STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
A Warm Morning

The Dawn is rising in the eastern horizon. Marking the night has gone, changed the morning more beautiful. The rays of the warm sun feel touch the skin. The sound of birds chirping, sounding melodious in the ears. Chanting unparalleled natural symphonies. Beautiful morning soothing eyes that look. Peace and comfort created by nature. Can't it be given or shaped by anyone? Only Allah SWT is able to make beauty balanced in this nature.

Since a week ago Hana was in the village where her father grew up. Hana rarely visited her village when her parents were still around. Hana almost never came. After both of his parents died. For many years Hana lived a kara. Without family to accompany him. Just want to tell her what happened to her that day? Just always quietly tell in your heart, complain in prostration. Hope one day all the feelings of loneliness away from his life.

Hana's hope has now been realized, the owner of the heart not only removes his loneliness. But he is now the focus and hope of Hana. Protector in the face of all existing problems. The priest of the afterlife was deliberately chosen by his grandfather. The last and most beautiful gift from the late grandfather. That is the reason that led Hana to settle temporarily in this village. For the sake of finding love fragments that began to bloom in this village.

"Darling, where am I looking for you? You are sitting here relaxed. You should have invited me, at least you said goodbye. I was worried when I didn't see you at home!" said Rafa was upset, Hana turned her head without saying Rafa's words. Hana looked back at the sun shining behind the hill. His light tried to infiltrate between the leaves of the trees. Hana felt calm looking at the sunlight that was not too hot. The peace that Hana would find hard to get while in town. Rafa sat down beside Hana, his hands embracing Hana's body. Pulling Hana's head leaning against her arm.

"I wait for the sun to shine. If you wait for Rafa to take a shower. I must have lost the sun. Rafa if you take a shower can spend hours. I can get tired of waiting for you!" hana said coldly, Rafa chuckled justifying Hana's words. Rafa does not live in the village with Hana. But Rafa will always be by Hana's side whenever he needs to be. Because Rafa will come two days even every day to see the condition of Hana. Rafa's job is very unlikely to be left behind by Rafa.

"You know, too, if I've tried as fast as possible to take a shower. Every day you see the sun. Aren't you bored? See the same thing every day. I'm just starting to feel bored, seeing the same file every day!" rafa said softly, Hana shook her head weakly. But Hana's gaze locked on the sun and nature that looks beautiful. Hana stared at the sunlight without blinking. Natural beauty that will be very difficult to see when in the city. The coolness of nature is very fresh, able to remove fatigue or calm a troubled heart. The medicine provided by nature and by gazing at the beauty of nature we are able to give thanks.

"This commentary and nature are teaching me many things. I have become a proud and disbelieving human being. Every day I would not get tired of seeing the sun shine. Because by looking at it, I remember how much Allah SWT loved me. HE won't ask me to thank you. But I realized, without his affection, I would never have been able to see all this. Like your love for me, which taught Hana the cold and the fear of the world. Understand the meaning of love, so that I can be grateful for your presence as a gift that Allah SWT gave me. So that I can appreciate the happiness that is in front of me. Not just blaming and ignoring the people who love me!" said Hana lirih, without command Rafa kissed gently Hana's head covered with hijab. Hana felt a warmth that was spouting deep into her heart. Rafa's warmth and love make her the luckiest woman with all the risks she has to accept. Something actually exists very fairly. There will be no eternal happiness, of course there will be sadness that accompanies it. Life revolves around two things, joy and sorrow that always go hand in hand. They fill the hearts of people.

"I love you with all my heart. I don't need any gratitude from you. Even if you ignore me, I won't stay away from you. Because my love does not need a reply, my love sincerity without coercion" said Rafa Lirih, Hana nodded in Rafa's arms. Then he let go of Rafa's embrace. Hannah saw the water flowing. The paddy field stretched out wide in front of him. Hana saw how nature exists with its equilibrium. Each one has meaning and connection with each other. The river is there to explore the rice fields. While the rice fields exist as fields of human life. Like him who was created to know and be with Rafa Akbar Prawira. Accept all her shortcomings and advantages with all her heart.

"I never thought or imagined I could feel this happiness. I feel like I am the luckiest woman. When women race to be a part of your life. Even Rafa ignored them and ignored me. Simple woman full of twists and turns of life. Thank you for always being patient with my tough attitude. An attitude based on disappointment and hurt in his past. You are always patient and yielding, with understanding you put myself above all your desires. Forgive me for always and always putting yourself in a difficult position!" hana said then briefly turned to Rafa who was confused. Rafa followed the direction of Hana's eyes, it was undeniable. The beauty of nature is able to make our hearts and minds calm. The right decision to seek tranquility in this place. Rafa looked at Hana, muttering inwardly. How simple it is to find happiness for Hannah. Not going abroad. Or just go to the center. Just sit quietly admiring the beauty of nature. It was able to make Hana happy and calm.

