
"Calm down baby, everyone will know the truth. What are you not doing to hurt? Your best decision at the time. For the sake of Hana and Salsa, believe me everything will be fine!" uajr Cintya was shriveled, hugging Annisa. With a nod of his head Annisa spoke the words of Cintya. Eventually the two decided to go to Naufal's ward.
"So you're Annisa who my mom always misses!" fathan said, as soon as Annisa and Cintya looked together. They saw a young man wearing an office suit. His performance was eleven twelve with Faiq, as both of them had near-perfect good looks. Only one distinguishes the two. Fathan looks authoritative in his office suit. Faiq looks charming and dashing with his medical white coat. Annisa took a long breath. He had just confronted Faiq. Now he has to face Fathan. A child who has been protecting her mother since she was a child.
"Annisa we'd better go. It's free for you to talk to him. He must think the same about you. Isn't it enough Faiq blames Annisa. Is there any less frustration for Faiq? So you want to blame him too!" cintya said, Fathan remained silent. He stared at the veiled woman in front of him. She could not recognize Annisa's face anymore. A very dear sister of Hana. Although not born from his womb. Long Fathan looked at Annisa who kept his head down, poking his face in silence. Annisa did not want to look at Fathan. Finally, it was not long before Cintya pulled Annisa's hand.
"Did you just go dodge your abilities long ago? Should I think like Faiq, who thinks you are nothing more than a coward. After you've been gone for years. There is no word you want to say to me. I don't need your apology. Because I know you are innocent. I don't need a reason for your departure either. Because I believe that you left for the good of everyone. I don't blame you for your heartache. I was always there for my mom. So that my mom never remembers you. But my existence does not change the heart that has been adrift. Mama loves you so much that only tears come when she remembers you!" fathan said firmly, Annisa lowered her head deeper. If Faiq resuscitated himself with anger. Instead Fathan blames him by touching his conscience. Then Annisa turned to Cintya, she whispered something. Annisa asks Cintya to leave, because she wants to talk to Fathan.
"We talked in the cafeteria. I don't want to be the center of attention!" annisa said softly, without waiting for Fathan's approval. Annisa walked towards the hospital canteen. He walked long ago, for it was impossible for him to walk alone with Fathan who was not his faith. Fathan is walking right behind Annisa. Watching the little girl who used to be in his shadow. The 5-year age difference makes the two not too close when children.
Arriving at the cafeteria, Annisa chose to sit in the corner. The atmosphere of the canteen is very crowded, understand it is time for lunch. Annisa chose to speak in the cafeteria. To be more comfortable and comfortable. Annisa couldn't possibly have spoken to Fathan alone in such a quiet atmosphere. Fathan followed Annisa's footsteps. He sat right in front of Annisa. Once again Fathan tried to imagine the face behind Annisa's veil.
"Fathan, personally we don't know each other. I remember when I left this country. You're still very small. Now you grow up to be a handsome and dignified young man. Your face is very similar to Rafa's. While Faiq she is more similar to Mama Hana. But even if everything changes, you're still the old Fathan. Loving and warm to Mama Hana!" annisa said softly, Fathan nodded in understanding Annisa's words. Long as the two were silent, the awkward atmosphere began to feel. Before long, their order came. Both of them were shocked as the waiter placed their orders.
"Doctor Annisa, I have a lot to ask. It all seemed to disappear when I met you. If Faiq had asked, why do you seem to shy away from mama? If I may let me know the answer. I feel like all this time, not only is your mom hurting, but you're hurting too. I saw the necklace that mom gave me back there. Now it's changed into a beautiful chain bracelet!" fathan said, Annisa was surprised to hear Fathan's words. She was confused when Fathan could see Hana's gift necklace? Because the necklace was kept tight behind his medical suit. Fathan caught a confused look. Fathan thinks Annisa's emptiness is none other than hearing about Hana's problems
"To be honest I left, not angry or away from my mom. But still on his side is not the right choice. There will always be misunderstandings about love between us. I love Mama Hana like my real mother. But on the other hand, I have to realize that there is a Salsa mother who loves me. Without realizing it, I hurt her and made her cry. As I kept calling out the name of Mama Hana. I can't choose Mama Hana or Mother Salsa. Because I only consider Mama Hana as my biological mother, but consider mother Salsa as papa's wife. At that time I did not want to choose or be chosen. So I decided to leave, looking for true happiness as a human being!" annisa said, Fathan nodded slowly. He was trying to understand Annisa's choice back then. But after all these years he left, why does Annisa still not want to meet Hana?
"If at that time you can not choose and do not want to be chosen. Why are you still away from your mom? She's the mother who keeps missing you. Even my mom knows you easily. He felt your warm voice at that moment. Then why do you keep quiet? As if you said you never knew him. Doesn't your heart knock, when a mother cries, she misses her little daughter!" fathan said softly, Annisa shook his head weakly. He does not intend to ignore or forget. Namu, his shame and guilt, made his body stiff and his lips mute. In him hahya was left with endless regret.
"How could I suddenly tell the world I'm back? Though my departure at that time left a deep enough wound. There's no way I hugged Mama Hana, when I realized. I have kept him waiting for years. I can't imagine tears dripping down for my sake. Then should I feel the warmth of his affection. After all the pain and cold my decision. I couldn't possibly bear the tears that ran through both of Hana's mama's eyes. The same tears were flowing in both my eyes, missing Mama Hana and you too!" annisa said softly, Fathan smiled at Annisa's words. Annisa's last words seemed to catapult her deep into space.
"Darling, my mom has never been hurt by your passing. Because mama knows for sure, you went for the peace and wholeness of your father's family. Mama's tears will not run out, as long as it's to cry for your departure. Mama's body will never be tired, waiting for you to come hugging mama. Now let your mom hold you, vent all the longings that your mom has in her heart. Mama was waiting for you to come. So my mom decided to come pick up the hug that mom always misses!" sahut Hana lirih, he was standing right not far from Fathan and Annisa. Hana spread out her hands, as if to ask Annisa to come and hold her.
"Mama!" annisa shouted with tears. She was crying behind her veil. Tears wet his veil. Fathan was silent with meaning. He is happy and sad. When Annisa really becomes her sister. Hana and Annisa embrace each other, expressing all the longing that exists.
"Don't look at him without blinking. Remember he's not your faith. If you can't hold a nap, then make him your mother!" whispered Faiq who was suddenly already beside Fathan. Sontak Fathan looked over with anger. As if to tell Faiq, he had no taste in Annisa.
"I know that, I'm not looking at him. I was looking at the smile of my mother who had disappeared!" fathan told a lie, Faiq just nodded as if believing Fathan's words. Fathan begins to fall in love with Annisa.