STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Do not doubt my love...

"Darling, why haven't you slept? You're waiting for me!" faiq said softly, Davina silently ignored Faiq's question. Davina remained silent as if she had not seen Faiq in front of her. Let alone disobey, look not as if Faiq never greeted him.

Davina was busy with the book she was reading. He sat down on the bed. Faiq is closing in on Davina. Pamperedly Faiq placed his head on Davina's lap. At first glance Faiq saw the look of Davina's sour face. I don't know what Davina is thinking? Faiq himself did not understand. Everything was fine, but somehow now everything has changed?

Faiq faced toward Davina's flat stomach. kissed her gently, hoping Davina felt amused and finally smiled at her. But Faiq's allegations missed. Davina keeps ignoring Faiq. Although honestly Davina was amused. When Faiq infiltrated his hijab. Gently kiss her flat stomach. Faiq will be very spoiled and a little aggressive. When Davina is in a frown mode and ignores her. Davina continued to hold back the laughter, so that Faiq could feel her anger.

"Darling, you're angry because I met Zahra. Still doubt you, so you should be jealous!" said Faiq lirih, he drowned his face in Davina's stomach. Only silence was visible from Davina. There was no voice merely refuting Faiq's words. Davina's silence seemed to justify Faiq's words.

Faiq tightly hugged Davina's body. Actually Davina knew about Faiq's meeting with Zahra. For Faiq always said, where and with whom did Faiq meet? Faiq always contacts Davina. Just to say all that. Davina never expected Faiq to do all that. Fully Davina believes in Faiq, but sometimes trust will make someone alert.

Faiq deliberately lied in front of Fathan. For Fathan to realize his mistake when he meets Zahra. Fathan and Zahra were very close. Fathan's comfort is clearly visible when with Zahra. Fathan seemed to find a like-minded friend. Therefore the laughter and joking Fathan, like a knife incision in Annisa's heart.

Zahra seemed able to make Fathan pour out his heart. The two talked to each other until they forgot the look of the people around them. If they didn't know, they might think Fathan and Zahra were lovers or even married.

"I think I should be happy to see my husband meet another woman. If brother Faiq can blame brother Fathan. Why can't I blame you? When I met Zahra without me. Wouldn't it be fair if you were both guilty. For you have met Zahra without us your wives!" said Davina annoyed, Faiq smiled at Davina's jealousy.

Faiq was very understanding of Davina's nature. Although she was jealous, Davina would not be so angry. Because Davina believes in Faiq. Since the appointment with Davina. Faiq told Davina. There was no intention of Faiq meeting Zahra without Davina knowing.

Although jealous Davina is not the first time. But he felt happy every time he felt Davina's anger filled with love. Davina's jealousy was the most beautiful moment. Because at that time Faiq felt a very deep love from Davina. For the same reason Faiq always considered Davina's jealousy as a joke.

"Darling, didn't I give you permission to meet Zahra. I invited you to a meeting. Instead of agreeing, you choose to take care of your little one. While me and sister Annisa went to meet Zahra. Where is my mistake!" said Faiq teasing Davina. Davina turned to Faiq. He stared intently at Faiq who was smiling.

Faiq seemed to feel right about all the reasons. Even Faiq did not think, if Davina would be hurt to see the meeting. Faiq continued to defend himself, arguing that Faiq had already made it clear to Davina. Faiq felt his encounter with Davina was not a form of infidelity. Because Faiq did it blatantly.

Faiq kept dodging, not out of fear of being blamed. He wanted to see the look on Davina's upset face. Davina's jealousy is like a color that makes her marriage feel beautiful. The picture of Fathan and Annisa's relationship occurs only, due to lack of communication. Annisa and Fathan don't seem to have the time to get to know each other. Both felt their relationship was fine. Though the initial picture of a rift of a relationship.

Fathan's attitude that always felt afraid was wrong. Contrary to the attitude of silence Annisa who seems independent even though the heart hopes attention. Actually, not Annisa who is too mature, but the way the two views are already centered on the age difference.

