STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Everything's Set Up...

Hana has been treated for three days, the condition of the mother and baby is also improving. Rafa has to go back and forth between the hospital and the house. Fathan continues to call his mother, with Rafa forced to return from the hospital. Fathan's age was very small. It is not possible to go to the hospital.

So during Hana's time in the hospital, Rafa and Kiara take turns looking after Hana. If Rafa comes home, Kiara will accompany Hana at the hospital. All take turns to look after Hana. With full sincerity Kiara helped her brother take care of Hana. Rizal allows Kiara to take care of Hana. As long as Kiara could divide between her obligations and her rest.

Like this morning, Kiara is in charge of looking after Hana. Rafa has to come to the office. There was a meeting with one of the investors. Likes not like Rafa has to go into the office. Rafa accidentally brings Fathan to the office. So that Fathan doesn't feel alone at home. As a result, all the officials were excited to see the arrival of Fathan. The little prince who hypnotized all eyes that looked. The enchanted women stared at Fathan's good looks exactly with Rafa's. The charm of the papa as if attached to the face of Fathan.

At about 09:00 pm, Hana woke up from her sleep. After taking the medicine, Hana felt sleepy. So that Hana fell asleep without her realizing anything? While in the hospital, Hana kept her blood pressure monitored. Hana really had to recover her condition. In order to give ASI to his little prince. While waiting Hana can give ASI. His son had to consume formula milk. Honestly, Hana was impatient to give ASI to her second son. But Hana's physical condition is not possible. So that Hana must be more patient waiting for the right moment.

Hannah woke up with heavy eyes. The influence of medicine as if drugging hana to continue to fall asleep. Hannah tried to open her eyes. He circled his hand to all corners of the room. Hana's ears don't hear any sound? Hana's room was very quiet, as if uninhabited. Rafa deliberately limits the visiting hours for Hana. Even Diana and Salsa can only come at certain hours. Rafa is very firm, he wants to make Hana really rest.

In a semi-conscious state, Hana caught a figure standing beside her son's crib. Hannah tried to open her eyes perfectly. Long Hana tried to look, finally she was able to see a figure standing without flinching from her son's crib.

The figure that looks Hana is none other than Kiara Putri Prawira. Hana saw Kiara standing with a sad look towards her son. Hana caught a sobbing sounding so soft. Wrenching crying sounds, bated crying and hard to let out. Hana saw clearly, Kiara tried to hold back her tears from falling. I don't know what Kiara's mind is burdening? Hannah couldn't guess. The first time Hana saw Kiara's fragility.

Kiara is not much different from Hana. For him it is very difficult to bring up his problems in front of others. Kiara does not easily lean on the shoulders of others. Even if it was his sister's shoulder. Kiara always kept all her likes and sorrows in her heart. Therefore, at this time Hana saw Kiara's tears dripping without thinking anyone saw her.

Lama Hana stared at the crying poo Kiara while looking at her son. It was seen that Kiara's body began to tremble, with Kiara slowly hitting her chest. As if to show extreme pain. Hana just kept silent at Kiara's pain. He hopes Kiara can stay strong to face all the problems that occur. Hana was silent not pitying or sad to see Kiara's state. But Hana wanted to see how much suffering it was. So that easily Hana can treat or at least ease the burden of Hana's mind.

Almost half an hour Hana saw Kiara grieving. Maybe Kiara started to feel tired, slowly Kiara turned around. Thinking of wanting to check on Hana's sleeping condition. But as Kiara turned around, she saw Hana was already awake and staring at her anxiously. As Kiara was surprised, both of her eyes were perfectly rounded. Kiara almost screamed, but with the rest of her consciousness. Kiara closed her mouth with her hand. Hana chuckled at Kiara's shock. From the beginning Hana was silent, not wanting to surprise Kiara. But Kiara's body that was daydreaming made her forget about the surrounding conditions.

"Kiara, why are you surprised? Hana didn't do anything?" hana said softly, Kiara shook her head as if she wanted to cover up the anxiety of her heart that was already visible to Hana.

With a gontai move, Kiara approached Hana. He approached Hana, giving her a glass of water. Kiara tried to forget the incident just now. Kiara seemed to want to distract Hana. Hope Hana doesn't see or hear her sobs. Kiara tried to cover her anxiety perfectly.

