STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Is beautiful....

"Annisa, can you come in? Is Gavi asleep?" hana said softly, Annisa turned her head towards Hana. Hana was standing at the door of her room.

Hana sees Annisa putting Gavi to sleep. Since the afternoon Hana was trying to meet and talk to Annisa. Time seems to have existed for that to happen. There is always a reason that makes it difficult for both of them to talk to each other. After dinner, Hana takes the time to meet Annisa. Just wanted to explain something that happened between Fathan and Nuur. The incident this afternoon was heard by Hana. The meeting of Fathan and Nuur seemed to be the opening of a secret that had never been revealed before.

Hana had heard from Vania. The meeting of Fathan and Nuur as seen by Annisa. Even Vania said Hana's intention was ever to make Nuur her son-in-law. The tasbih that Hana once gave to Nuur. It is a tasbih made by Hana. Hana never gave anything to Annisa. Before Annisa thinks something is wrong. Hana accidentally meets him and explains everything to Annisa. Not to justify yourself. Rather than telling the truth that was never revealed.

"Please enter, Gavi happened to have been sleeping since!" annisa said softly, Hana nodded in understanding. Hana slowly enters Annisa's room. He sees Gavi's first grandchild fast asleep. Fathan hasn't come from the office.

Annisa smiled towards Hana. He saw that Hannah was watching her room. Even though they live under one roof. Hana is not a person who likes to interfere. Especially about the personal affairs of his sons. Hannah always followed their words. Therefore, Hannah rarely came to Fathan's room. If there is really no interest. The same thing is happening right now. Hana is eager to meet Annisa. That's why he came to see Annisa in his room. Just want to see the condition of his grandson as well as Annisa's daughter-in-law. The source of Fathan's happiness is none other than his first son

Hana circulated her gaze throughout the entire section of Annisa's room. Room very nice and comfortable. A simple wedding photo of Fathan with Annisa was attached to the wall of his room. Hana felt comfortable sitting inside Annisa's room. For a moment Hana forgot her purpose in coming to this house.

"Annisa, Gavi happened to be asleep. Mama can't talk to you for a second. There are some things that Mom wants to tell you. Let's talk on your balcony. In order not to disturb Gavi!" hana said, Annisa nodded in agreement with Hana's request.

Annisa takes care of the bed. Make Gavi as comfortable as possible. So that Gavi doesn't wake up and he can talk to Hana alone. Annisa isn't just Hana's daughter-in-law. Her existence had made a different taste in Hana's heart. Although Annisa is not her flesh and blood. But in Annisa's blood flowed Naufal's blood. A man who has been a friend and helper in his life. The only man who really appreciates Hana with his love. A man who once held true love for a Hana Khairunnisa.

Hana walks towards the balcony of Annisa's room. Hana stood looking at the sky that was filled with stars. The dark night is warm, when there is a starlight shining on it. There will be no silence when the sky is still with the stars and the moon. The sky always gives peace to Hana. There was no way Hana could calm her heart but to look up at the sky. In the beautiful sky as if there was a sedative for Hana's chaotic heart. The sky never disappointed Hana. Hana was always calm for a moment after seeing in the dark and beautiful sky.

Hana leaned against the balcony trellis, Annisa standing beside Hana. Annisa saw clearly the uneasiness of Hana's heart. I don't know what Hana would say? One thing is for sure it's not something ordinary. Annisa could feel the seriousness that Hana was about to talk about. Annisa saw Hana's calm demeanor which seemed to harbor such a huge storm. Annisa could only wait for Annisa to speak. There was nothing Annisa could do. Both of them were silent looking at the sky tonight. At first I heard Hana sigh long

"Mama, did Annisa make a mistake? What makes my mom so angry? Could it be that accidentally, Annisa has offended mama!" annisa said worriedly, Hana shook her head weakly.

After a long wait, Hana who kept quiet and cold with her attitude. Annisa finally started the conversation. Keep patient and pretend to be calm as if no longer able to do Annisa. Because it is with one determination. Annisa started talking to Hana. Find out the reason for Hana's arrival to her room. Seeking answers to her curiosity. Annisa needs answers, not silence awaiting execution from Hana. Something Annisa or Hana never wanted.

Then he turned to Annisa. Hana's hand stroked Annisa's pretty face. Then he drew Annisa's hand and sat on the lounge chair on the balcony of Annisa's room.

Hana sat opposite Annisa. Hana's hand held Annisa's. Then pat Annisa's hand slowly. Hana's attitude made Annisa even more anxious. To be honest, Annisa was confused to see Hana's attitude tonight. Personal annisa that is not easy to guess. But Hana is much more elusive.

