
"I don't understand!" said Raihan briefly, Faiq smiled towards Raihan. Faiq heard a long sigh. Trying to find calm in worrying.
"Daffa is none other than Vania's older cousin. He's Rizal's nephew. He's the only son of tantr Mila. Cousin om Rizal's. Because of Vania's daughter, she can't be a pesantren shearer belonging to the family om Rizal. So Daffa became the sole heir. But Daffa refused all that, if the family refused his proposal to Vania!" said Faiq, Raihan looked up in shock.
"Sister Faiq, she's Vania's cousin's sister. Why does he love Vania? Vania woke up when she heard her voice. I don't think it's wrong to be jealous when I see Vania's warmth on her. A man from Vania's past who holds the most beautiful memories of his life. I'm just a husband with no good memories in Vania's life!" said Raihan, Faiq shook his head weakly.
"Vania never loved Daffa. He considers Daffa to be his older sister. The love that Daffa felt was one-sided, without Vania thinking of retaliating. From the beginning Daffa's love for Vania was wrong and not worth fighting for. The warmth that Vania gave. Only the heartburn of Daffa. Vania blames herself, as Vania has kept Daffa away from her family. Daffa was out of his extended family. Only to survive his love for Vania. Although Vania clearly rejected Daffa's taste for him. Vania awoke after hearing Daffa's voice. It's not that he loves Daffa, instead he's not the reason for Daffa's second departure!" said Faiq, Raihan was silent trying to understand Faiq's words.
Faiq's narration seems to be justification in the wrong done by Vania. Daffa's love story should not be celebrated. Especially from her husband. There was anger and disappointment in Raihan's heart. Realizing too many secrets are stored in Vania's life. It all hurt when Raihan heard it from someone else. Not from Vania's own mouth. It was as if Raihan had become the most stupid and meaningless person in Vania's life.
"Raihan, maybe you feel that Vania never appreciates you. Vania always puts you in the last position. Vania is always loud and angry whenever you make a mistake. Everything you think is right but also wrong. You really feel Vania made you last. But you're wrong to think that Vania doesn't respect you. Vania is always tough, just to cover up the fear of losing you. Vania kept your name in her heart. Long before he saw your face. Reasons for Vania's departure abroad. Not completely shutting down the science, but Vania wants to be away from the hunchback that comes her way. Pinangan are derived from the heirs of large pesantren. All just for the sake of keeping his heart for you!" said Faiq again, Raihan was still pensive.
Once again Raihan sees the nature of Vania that he never knew. Raihan has been trying to understand Vania. But there is always and always misunderstanding between them. Raihan feels unappreciated, while Vania feels anxious to lose Raihan. Love is based on different principles.
The relationship between Raihan and Vania is like a tree that grows without strong roots. The match between them, happened without any understanding of their own nature. Love among them, like a leaf on a fragile branch. Will fall to the ground, when the wind blows it. It takes a lot of love. So that the leaves can grow back on the fragile branches.
"Sister Faiq, Vania has always kept secrets from me. I always knew the facts about Vania from others. Even the complicated story between Vania and Daffa. I was the last person to know. I am like a person who has lost his mind. I ran here and there. Just to keep my heart calm. I left the newly awakened Vania. Suppress the longing I feel. All out of jealousy at the sudden presence of Daffa!" said Raihan, Faiq nodded trying to understand Raihan's mindset.
But Raihan's thoughts were only based on a moment of anger. Raihan never tried to believe in Vania's sincere love. Raihan's confidence is only at the tip of his tongue. There is no trust in the heart that Vania keeps looking after for her. Raihan is too narrow in appreciating Vania's love. But on the other hand, Faiq understood the anxiety of Raihan's heart. Vania's love is so great, making Raihan afraid to lose Vania. Briefly an introduction between them. Adding a row of pessimistic Raihan will love Vania.
"Just like you keep a lot of dark secrets in your past. If you can cover your shortcomings. Vania also has the right to shut down the disgrace that existed in her past. Until you ask him all. Vania never wanted to cover anything from you. Time answers all your heart's doubts. Time will make you know each other!" said Faiq, Raihan stared fixedly at Faiq.
"Sister Faiq just wanted to bully me. There's no way Vania knows all my vices. Of course he would refuse a match with me. Obviously I'm a man who is far from worthy of Vania. But Brother Faiq saw it for himself. Not just continuing the match with me. We also had a wedding and will soon be parents. Where can I trust? Vania knows my bad!" said Raihan in disbelief, Faiq nodded slowly.
"If you think I'm going to stay quiet to see Vania marry you. Without me finding out who you are. You're too confident Raihan. Vania's my only sister, there's no way I'm gonna let her get married without me knowing exactly who you are. Ever since I found out your lunge in the world of business and your glamorous life. I told Vania. But not the disgust or anger shown by Vania. He told me, ever since you preached it, Vania has been entirely yours. There is no right for Vania to judge your good and bad. If it is you who are written to be the priest of the Hereafter!" said Faiq coldly, Raihan looked down embarrassed.
"Sister Faiq, tell me if you're lying. How foolish I was to accuse Vania. But I am the one who is accused. Vania accepted me sincerely, but I always felt lacking. I'm an immoral man. I complained about Vania, but without me noticing. I always hurt her!" said Raihan, Faiq patted Raihan's shoulder slowly.
"Raihan, Vania is not a woman you can easily face. Silent and hard, Vania has so much love for you. Vania never wanted to ignore or disrespect you. Sometimes we as men should be able to see the love of a woman behind her stubbornness!" said Faiq lirih, Raihan nodded slowly.
"Achmad Raihan Maulana, although there are many heavens that want to be my shelter. I'll just choose your sky. For in the dark and sunyimu sky. The light of my love shines bright. Even though I'm so small I don't count. We exist for each other. Not to look for each other's weaknesses!" vania said loudly, Vania stood not far from Raihan. He came with Daffa.
Raihan ran towards Vania. Hugging Vania's body which was still very weak. Raihan kissed Vania's forehead gently. Daffa and Faiq saw the warmth that was beginning to return.
"Sorry!" raihan said, Vania shook her head weakly.
"Without an apology, I've forgiven you. I'll never be mad at you. My love makes me weak and will keep giving up. I'll learn to understand you and become the best wife for you!" vania said soft and weak.
"I am Daffa, your brother-in-law is not your rival!" daffa said coldly and firmly.