on the second floor. Annisa and Davina couldn't possibly follow Vania's overzealous steps. Raihan continues to pursue Vania and Fathan. He still has to look after Vania. Maybe Vania needs her help.

"We've arrived, let's go inside. I'll pick some games. Then Brother Fathan paid. Watch out don't run away!" vania said firmly, Fathan nodded slowly. He saw Vania surrounding the shop. Vania is busy choosing and sorting out the suitable robe for her. Fathan decides to look for cocoa clothes for him and his two younger siblings. While Vania must have chosen the game, for Davina and Annisa as well.

Raihan followed Vania's footsteps. He just wants to keep Vania. So that nothing unwanted happens. Why is Vania so eager to shop at this store? Although there were many other shops, Vania just passed through it. Vania chose to shop at this store. A shop that seemed ordinary on the outside, but so neat and comfortable on the inside. The character of someone so simple.

"Assalammualaikum!" greet a veiled woman. When Fathan turned his head, he looked into familiar eyes. A very sweet sound in his ears. Someone who's been there, but I don't know where he went first?

Fathan took a few steps back, he was amazed at once in shock. The eyes that once made him crumble were not still. A person who makes it seem like he no longer wants to know love. Fathan was silent, no sound could come out of his lips. The cacian that Fathan wanted to say, somehow no longer exists? The anger that once burned, the love that once rose. All disappeared unceremoniously. Now it's just a shock that Fathan can't afford to say.

"You…!" fathan said trembling, Nuur nodded softly as she winked her beautiful eyes. Fathan's body froze. Nuur Aini Rahma the woman who was once the light of her life. But all were extinct, when blessing never existed.

Nuur went away from Fathan bringing love that became light in the darkness of Fathan's life. The light of such sincere love from Fathan for Nuur. A woman of the night who lives in a mud pit. Maybe the light of their love is not as bright as the moon. So that it cannot light up Hana and Rafa's heart. Hana's rejection of Fathan's love story dims the light of Fathan and Nuur's love.

"How are you, Fathan? You came with your wife. Where's she?" nuur said kindly, Fathan nodded doubtfully. There was a sense of silence not answering Nuur's question. But in reality, Fathan is no longer alone. He has chosen and been elected. There was no reason for Fathan to approach Nuur.

Fathan looked at a much different figure. Nuur shuts her body completely. Aurat Nuur is perfectly closed. Fathan could no longer see the face of Manisa Nuur. The face that made him lose his mind. Faiq knew how much Fathan loved Nuur. A night star at a cafe belonging to Fathan's friend.

"I'm good, thanks you still care about me. But your care seemed too late, the destruction you left behind almost made me die. I don't know what my fault is with you? Why can you do that to me? The promise you made is nothing more than a lie. The love that ever existed, is like a poison that I never wanted to feel!" said Fathan Lirih, Nuur looked down embarrassed. Fathan looked at Nuur fixedly, wanting his hand to touch the body he had once held.

But Fathan's hand was no longer able to reach him. There's a heart that's gonna hurt if Fathan does it. Moreover, Nuur is no longer the old one. His appearance could no longer easily touch Fathan. Nuur's body began to tremble, Fathan said as a knife incision. It was painful and painful, the destruction that Fathan also felt Nuur. But the Prawira family power at that time. It is impossible to make their love united.

"Sorry!" said Nuur, Fathan smiled cynically. Fathan walked closer to Nuur. His gaze washed the two eyes of Nuur. Fathan begins to be overrun by the napsu that once existed.

Nuur took a few steps back. He was afraid to see Fathan's gaze. Nuur no longer knew Fathan. Clearly there was hatred in Fathan's eyes for Nuur. Even though love no longer exists. Never had Nuur expected to see Fathan's hatred. Anger about his departure away from Fathan. Let go of his love for Fathan and surrender to the Prawira family's power.

"Only an apology can you say. The destruction I felt. It will not heal with your apologies. It only takes a few seconds to say sorry. It took me years to heal the wounds you left behind. I am alive, but I am dead. I can't believe what love is? All because of you, you're the one who made me not believe in love!" fathan said, Nuur is weak.

Nuur's tears dripped without being held back. The words of Fathan are like salt poured over the wounds of his heart. There was nothing wrong with Fathan's words, but it wasn't just Fathan who felt it. Nuur is much more broken, she must sincerely release the love that will lead her to a better path. His decision to stay away was not to destroy Fathan. But he wants to see Fathan happy. The proof is that Fathan is able to rise. While he still survives with the taste that once existed for Fathan.

"I never deserved to be your mother. Your family was right in asking me to leave. The light I expected from a despicable woman like myself. Only wishful thinking will never exist. We are born from two different worlds. Today I realized how good your family is. They don't deserve to be insulted by me in your life!" nuur said, Fathan shook his head weakly. He smiled cynically at the words of Nuur.

Fathan turned around, he stared at a painting in one corner of the shop. The painting that interested him from the beginning he entered into this store. Fathan felt strange when his foot stepped into the store. But Fathan never realized, what did he really feel? It was just that Fathan was comfortable with the atmosphere of the shop.

"Isn't that a painting you made yourself. The painting you painted, when we were on vacation together. That little house, our simple dream. A home where there will be fruit of our love? The expanse on that, the welfare tub that we want to create. The light of the sun is like the light of our love. A light that will continue to shine against a world that opposes our relationship. Am I right with my words? I once asked you to be my mother. That means I was ready to fight!" said Fathan Lirih, Nuur can only stare at the painting that bears witness to his love with Fathan.

