STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Rafa's Rage

Hana Khairunnissa is a strong person, she will not fall just because of the wound of an insult. Hana only lost her parents. He had to live a day in a day. He lost his parents at the same time. It was the most painful day of Hana's lifetime.

The first meeting after one week did not meet. It was a very effective meeting. With both of Hana's eyes, she saw her husband with another woman. But it was not the anger that Hana showed. Silence without the sound Hana showed. Disappointed in the behavior of the priest of the afterlife. Hana never regretted marrying Rafa. For regret will only add to the invisible wound.

That evening Hana rode her matic motorcycle. He broke through the dense city road. Hana came home at about 17:00 wib, the distance of Hana's house is the reason Zyan allowed Hana to go home early. Even Hana never covered her status who already had a husband.

Hana never used the facilities that Rafa provided. The limitless ATM card that Rafa gave him that night. Hana never wears it, even touching it Hana never. Cell phones with extraordinary sophistication, if sold can afford one of the latest motor matic. Hana never used it. He left the phone at home. It's not Hana's prestige to use the facilities of Rafa. But the marriage he lived, made Hana feel unworthy of all that.

Instead Rafa is upset to see Hana's attitude. He vented his anger on Adrian. He came into the office with a ready rage to explode. Diana already understood, when is Rafa in angry mode?

BRRRAAAK....

Rafa slammed the door of his room perfectly. One floor heard how loud the door sounds? Both of Rafa's eyes were red, he was angry to see Hana ignoring him. Rafa is upset to see Hana silent, after seeing her behavior with Sesil. Rafa felt only wind in Hana's eyes. Maybe Rafa is wrong, but honestly from his heart Rafa wants to see Hana angry at him. Tell the world that Hana Khairunnissa is the legitimate wife of Rafa Akbar Prawira.

Rafa is very disappointed to see that Hana doesn't care about him. Rafa's disappointment culminates when Hana proudly calls him master. It's like he's a waitress and Rafa's the master. The call hurt Rafa, as if Hana said there would never be Rafa in his heart or mind. Rafa was really messed up, his rude and despicable attitude towards Hana. Just for the sake of wanting to see weak Hana. For Hana to come to him, to awaken to Rafa. Not seeing Hana weak, Rafa saw Hana who was firm and strong. It is as if Rafa never uttered a qobul ijab with him. Rafa feels foreign to Hana. Rafa's attitude makes the gap deeper and steeper.

PRAAAAYYYAAARRR'S

A perfectly landed vase hit the glass cabinet in the corner of Rafa's room. His anger was completely uncontrollable. She is very disappointed in Hana, she condemns her stupidity which makes her further with Hana. His intimacy with Sesil further made Hana want to stay away from him. Rafa is really frustrated. He was angry, upset, disappointed and devastated.

"Rafa, stop!" adrian said hysterically, while holding Rafa's hand ready to punch the wall. Rafa's body staggered backwards, as Adrian pushed him. Rafa is getting annoyed to see Adrian holding him back.

"So get out of your way, don't interfere! I have to finish this. Otherwise I'd be crazy thinking about it!" said Rafa annoyed, Adrian shook his head weakly. He sees a different Rafa, he never once sees his best friend slump. Once Adrian slumped, when his real mother died of an accident. The time when a Rafa was completely destroyed.

"Is all this because of Hana? What's he doing? Until it makes you this angry. Tell me, maybe I can help you!" adrian said, Rafa sits himself rough. He was hitting the table in front of him. As if there would be no more pain. After being satisfied to hit the table, Rafa became silent.

"He ignored me, he didn't care about me. After a week we did not meet. Hana never seemed to know me. He was silent, though he saw me kissing Sesil. He never thought I existed!" said Rafa Pilu, he spilled all his complaints on Adrian.

"Rafa, again and again you meet him while kissing Sesil. It's not just Hannah who's gonna ignore you. I'll do the same. If you're my wife, I'm not just ignoring you. In that second I will leave you too." Adrian said annoyed, Rafa stared intently at Adrian. He was angry at Adrian who seemed to support Hana's attitude.

"What do you mean?" said Rafa angry, his right hand held Adrian kra, preparing to hit Adrian. Adrian quickly releases Rafa's hand.

"Rafa, all women will be hurt to see her husband with another woman. Do you expect Hana to be angry in front of everyone? You dream of Rafa. Hana would never do that, not because she wasn't hurt. He was silent because of the status you always reminded him of. Wife on paper, without any rights to the life of Rafa Akbar Prawira!" adrian said annoyed, he saw Rafa his best friend who was very annoying. Rafa rubbed his face rough. He remembered his words that always brought up Hana's status.

"Now you understand, Hana is always wise at every step. He's tough Rafa, he's a fighter. Silence as an expression of pain. Are you hoping? Hana came running to you. Never expect, she will remain silent even if her heart screams. What are you doing with a sessile or another woman? It will only make you further away from him. If you don't believe me, ask Diana. He was Hana's only friend. He clearly understood Hana's disposition. Instead of looking for a solution, you're not even clear!"

"I have to what? Hana never thought I existed! At least he smiled at me. Imagine a week more I don't see it. Yet all I saw, was a meaningless gaze and a single call master!" rafa lirih. Rafa closed his eyes, he recalled Hana's cold demeanor that never thought it existed.

Rafa looked away considering the day he tied the promise with Hana? The day he made the woman who broke his heart. It became his whole. But the difference in status and self-esteem kept them apart. Hana who was steadfast stood up, mindlessly leaning on Rafa. The attitude that can make a Rafa Akbar Prawira destroyed. He never expected, if his heart and mind chose a simple woman like Hana.

Adrian sees clearly Rafa's unease. He sat beside Rafa, "It is Rafa, you are free to be destroyed. Hana still stands even without you. Meet him, explain your relationship with Sesil. If necessary, tell your heart. Nothing's stopping you, Hana's already your wife. He is your responsibility" Adrian said. He patted Rafa's shoulder slowly.

Rafa opened his eyes slowly. He looked up at the ceiling of his room. The difference between Hana and Rafa is very noticeable. Rafa's office, almost half Hana's house. Hana's simplicity will never be able to keep up with Rafa's luxury.

"Why should my heart choose you? This relationship should never have existed. You're too good for me, instead I'm too bad for me. Would you like me, if every time we met. Only the wounds and disgust I received. I always and always make the same mistake! I need to untie the invisible bond between us. No more hearts hurt. But can I? Can I take your hand off!" rafa's mind saw the light of the lamp, but it was inversely proportional to the darkness of my heart.

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