"It is not you who are wrong, but my love that has not been able to understand you. Sometimes pride runs through my heart. When I feel like you are always hard and cold seeing my love is too big. Honestly, I once felt, do you really love me? Or are you with me just for the sake of Fathan and this baby. Your silence and coldness made me feel like I never had your heart. Maybe your body is with me, but your heart is with another heart. It was then that I found it hard to breathe, I was weak at imagining there was no love for me from you. By marriage we were forced and I was the only one who loved you back then. But my selfish nature always forces me to have you. With love or not from you, as long as you are by my side. I believe that love will exist. Same thing I wanted this baby. I want to prove my love, melt the coldness of your heart with little care during your pregnancy. Because when Fathan was pregnant, only tears I gave you!" said Rafa, then pulled Hana's body in his arms. The peaceful atmosphere of the morning, adds to the intimacy of two people who are in love and will always fall in love. Rafa felt the fragrance of Hana's body, gently stroking Hana's stomach. Hana's head rested on Rafa's field chest. Rafa's hands felt the touch of the baby. Feelings of parts that cannot be described with words. A son will be born in the midst of their marriage. Something that cannot be described. Rafa's happiness feels very complete with the presence of the baby.

"Everything feels heavy and stifling. I wanted to end this marriage. I'm too tired of the problems that always exist. My cold attitude will continue to hurt you. Your warm attitude will be defeated by the coldness of my attitude. But when I thought back what happened? I just realized life is not just a smile, but there are tears that must drip. We will not be happy forever, because there will be a time when sadness is present. Not pessimistic or angry about the written path. But all the sadness is there to remind us to be grateful when happy to say hello. The tears flowing. It teaches us to appreciate a smile that is hard to see, when the heart is hurt. All the problems I have, I've made learning to maturity!" hana said in Rafa's decapitation. Hana is able to feel Rafa's warm embrace. Instead Rafa got closer and closer to Hana. There is so much that can never be said in their relationship. Both Rafa and Hana had always lived in their thoughts. Decide which is good for the couple, but never realize if there is an abyss of misunderstanding that is ready to destroy.

"My condition cannot follow you. Traveling far is very risky for our baby. If I may ask, let me stay. After Rafa's brother comes home, I'll come with you to our house!" hana said, Rafa looked down weakly. Hana's rejection was as if a dim light beam. Rafa felt that his world was dark again, like a silent and lonely sky. Although Hana's answer is predictable, but Rafa still hopes for more. She really did not want to be separated from Hana even if it was only a week. Farewell will be very torturous Rafa.

"You're not afraid I'm betraying you. Within a week it was easy for me to find a partner. So please come along, so that I don't think anything!" pinta Rafa said, Hana still shook her head. Hana looked up and smiled at Rafa. As if hinting at her there was absolutely no problem Rafa went outside the island without her. Hana believes Rafa will remain loyal to her. Although Rafa will be far away from her, should Rafa betray her, Hana still has the son who will bring Rafa back into her need.

"Sir Rafa is good looks that have been around since birth. It doesn't take a week to get a woman's attention. In a matter of minutes, if you please. A woman will fall on you. The wealth you have, easily makes a woman complacent. Your position as a talented young CEO of Prawira company. It will easily make the woman nod in agreement to live with you. Marrying you is both a fortune and a loss. Not to complain, but I'm getting used to seeing the gazes of women who seem to want to take you away from me. But I believe that my heart and body still chose me. So I won't be afraid of losing you. If I had to lose you, I would still have Fathan in my arms!" hana said casually, while putting her hand right on Rafa's chest. Instead Rafa furrowed his brows cluelessly, did Hana feel disadvantageous marrying him? A woman will feel lucky without losing her life with him. Really Hana is very unique, she is able to stir Rafa's feelings.

"Darling, I love you with all my heart. So why do you feel marrying me is a loss? You have heart!" rafa said softly, Hana smiled and then got up. He walked slowly away from Rafa, then just how long Hana turned her head. Terilhat Rafa who is still confused to hear the words of Hana. Then Hana puts on a big smile. I hope Rafa smiles in his confusion.

"I always feel happy when I'm with you. But on the other hand, I'm afraid of losing you. The look of the women who are calling you. It makes me breathless, until sometimes I want to keep you in the house. So that there are no beautiful eyes of other women, who look at you as if to devour you. That's when I felt the loss of marrying someone as handsome and as good as you. At all times I have to sincerely share with the hungry gaze of another woman!" hana said casually, then walked away from Rafa. Without looking at Rafa, Hana kept walking away from Rafa. Instead Rafa smiled and began to understand the meaning of loss that Hana said. Rafa was happy after Hana said her heart. Something that Rafa would have been hard to hear.

"Darling, it's not just you who feel claustrophobic. I was much more tormented to see the attention of Naufal or Rama to you. They are the men who were in your life before me. Although I know, I am the only one in your heart now. Sometimes I want to turn the clock around, wishing I was the only man in your life after my late father!" whispered Rafa while hugging Hana tightly. Rafa held onto Hana very tightly. Full of warmth and happiness.

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