STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
The Cold Attitude that Becomes

The dawn greeted him with a warm light. The sound of birds chirping accompanies, adding to the warmth of the morning. The blue sky without white clouds, signifying its brightness today. As beautiful and warm as day, Hana's face looked happy filled with smiles. Since waking up from sleep, Hana has been the spirit of starting today. Not without reason for Hana's happiness this morning.

After a week of Annisa's arrival, this morning Hana will meet Annisa at the hospital. Hana will visit Naufal, and she and Diana promise to visit Naufal together. Rafa who saw Hana's happiness was a little jealous. Rafa feels that Hana's smile is not just for Annisa's sake, but the joy of meeting Naufal. Last night Rafa and Hana did understand the difference. I don't know why Rafa is just jealous of Naufal? Even the emotional closeness of Hana and Annisa makes Rafa's jealousy stronger.

Every time Rafa gets jealous, Hana makes Rafa smile. Never could Rafa be angry at Hana for more than an hour. Because Hana realizes that Rafa's jealousy is there. When Rafa wants to be pampered or seduced by Hana. For years of her marriage, Rafa was still the same as before. She was still afraid of losing Hana. Moreover, Fathan's affection for Hana is so great. It makes Rafa afraid of losing both. If it used to be without her son Hana was able to leave Rafa. Especially now with two sons who are ready to become supporting legs for Hana.

"What's up, papa? Why is papa's face moody?" fathan said, he was sitting right next to Rafa. Fathan saw the look on Rafa's face. Rafa's two hands supported his chin. It was as if I was thinking about something. An attitude that shows Rafa is angry or upset. Rafa just stared at Fathan. He didn't think to answer Fathan's question.

"Papa was angry with mom. He was jealous because mom was going to the hospital to visit Naufal. I wonder equally papa, his son is already this big. It's still jealousy that doesn't matter. Why do you have anything to do with Naufal? Wasn't Naufal's sister-in-law mama. Husband of aunt Salsa!" sahut Faiq coldly shook his head in disbelief. Fathan turned to Rafa. As if needing an explanation from Rafa, Rafa casually nodded slowly. Assuming Faiq's words, Fathan laughed as he shook his head. He did not expect that Rafa could still be jealous of Hana.

"Papa was seriously jealous of om Naufal. Why aren't you jealous of others? There are many other men besides Naufal. She's mom's sister-in-law, not anyone else! Love makes you blind!" fathan said no less cold than Faiq said. Rafa curls sharply towards his two sons. Instead of supporting, the two seemed to mock and not believe if Rafa's jealousy was right. Hana smiles hearing her two sons tease Rafa. Rafa's childish attitude will remain the same. He would only be jealous of Naufal. For Naufal is the one who was Hana's helper. Although love may not happen, but somehow Rafa is always jealous if Hana is happy to meet Naufal.

"Laugh, is papa okay? Later you will feel the same with papa. When you love a woman. Your life will revolve around him. That's when you'll feel what you feel. Jealousy is not a desire, but we will feel when the heart begins to feel uncomfortable!" rafa said ketus, answering the innuendo of his two sons. Fathan and Faiq shook their heads in unison. Both seem to want to say, will not love a woman.

"I don't want to get caught up in a complicated love. Right now I just want to help as many people as possible. Only a woman's mother is in my heart. If brother Fathan is possible, he is very close to many women. One of them stood behind him!" faiq said coldly, Fathan and Rafa turned their heads. Davina was standing not far from the dining table. Fathan nodded in understanding the direction Faiq said. Everything's getting clearer for Fathan. Faiq's cold attitude was nothing more than an unfeeling jealousy.

"Why are you talking non-stop? Have breakfast, mom should leave soon. Look Davina's here. Diana has arrived too. If you don't eat breakfast, too. When will I go to the hospital?" sahut Hana was upset, then sat down beside Faiq. Rafa was getting annoyed, Diana and Adrian walked over. Adrian saw the look on Rafa's face that was upset. Adrian knows the reason for Rafa's annoyance. Adrian slapped Rafa on the back.

"Why else are you? Jealous of knowing Hana would visit Naufal. You still cheated on him. Soon you will have a daughter-in-law and grandchild. You are no longer young!" adrian teases Rafa, but Rafa turns with red eyes holding back anger. Diana chuckled at the sight of the two friends who were always fighting. But behind the quarrel there is an irreplaceable warmth.