Hana received a glass of water that Kiara gave her. But Hana's gaze locked onto Kiara's eyes that looked puffy. Hana hears Kiara's voice of pain for the first time. Now realistically she saw both of Kiara's beautiful eyes. It was red and full of tears. Hana wants to hug Kiara's body, but Hana thinks there will be time. Kiara had to tell herself all her thoughts. Kiara should be comfortable with him. Only then will Hana find the best way for Kiara. Something that might wipe away her tears. The path that will turn Kiara's tears into a real smile.

"When did Hana wake up? My sister should have called me. So I can help you sit down. I didn't hear when you woke up!" said Kiara Lirih, Hana smiled knot. He patted his bed slowly. The signal asked Kiara to sit next to him. Kiara nodded understanding the gesture Hana said. Kiara slowly sat down right next to Hana. Kiara's face was clearly visible to Hana. The rest of the tears are still visible. Hana looked at Kiara's eyes. Due to crying for too long.

Hana pulled Kiara's hand, slowly Hana rubbed and patted her. Hana gives Kiara support. Hope the sister-in-law is willing to share her heartache. Softly and affectionately. Hana looked at Kiara's face. Then Hana let out her anxiety.

"Say, what are you thinking? Share with me if you think of me as a sister. Even after you tell me, I can't help. But at least the burden of your heart is slightly reduced. As a wife, we have real boundaries. We cannot open up the disgrace of family. Every family has different problems. Kiara, if you can tell me. I'll just listen without thinking of interfering!" hana said, Kiara looked down weakly. He's still searching and weighing. Should he say all his anxiety. But on the other hand, can Kiara keep the heart wound that makes it tight.

Long Hana waited for Kiara's honesty. Hana realized how heavy the burden of Kiara's mind was. Until he can't tell Hana. What the hell is going on? Hana had a chance to think, is Kiara's anxiety related to momongan in her household? Hana captures Kiara's different perspective on her little son. But quickly Hana threw away that thought.

"Sir Hana, am I wrong to complain? When momongan did not come to complete my wedding. Didn't I deserve to hope? So that I can be the perfect woman. Being a mother of a cute little baby. The birth of a son, a proof of love between me and Rizal's brother. I do not deserve the most beautiful gift. A miracle of no match. The life that lives in my womb. A baby who calls me Mom. Don't deserve me?" kiara said, Hana is weak. He pulled at Kiara's body which started to shake. Sobs began to be heard from Kiara's lips. Hana tried to calm Kiara down. Patiently Hana rubbed Kiara's back. Hana held Kiara lovingly. A woman and only a woman can understand her. Kiara felt calm and comfortable in Hana's arms.

"Dear brother, say all your heart. Think of me as a dumpster. Get all the dirty thoughts out of your heart and soul. Never leave anything else. Cleanse yourself of the thoughts that will burden you. Put out all your anger, your disappointment and your pain. I am ready to be a good listener. Sometimes we need other people to lean on and complain. Even though it is only with HIM that we can complain and surrender. But by dividing the load, we can calm down a little. So that we do not face problems. Say, clear up all your complaints!" said Hana, then rubbed Kiara's head covered with hijab. Slowly Hana put Kiara's head against her chest.

"Sister Hana, I won't complain too much. If only my weakness could not be a mother. But being a son-in-law, I felt unworthy. After a few months of marriage. Umi still rejects me, as if she considers myself unworthy to be a daughter-in-law. Umi expects a woman from the pesantren. I am not a descendant of pesantren, instead I was born from the womb of a former woman of the night. I'm dirty, brother, I don't deserve Rizal's brother. Maybe it's my past, which makes me unworthy to be a good mother and daughter-in-law!" kiara said, Hana shook her head weakly. He pulled Kiara's body facing towards him.

Hana looked at Kiara's face, then Hana covered Kiara's mouth with her hand. Hana did not expect to hear all Kiara's words. But that was Kiara's heart at the moment. A voice that feels itself meaningless and weak. A woman who feels worthless, because she can not give a baby in her family. The lowest point of a woman who feels herself worthless and weak.