Annisa felt that she was too old. It would make Fathan ashamed to admit it as a wife. Instead of maturity and simplicity Annisa. Sometimes makes Fathan afraid when introducing him to the business world he is in. Misunderstandings are stored tightly and want Faiq revealed so as not to be too protracted. Faiq started to fret at the distance that continued to exist. Without feeling the distance is getting deeper. Both Fathan and Annisa are comfortable with the unseen distance.

Faiq looked up at Davina's visibly irritated face. Davina felt Faiq was deliberately provoking her jealousy. It was only Zahra the woman who made Davina jealous. Physical perfection and intelligence. Makes Davina feel inferior. Therefore Davina would be very upset when she heard the name Zahra called. Faiq increasingly enjoys Davina's jealousy. Davina's scowling face mutters Faiq's faith. Beauty that only Faiq can see. Beauty is found in the simplicity of a wife.

Then without warning, Faiq pulled Davina's hijab. He put Davina's face on her face. Gently Faiq kissed Davina's forehead. Sontak Davina thrashed and forced to release the grip of Faiq. In Davina's heart was happy, receiving Faiq's warm treatment. A warm, pampered attitude that will never be seen on the outside. The warmth that only Davina could feel when she was alone with Davina.

Faiq woke up from his sleep, sitting next to Davina. Faiq pulls Davina's body, holding warm the body of the woman he loves so much. Faiq leaned Davina's head into the chest of her field. Then kiss the top of Davina's head covered with hijab. Faiq warmly clutched Davina. Hoping that the warmth Faiq gave her could make Davina calm and warm. Faiq wanted to tell Davina. She was the only woman in his heart. There was no other woman, let alone Zahra who had never been able to enter Faiq's heart in the past.

"Honey, your jealousy is like an opium to me. Be jealous and angry when you see me with another woman. It's all your right, I'm all yours and no one has the right to take it from you. My love is completely given to you. No other woman can make my love move. Today I can still remember this promise. Later when this promise is forgotten by me. Don't leave me, but remind myself that you'll be worth it!" said Faiq, Davina nodded slowly. Davina felt comfortable in Faiq's arms. The calmness that existed was only when Faiq clenched his body tightly.

He felt the warmth Faiq gave him. Davina's happiness is complete, when Faiq's understanding is always there for her. Faiq has always been able to make Davina feel valuable. Not only with the seduction of words that are beautifully arranged. But the attitude of Faiq who always put Davina on top of everything is very clear. Faiq has always been able to make Davina confident. If only she was the perfect woman in Faiq's eyes.

"Sister Faiq, sometimes I'm afraid. This happiness is just a dream that will disappear when I wake up. Your understanding of my weakness, the more I fear losing you. As a woman, I was lucky to have your love. When many women love you. As a wife I feel low. Because I have not been able to give you happiness. I haven't been able to bring the laughter of a child between us. As a complement to our marriage. As a mother, I may not have deserved to give birth to a child. So that Allah SWT has not yet entrusted his greatest gift to me!" davina said softly, as soon as Faiq pulled Davina's body away from her embrace.

Faiq cupped Davina's face, Faiq stared fixedly at Davina's eyes. Then Faiq firmly shook his head in disapproval of Davina's words. Faiq seemed disappointed to hear Davina's words. Faiq never cared about the opinions of others. But Faiq would care if Davina said it herself. Once Davina felt doubtful of herself. Davina will forever doubt the advantages.

Faiq still remembers, the depression Davina had experienced. Injured and fear of loss. Making Davina give up her resolve. Since Faiq knew that fact. Faiq as if trauma would happen the same thing for the umpteenth time.

"Darling, when do I ask for a promise from you? Have you ever heard me complain about you once? Are there any conditions I applied for before we got married!" faiq said emotionally and firmly. Faiq must be firm with Davina, so that Davina sees Faiq's sincerity and no longer doubts Faiq's love for him.

