STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
A Honesty

"Annisa since the first time you called your mother's name. And hope that mom will be your parents. Since then, I have thought of you as my mother's daughter. The prayer you gave to Nuur. Not worth your mother's affection for you. Fathan lives mama and is now the reason for your life!" hana said, Annisa nodded in agreement.

Annisa herself never took issue with the gift Hana gave Nuur. It's just that as a wife, there's a sense that's stuck. When she heard her mother-in-law wished someone else to be her daughter-in-law. Although a hard coral Annisa heart. She is a woman who will be jealous and disappointed. Heard there was another woman expected to be in her position. Become the mother of the afterlife Fathan.

Annisa thought, Hana never accepted him as a daughter-in-law. Because as long as he's married to Fathan and has Gavi. Hana never gave her a special gift. But Annisa's suspicion and anxiety. Now it meets a bright spot, when Hana realizes something is wrong with the meeting between Fathan and Nuur. Hana feels Annisa is hurt and will misunderstand her. That's why he came to see Annisa. So that there is no wedge in the heart of his daughter-in-law.

"Mama, I know there was never any intention of you choosing between me and Nuur. Everyone will think the same. When her son finds someone who is the best for her. So does the mother who thinks Nuur is best for brother Fathan. If Mom thinks I'm gonna misunderstand. Mama was right, I was disappointed and envious when another woman got a gift from you. And I never!" said Annisa kindly, Hana nodded slowly and then smiled.

Hana had guessed, if Annisa would think like that. All that seemed natural, when there was never a gift that Hana gave to Annisa. Even when Annisa became a mother. Hana just said a word of thanks. Without an item, though honestly Annisa never wanted it.

"Darling, my mother has no other valuables to give you. The precious things that you have, your mother has handed them to you. Mama's greatest treasure, it's already yours. A priceless love. Mama put it in your lap. All of that my mother has left you. There's nothing left, you don't have anything? For Fathan is all yours!" hana said, Annisa was embarrassed.

Unintentionally Annisa doubts Hana's sincerity. It is true what Hana said. Fathan is the source of his happiness. Fathan was a priceless treasure in his life. The love that Fathan had for all of Hana's life. So according to Hana, what other gift is worth to her son Fathan? Only Fathan deserves to be Annisa's most beautiful and best gift.

"Sorry, Annisa has doubted mama!" sahut Annisa, Hana shook her head weakly. Then pulled Annisa's body into his arms. Gently Hana rubbed Annisa's back.

"Honey, as a wife we are required to continue to be loyal and devoted to the husband. Without thinking to doubt the love of the husband. But it would be nice if you said your heart. Not to defy, but just to show you something your husband should know. Sometimes silence is better, but there are times when your silence becomes an invisible distance. Learn to know your husband with warmth. It wasn't keeping silent to keep the wound that Fathan never realized. Not everyone can think like Faiq!" ujaf Hana, Annisa nods in Hana's arms.

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The night is full of the dim light of the little stars. Even though the light is so dim, it is the stars that make the sky look so beautiful. It would feel different if the sky existed without stars. Hollow and empty are two words that are appropriate for the expression night sky without stars.

Nuur sits on one of the city park benches. He looked up at such a beautiful sky. After his encounter with Fathan, Nuur has steadily resumed her life. Wishing someone who is no longer alone. It won't make him up and happy. Tonight Nuur will tell the world. Who the hell is he? There will be no more lies or secrets. It will all be real.

If his past was so bad. It's not that he has to destroy his youth. A simple thought that Hana said as a way for Nuur to find her true ringa. A love that will never judge his past. Accepting his future together. Without menolwh looking for faults of his partner.

Nuur pensively remembered the dark past. He regretted choosing the wrong path. Stay away from the sincere affection of parents. Just because of the anger that could never be said to his parents. Nur is just one of the teenagers who is wrong in their behavior. Teenagers who put forward emotions rather than clear minds and inner voices.

FLASHBACKS

There was the sound of a girl trying to open her two beautiful eyes. While stretching out his hands, feel his bones that feel sore. The long sleep made him tired. The warm sunlight touched her beautiful face. The sunlight was dazzling, as both of his eyes opened perfectly.

A pretty face with beautiful eyes that he has, not as beautiful as the life he feels. Nuur Aini Rahma beautiful name with a very beautiful meaning. But it is inversely proportional to his attitude and faith. There is no light of faith in him, only freedom without responsibility.

A freedom he had gained since he sat on the bench of Junior High. Wrong company, and lack of family affection. Made him choose the wrong path. Starting from a relationship that is too free and without limits. Nuur is trapped in a cruel night world. Life that is not easy, the more it makes him feel comfortable with his choices.

Born into a family of ordinary and deficient. Makes Nuur think for her own money. He chose a path that was not worth living. Especially since my father died. Nuur is getting free, she's angry about her way of life. She felt unlucky to have been born from her mother's womb. He was angry to know that his father's blood was flowing in his body. The blood that never made him honorable.

"Bik Salma, always wake me up this early! I don't need to wake up in the morning. I'm lazy to have breakfast with them!" said Nuur, while pulling the blanket back. Bik Salam approached Nuur, she sat on the edge of the bed. Bik Salma got rid of the Nuur jet black hair that covered her two beautiful eyes. Gently bik Salma stroked Nuur's face. The caress Nuur never felt from the mother who gave birth to him. Only the treasure they give in exchange for affection. Bik Salma isn't like ART, she's been Nuur's nanny since childhood. In his hands Nuur grew well, although he was unable to lead Nuur to the faith of Islam.