"Kiara, I'm sorry Hana. As a woman, Hana's leg was never in your position. My sister can't imagine either. How is the pain of being rejected at once in doubt? But as an older sister, sister Hana does not want to see you slumped. What did you just say? It is not proper to come out of the mouth of a believer. The mouth that continues to chant the holy verse, will not easily complain and doubt His decree. A body that always prays five prayers. Never feel tired of taking exams at every step of his life. Hearts and souls that have been embedded in faith and piety. It will not be filled with thoughts that will later keep it away from the faith. Kiara, sister Hana is sure you are not a weak person. The pain you are feeling now, exists with its own meaning!" hana said, Kiara nodded slowly. Both of his eyes showed hesitation in stepping. Hana rubbed Kiara's face slowly. A face that looks beautiful and shady. The hijab he wears, makes him look more and more soothing.

"But if I could imagine. I want to feel I hope. It wasn't me who was Rizal's wife. To have only happiness, not pain as it is now!" kiara said softly, Hana shook her head with a wry smile.

Hana understood Kiara's inner upheaval. No woman will be happy. When he was rejected even doubtful. A woman can sacrifice for her loved ones. Though the tears she had to shed. Hana saw clearly Kiara's readiness to release Rizal. If only by parting could make Rizal and his family happy. The readiness that Kiara will pay with tears and the destruction of her life. A wife is only happy when her husband is happy. There are many problems in every household, but children become very complex problems. For the child is not of our will, but of His will. Children are the most beautiful gifts and gifts that cannot be rejected and are not forced.

"Kiara, sister Hana once felt sadness when this self was not appreciated and rejected. When the constancy of love sister Hana is doubted. You yourself know, at what instant do people think about sister Hana? Assuming sister Hana just want to live comfortably.When Kaka Hana still married your sister. But sister Hana remained steadfast in this love. Sister Hana is sure that everything will pass, as long as Rafa always believes and holds my hand tightly. Just like you feel inappropriate for Rizal and Umi who feel you are not worthy to be the wife of her son. Sister Hana once felt tired and gave up on this marriage. Brother Hana never expected to marry the heir to the Prawira family and a great CEO like your sister. But the tiredness of Hana's brother is unreasonable and lost to His decree. Hana continues to be tied to this marriage. Though tears and pain always accompany my steps. Rafa's brother is a soul mate that Hana can't refuse. So is Rizal who became your match with all the tests that exist. Kiara, we never know of three things, for all three become His inexorable decree. We will never know who our soul mate is prepared for? But whoever he is? Believe that he is the best, the best. When did we die? Something we can't possibly guess when? Only faith can keep us calm and ready to wait. How big is our windfall? One of them is a child that we can't force his presence. Believe that everyone's fortune has been arranged with justice. Don't forget, every child born can be our child. We do not have to give birth to a new mother can be called. Fathan and his brother are your children. They have every right to regard you as their mother and Rizal as their father. Never doubt His will. We forget how to give thanks!" hana said, Kiara looked down embarrassed.

Kiara regretted saying all her doubts. With a low head Kiara let out a long breath. But now Kiara realized her mistake. Kiara understood everything was set up, she could only try. Trust and surrender the last way, if the effort has not found results.

"Sister Hana, forgive Kiara who doubted you first. Now I can feel how painful the insults and insults my mother told you. Never imagined, the pain now I feel too. Brother Hana can remain silent to receive. I complain without end!" Kiara. Hana patted Kiara's hand slowly. She smiled back at Kiara's apology.

"Silent sister Hana at that time. Evidence kak Hana believes, that everything is arranged. No one can go against His will. We must be sure, His decree is absolutely inviolable. Only by prayer and effort will we be able to continue to be patient through everything. Put it in your heart and mind. Everything's gonna be okay! Later I will be able to accept you with open arms. He will see your sincerity and realize that Rizal's happiness is only with you. About the baby in your marriage. Sister can only pray, so that you are quickly given a baby." said Hana, Kiara shook her head weakly.

"Umi won't take me easily. She rejected me because of my mother's past. Whatever the end of my marriage. I will not blame my mother. She was the mother who gave birth to me by mortgaging her life. I will never be able to repay her sacrifice and affection. I will accept the path of my destiny with sincerity. As Hana said, everything is arranged we can only keep trying and praying!" kiara said steadily, Hana nodded happily. Now Kiara began to understand, everything is in its own way. There will be a time when everything will be fine.

"Patience and sincerity, the two key words to the wholeness of a relationship. It is not easy to do those two words, but as long as you are confident and believe Allah SWT is always with you. It will be easy for you to get through!" sahut Hana, Kiara smiled to arrange the face of the sister-in-law who was able to calm her heart.

"Thank you!" kiara said softly, Hana nodded.

"Darling!"