"Om Adrian only knows, if papa's jealousy doesn't matter!" sahut Fathan, Hana shook her head to see her husband constantly being pressured. Gently Hana pulled Rafa's hand. He kissed Rafa's back. All eyes stared in wonder at Hana's attitude.

"Sir Rafa, I just want to hold this hand instead of the other. Even though you are not jealous, I already know the magnitude of your love for me. Let them doubt or laugh at you. Only I can understand your love!" sahut Hana, Rafa nodded in understanding. Fathan and Faiq smiled happily at the warmth of his parents who were never timid.

"Hana, we're leaving now. I still have to take Davina to campus. Free seducing sister Rafa. When is he not jealous of you? Even for your sake he is ready to lose everything. Adrian wasn't that big loving me. That's why he won't care, even if I meet another man!" said Diana, Hana nodded while standing up. Adrian shook his head weakly, then held Diana's hand. It was as if she wanted to say she loved Diana. But Diana brusquely brushed it off. Rafa chuckles at Adrian who Diana doesn't care about.

"Mama, Faiq go first!" said Faiq, he was about to kiss the back of Hana's hand alternately with Diana. Fathan did the same. She kissed the back of Hana's hand as well as Diana's.

"Mama, why don't you go with Faiq? Isn't Faiq also going to the hospital. So Diana's aunt doesn't need to drive her own car. All Faiq can take Davina to campus!" fathan said intentionally, he wanted to see Faiq's expression when asked to drive Davina. Hana had not yet nodded, and Faiq had already heard Fathan's words.

"I have to be an apple in the morning. So it will not be possible to turn to the campus. Why should I drive him anyway? Is not brother Fathan closer to him. So Brother Fathan was the one who drove him. I'll take mama and aunt Davina to the hospital!" aahut Faiq was cold, Davina immediately lowered her head. Again and again he got the rejection and cold attitude of Faiq. Hana and Diana nodded in agreement with Faiq's proposal. Finally it was decided Fathan would take Davina. But it was Davina's turn to refuse.

"Mama Hana, I'm going in a taxi. Poor brother Fathan for taking me to campus. The distance from Fathan's office to campus is a little. I can go to college alone!" davina said softly, she spoke without looking at Faiq who was standing not far from her. Hana shook her head in disapproval, Faiq let out a long sigh. Faiq walked to his car past Davina who kept his head down.

"Aren't you happy when one car with brother Fathan. Then why refuse?" said Faiq lirih, Davina shook her head while looking up. He unintentionally stared into Faiq's eyes. Davina immediately looked down.

"I'll take her first, then we'll go to the hospital!" said Faiq coldly, then got into his car. Fathan smiled wryly at the annoyed sister. Diana and Hannah got into the car. They chose to sit in the back. While Davina likes not to like having to sit in front with Faiq.

"Wear your seatbelt, I don't want to be ticketed because of you!" said Faiq coldly, Davina nodded slowly. Davina never really thought Faiq's cold attitude would continue. After his departure for years. While Hana and Diana were silent at Faiq's cold attitude. Why are they both smiling? Faiq's cold attitude had many meanings.

"Why is Faiq you're always cold to me? I never hurt or hated you. I've always been warm to you. The same attitude I showed to Brother Fathan. Ever since we met, you never once said my name. You seem disgusted to say my name. What is my fault with you? Can't we be friends, at least you're being nice to me. I feel like it's just the hatred you've shown me. I really hope after your departure. You will change and assume I exist. I don't need your love, really Faiq. I just want to be friends with you. Like our parents' friendship!" inner Davina pilu. Long Davina lowered her head, contemplating Faiq's cold demeanor that never warmed.

"Why daydream? Regret that I'm the one who dropped you off, not brother Fathan!" said Faiq coldly, disperse the reverie of Davina. Suddenly Davina looked up in shock as she turned to Faiq. Faiq was focused on looking ahead. While Davina was increasingly surprised to see the changing attitude of Faiq. He never thought Faiq would notice.

"Don't look at me like that!" faiq said, Davina nodded in embarrassment. Faiq's gaze was straight ahead, but he knew that Davina was looking at him in astonishment. Did Davina really know who Faiq was? The coldness of his attitude that became even more after a long time of not meeting. It made Davina's heart ache, but Davina felt Faiq's coldness on the other hand. Like a worry that is intentionally covered.

"Sorry!" sahut.