"Neur, it's not good to say that. Madam is still the mother who gave birth to you. Master is still the father you should respect. Don't be inappropriate. They love you in a different way. Don't blame them for this. Now get up and take a shower, it's almost 08.00 wib. Only breakfast time will get you together. Bik Salma please, Nuur must also go to campus!" said bik Salma softly, while stroking Nuur jet black hair. The hair she had ever since she was a child. With laziness Nuur woke up from her sleep. He walked slowly to the bathroom. While waiting for Nuur to prepare, bik Salma cleaned Nuur's bed.

Bik Salma took a picture of Nuur which was on the nightstand. He rubbed the pretty face of young lady. Many years ago Salma came to this house. With high salary expectations. When she first arrived, Salma got a hug from the little girl who is now growing up. Stretching out his hands, he ran to embrace the newly arrived Salma. Salma fell in love with little Nuur. Even he gave up his youth for the sake of taking care of little Nuur.

The Nuur family is not a family. A rich and beautiful family. A treasure that will never run out despite seven derivatives. A kind family to others. Not for his little daughter. Aulia Nuur Hikmah who always felt lonely and increasingly distant from her biological parents.

Salma wiped away the tears that were dripping, she was moved to see a girl as sweet and cheerful as Nuur. Lack of affection from his parents. Salma loved Nuur very much, so instead Nuur already considered Salma like a real mother. Nuur was much more sad when Salma was sick than her real mother.

"Nour, dear Salma!" said Nuur while hugging bik Salma from behind. Her still wet hair made Salma's hood wet. This middle-aged woman was already used to Nuur's spoiled attitude. Gently Salma pulled Nuur's body in front of the dresser. Bik Salma took a towel, then dried Nuur's long hair.

"You're an adult, you're getting married soon. If you want to dry your hair waiting for Bik Salma. Then how will you take care of your husband? Bik Salma will not be with you forever!" bik Salma said to Nuur, suddenly Nuur looked at the face of Bik Salma in the mirror. Nuur flipped her body, she hugged her body tightly bik Salma.

"If bik Salma leaves, Nuur will also leave. No one loves Nuur in this house but Bik Salma. I'll go with Salma's bik, Nuur's gonna take care of Salma's bik. Once Bik Salma took care of Nuur. Now Nuur will take care of bik Salma. Nuur, dear bik salma!" said Nuur while holding bik Salma. Bik Salma crouching Nuur, balding hair yes g wet.

"Stop it, it's still morning why even sad? Now Nuur is ready. Ladies and gentlemen wait for Nuur downstairs. At least with breakfast. Nuur could see the master and mistress in one table. Bik Salma will be down to prepare breakfast!" ujr bik Salma was friendly, Nuur nodded and let go of his embrace. Bik Salma left Nuur who was preparing. Right in front of her bedroom door, Nuur called bik Salma back.

"Bik Salma, please make some food as usual. I'll take him to college!" said Nuur, bik Salma nodded slowly. Nuur prepared to wear the clothes she always wore. Jeans are combined with a long sleeve plain hem. Nuur may be naughty and tomboyish, but she always wears polite clothes. All for the sake of his beloved nanny's request.

"For all!" sapa Nuur, seen papa and his mother sitting at the dining table. A couple of two successful entrepreneurs who forget the meaning of family. Mr. Dirga Dewantara sanjaya and Mrs Mia lovely Sanjaya are none other than Nuur's biological parents.

"Bag darling!" mia said, Nuur replied with a smile. Nuur sat opposite Mia, lined with Dirga. Nuur gave Dirga a piece of paper.

"What is this, baby?" dirga said lovingly, Nuur turned a little indifferent. As if asking Dirga to see for himself the contents of the paper. Nuur took the food, and began to eat the food. To be honest both Dirga and Mia loved Nuur very much. Because Nuur is the only princess. But their work takes up time. So they forget that in addition to living comfortably, Nuur also needs affection and attention. But wealth makes them forget the happiness of the deepest heart of his daughter. The turning point that finally drove Nuur away and was destroyed.

Starting from anger and fatigue, Nuur left her family. Choosing the path of destruction is far from the word faith. It all seems useless and useless. Even Nuur regretted having fallen into this world. When he gets to know Fathan who is bothering him. Without seeing his past. As well as the sincere affection of Hana who never looked down on him.

Nuur vividly remembered Hana's words that night. The day she cried and decided to stay away from Fathan. Forget the taste for men who deserve better than him. Hana's words are like water in the thirst of her faith. Cools and cools his arid heart.

"Darling, auntie came to see you not to keep you away from Fathan. Nor is it asking you to leave Fathan's life. Because aunt feels you deserve to be Fathan's master with all your shortcomings and advantages. You don't have to feel inferior about your past. Because everyone has a dark or beautiful past. No one is perfect in this world. Auntie just wanted to remind me. Never change, for love of man. Love for man is not eternal. It will flow when the comfort is gone. But the love of Allah SWT is eternal. He will never forsake his servant. For Allah is All-Knowing. Sometimes a servant leaves Him. When you no longer need Him. But it will come, when he needs Allah SWT. But Allah SWT never closes the door of repentance. As long as a servant is willing to knock him. Be a new person not because of Fathan. But return to faith in the hope of His forgiveness. Fix your initial intention, so as not to waste your hijrah!" hana softly.

FLASH BACK OFF

"Have you found an answer to my proposal. Do you doubt the earnestness and firmness of my love!" steven said breaking the Nuur daydream.