Davina shook her head weakly, she saw the look on Faiq's face full of anger. A natural thing, when always hearing the same doubts. Just because of the low self-esteem that Davina believes in. Faiq's anger is like an answer to Davina's weakness and disbelief in their love. Davina began to realize how much Faiq loved and appreciated her as a wife. Faiq's sincere love has stood the test of time. Faiq never doubted his love for Davina. So there was never another woman who could replace Davina.

"Darling, I'm not a perfect man. So I deserve to put you down. Happiness is not only measured by the laughter of a child in our marriage. We are just ordinary people who have no right to judge. Perfection belongs only to Him. Which right makes me worthy to sue you. Many times it's not just the one time I've told you. I married you, not on the condition of the birth of an heir!" faiq said firmly, Davina lowered her head weakly. There was the sound of Davina's sobs. Faiq pulled Davina's body into his arms. Faiq tried to calm down Davina who was surprised to hear his snaps.

"Why did Brother Faiq ignore me these few days? Brother Faiq dodges, whenever I want to be with you. Brother Faiq is always looking for excuses, not to touch me. I feel unworthy to have. Brother Faiq is getting bored of me!" said Davina, Sontak Faiq raised Davina's chin. Faiq covered Davina's lips with his.

One warm kiss landed perfectly on Davina's lips. A kiss that is no longer ordinary, but full of passion and love. Faiq's hot kiss covered Davina's lips as much as possible. Hope there are no more doubts and strange thoughts from Davina's lips. Long time both dissolve in a warm kiss that can not be interpreted again. The happy tears of Davina dripped, wetting her cheeks. Doubts over Faiq's fading love have been wiped out in an instant. Faiq wiped Davina's tears with his lips. Faiq fused his forehead with Davina's. The breaths of the two hunted, the desire to unite their minds. Forcing to coalesce in halal and sacred intimacy.

"Dear, never doubt my love. My heart aches when you think I'm starting to forget you. Get angry or curse at me, as long as it can make you relieved. But never ask how much I love you. I will never seek comfort in another relationship. Only with you is comfortable and my happiness is created. I didn't ignore you because I didn't want you. My passion could hurt you and our baby-to-be. Your uterus is too weak if you have intercourse too often!" faiq said, Davina raised her face. Davina was surprised to hear Faiq's words.

"What does Brother Faiq mean? Maybe I'm pregnant! Why did Faiq's brother snub him from me?" said Davina in surprise, Faiq nodded weakly. Davina's tears were dripping non-stop. Angry and happy fused in his cries. Davina was angry when she learned that Faiq was keeping a secret of this magnitude. Instead, he is happy too. When he heard that there was a fetus growing in his womb.

Faiq deliberately covered up the fact of Davina's pregnancy. Not that she was unhappy, but Davina's pregnancy was included in a vulnerable pregnancy. Especially at an age that is still very easy. Faiq did not want to see Davina's disappointment if something unexpected happened. Faiq prefers to resist his desire to unite with Davina. So that she doesn't hurt Davina and the baby. But Faiq's attitude even makes Davina feel excluded. As a doctor, Faiq could see the signs of pregnancy in Davina. Davina hasn't felt anything yet.

"Darling, I didn't mean to tease her from you. Your pregnancy is too risky and prone to miscarriage. I don't want to see you getting disappointed. When the worst happens. This is the reason that keeps me away from you. I don't want to harm you and the fetus in your womb. The greatest hope you always have. It will soon be between us. Believe that Allah SWT gives a test to the extent of His servant's ability. When a servant sincerely receives His test. Then there will be the best answer to the test. For Allah has given the best, not the best, to His obedient servant. So that we always remember the meaning of the word gratitude, whether in trials and happiness!" said Faiq, Davina nodded in understanding.

"That is the trust that Allah has entrusted. Never complain or curse. If Allah SWT takes it back. Rest assured that everything is written in truth. With or without a child, I will always be with you. Hold your hand towards HIS jannah!" faiq said, Davina nodded slowly.