Nuur recalls the day she and Fathan first met. The meeting that made him become a master and began to know the faith. A meeting he will never forget. But now it will be just a memory. Without having to reach, because memories will remain memories.

FLASHBACKS

Fathan never cared about Faiq's words or anyone else disfiguring Nuur. A reality seen, but not seen by Fathan. His interest in Nuur made him lose his mind. Even Fathan considers the darkness of Nuur's life to be light with his presence. Fathan was blind and deaf to Nuur's past. He considers Nuur the best of the good.

By furrowing his eyebrows, Nuur received a paper bag given by Fathan. Nuur peeked at the contents of the paper bag, as she looked at the contents. Nuur was more astonished, did not understand the purpose of Fathan to give this paper bag. With no wind or rain, Fathan gave him a gift. Not the money or jewelry Fathan gave her. But a gift that would make him remember the faith.

"Special gift for special women. I wish my little gift would make you a mother of my afterlife. I don't need an answer right now. Your indifferent nature will not easily make you choose me. I'll fight in the third of my night!" said Fathan Lirih, Nuur increasingly astonished to hear the words of Fathan.

Nuur never thought of getting to know men more than a friendship. He doesn't want to love someone. Because his life never knew love. A life full of black stains. Nuur does not want to plunge someone in his world. Although Nuur sometimes cried, hoping that someone would take her out of this black world. But given how dark his life makes him pessimistic there will be a bright light capable of illuminating his life.

"I'm sorry, I don't understand the meaning of your gift and your words. I'm not a special woman who deserves this gift. I'm sure there are women who are far more apt to accept this gift. She's the woman who will love you and that woman isn't me. I'm a woman of darkness, I never thought of bringing anyone else into the darkness of my life. Better take back this gift!" nuur said he refused a gift from Fathan.

Instead Fathan shook his head, refusing Nuur to return the reward. Fathan was sure of the taste. Even if everyone is against it. Fathan believes his sincerity will make people understand. His love is not just a mere passion, but a way of guidance for a woman who deserves the path of light. Fathan considers his love as his guidance. Fathan believes everyone deserves to be happy and get a chance to change. Not a judgment but an embrace worthy of Nuur's acceptance.

"I gave it to you. Use it as your beginning to return to Him. At least you'll remember me in every bow. In a moment of the magrib prayer, let my voice lead you back into the house of God. Do not close your ears and eyes. If I can't be the priest of your hereafter. Let me be your prayer priest. I will make sure you will be calm, in the house of God stored millions of wonders that are not able to be in human reason. He is heart-pumping. I believe your heart has melted, standing here staring at the house of Allah SWT. The beginning of your heart receives its bright light!" fathan.

Nuur looked down at the face Fathan had given. Nuur was worried about starting again, she was too embarrassed to enter the house of Allah SWT. The house he had left behind for a long time. A house that would be dirty if he put his feet in it. Nuur is too despicable to set foot in the house of Allah SWT. Although Allah will never close the house of SWT, for His servants who want to repent.

Nuur's hand shook with a pure white face given by Fathan. Nuur's tears dripped down her face. He felt dirty and black, as if his body was unworthy to wear the face. Nuur kissed the mukena of Fathan gently. A fragrant smell calmed his heart.

"Nuur Aini Rahma, your name will be in my prayer. I'll wait for you inside, be my makmum for tonight. In return for the gift I gave you!" said Fathan, lama Nuur fell silent.

At first glance, Nuur nodded weakly. The first time he met a man who asked him to know the faith. Not the man who invited him further and further into the mud pit. Nuur felt shady, when her ears heard the murottal sound of the mosque. Again and again she was crying, not just her eyes were crying. The heart weeps regretting every step that keeps it away from faith.

"I will be your mother tonight, not tomorrow!" said Nuur coldly, Fathan smiled at Nuur's reply.

An answer that will change the life of Nuur. And the spirit of Fathan changed Nuur. A determination of love that hopes to be a guide, for Nuur the woman who shakes her heart.

"It is enough that I become your priest, that I may believe that you are my prayer. For I have looked at you enough to make myself believe. You are the best mate for me!" fathan said as it passed.

Before long, the voice of azan magrib was heard. Fathan's voice echoed across the city. Calling the negligent servants. The voice of Fathan is like water that wipes away the thirst of Nuur's faith. Although the meaning of the name is beautiful, bright light. Nuur lives in the dark of the night world.

"I will be your mother, but without a promise. I won't embarrass you with my past. Today I will follow your steps, but one day when there is a voice against this taste. Without thinking any more, I'll stay away from you!" nuur lirih

FLASH BACK OFF

"Isn't the truth, it's just our imagination. You are happy with your mother!" nuur said, Fathan nodded weakly.

"I'm happy to know him. She's a great woman. I love him with trust. There is love created for me. May you also find your priest!" said Fathan, Nuur was silent and nodded slowly.

"Vania, is she the reason you came here?" fathan said, Vania nodded slowly.

"I don't want to see your happiness tarnished by his presence. Sooner or later you will meet. I want Brother Fathan to focus on your little family. Consider Nuur to be a beautiful past. Without thinking of reaching it again!" vania said, Fathan nodded.

"Thank you!" fathan.