"Darling, my mom came to see you, because she wanted to apologize to you. Mama's being unfair to you!" hana said softly, Annisa pensive not understand the meaning of Hana's words.

Annisa sees Hana's guilt. Both of Hana's eyes held a regret that Annisa did not understand. Then came the sound of Hana's long breath. As if the heavy burden Hana was carrying. I don't know what really happened. Annisa really doesn't understand.

"What makes my mom feel guilty? My mother is innocent to me, so there is nothing I need to forgive. My mother became my mother-in-law. I never thought my mom was wrong. Instead of you I learned the meaning of loving. Don't ever apologize to me. Instead I'm the one who should apologize to you!" annisa said softly, then gathered in front of Hana.

Annisa kneels in front of Hana, she kisses the back of Hana's hand. Kissed her very gently, then slept in Hana's lap. Annisa was being spoiled towards Hana. Gently Hana rubbed Hana's head. Since childhood Hana has considered Annisa like her own daughter.

Annisa hears Hana's reason for giving the prayer beads to Nuur. So it wasn't a mistake if Hana gave it to Nuur. For Nuur to seek her identity and faith again. Hana was not wrong even though she gave it without saying anything to Annisa.

"Mama wasn't wrong with me. Mama has the right to give anything to anyone? Including the Nuur. I won't be evasive if I'm jealous and angry. I am thankful to have a good family here. I found my new family. I beg you not to apologize, because you're not wrong!" annisa said, Hana nodded in understanding.

Hana looked up again at the sky tonight. The beauty of the sky seems never to be reflected by the blue sky tomorrow. Hana begins to remember, the first day Hana meets Annisa. The little girl who thought of herself as a mother was always missed by little Annisa.

FLASHBACKS

"Tante Hana!" greet a sweet daughter about 6 or 7 years old. He ran towards Hana with his arms outstretched. Hana received a warm embrace with a face full of astonishment. Hana felt like she had never known the sweet child who shouted to her.

"Hey sweet boy, what's your name?" hapa Hana was friendly after the boy took off his embrace. Both tiny hands held Hana's hand tightly. There is an invisible bond, an affection that can never be expected. Hana looked at the face of the girl in front of her. Even though he was a child, he learned to wear the hijab. Hana's heart shaded as she stared at the innocent face with faith attached to the child.

"Sorry aunt, I forgot we haven't met. I'm Annisa, greetings aunt!" he kissed the back of Hana's hand. Diana sees Hana's interaction with Annisa. It is like the relationship between a child and a mother. Hana's heart was filled as Annisa's tiny lips touched her palm. There is a longing for the presence of the son. The feeling of a mother swirled into Hana's heart.

"Annisa baby, you're beautiful and smart! But where are your parents? Does aunt know them?" hana said, Annisa nodded with a smile. Hana was silent thinking about whose daughter was greeting her?

"Beautiful boy, there's aunt Diana here! Why is it that only Aunt Hana is hugged?" diana said softly, Annisa shook her head weakly. Diana was flabbergasted to see Annisa's arm. How could a child as small as Annisa? can you choose to hug who?

"I just want to hug Aunt Hana, because I want Aunt Hana to be my mama!" she said casually, Hana and Diana looked at each other. They were both shocked to hear Annisa's words. Hana had only met Annisa for the first time, but this little boy said he wanted Hana to be his mother.

"Darling, where did Annisa's mom go? Aunt Hana doesn't know papa Annisa, there's no way Aunt Hana could be your mama!" hana said kindly, she said as gently as possible so that Annisa was not too disappointed.

"I just want Aunt Hana, not another aunt!" annisa said, Hana kissed Annisa's two tiny hands. Hana tries to understand Annisa's desire.

"Annisa can think of Aunt Hana as a mama. Now Annisa's happy!" hana said, Annisa shook her head weakly while looking down. Again and again Diana and Hana looked at each other. They were amazed by the attitude of Annisa who seemed to know Hana very well. Hana doesn't know Annisa.

FLASH BACK OFF

"Annisa since the first time you called your mother's name. And hope that mom will be your parents. Since then, I have thought of you as my mother's daughter. The prayer you gave to Nuur. Not worth your mother's affection for you. Fathan lives mama and is now the reason for your life!" Hana.

"Fathan everything in my mom's life. She's the best gift Mama gave you. You're now breathless and happy Fathan. Instead Fathan is like blood flowing in your bloodstream. Please forget about Fathan's past. Don't make Fathan's past the path that sets you apart. Mama beg of you!" hana said softly, Annisa nodded slowly.

"I never doubted Brother Fathan. He's everything in my life. His past is not the reason he and I stay away. Instead we will be together by continuing to hold each other's hands. Mama trust me, we'll be fine. We will not be divided. Our love is not that fragile!" annisa said softly and firmly.