STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Everything Is Written...

"Our principles are different, even though I realize that love exists. But our principles are different for real. Do not love with admiration, but love with faith is best. You and I are different in principle, something we can't equate to anytime?" vania said softly, Steven looked down speechless. Vania looked out of the cafe. He saw the city crowd this afternoon. With a questioning look, Vania seemed to be looking for answers to all the questions in her mind.

"Isn't our path together. At least I deserve to know, love yourself to me. Tell me, my race is retorted or just a taste that claps one hand. If my race is only mine. I'll keep and close my race meeting for you. I'll be out of town tonight. I'll bring an answer to this taste. As bitter as that!" steven said, Vania nodded slowly. With a gaze full of shade. Vania looked at Steven's face. He smiled behind his veil. It's not just Steven who wants everything to be clear. Vania also hopes that there will be no more misunderstandings between the two. Vania will explain her personal opinion of Steven.

"Steven, all this time I thought of you as just no more friend. I couldn't have had more taste for you or any man. I was born in a boarding school. Not to distinguish from other environments. But real since childhood I was educated to understand the meaning of my faith. For a woman like me, it would be inappropriate to hold a taste in a man who is not my faith. One thing you should know, my marriage has been decided since I was a teenager. I have been preached by one of my father's best friend's sons. Since then I have never thought of getting to know a man other than my cousin Faiq. If you ask, what do I think of you? To be honest I admire your attitude, you gentle-hearted man. But I have to stop that admiration. Not to turn into love. That's why I try to avoid you. I don't want you to hope for an unrequited feeling. Regardless of the difference between us!" vania said, Steven was silent. His heart ached, his chest tightened as if he could no longer breathe. Vania he always dreamed of. It now belongs to someone else. It felt like it had to end, he should be able to accept the harsh reality.

"If we were one principle, maybe I could still hope. I'll try to get you. In any way? But all will only be wishful thinking that will never come!" steven is full of regrets. Vania was silent at Steven's grief. It's not his intention to hurt Stevan. Vania can't change what's written.

"It is not proper for a believer to say that. You should have realized, what happened has become a written path? If I'm not the one written for you. Believe that there will be the best woman for you. I never thought I'd want to hurt you, but this fact you should know. Don't let your love destroy your faith. Love is beautiful when we understand its meaning. Had you abandoned your faith, I would have never accepted you. Love is reconciling not destroying. Loving at the risk of faith. It is not love, but gambling that you will want to win. Love the woman with the faith you have. You will find the best woman. I hope after this, we can still get to know each other as friends. Come to my wedding later. I'll remember knowing and being loved by a great doctor like you. Never change for someone else. Be yourself, for love with change will leave regrets!" vania said, Steven nodded slowly. With great admiration, Steven looked at the veiled woman in front of him. Now he realizes the reason for his love for Vania. Not because of the invisible beauty of the face. But such a strong faith of a Vania. The simplicity of the way of thinking about love. Steven begins to realize, if sincere love does not have to be avenged.

"Thank you, Vania, for teaching me the meaning of love. Maybe my love was unrequited, but now I realize that happiness is simple. I will return to my faith. At least I can get one of love and faith. To be honest, I envy the man who was your future husband. He's lucky to have a woman like you. Full of understanding and responsibility. I will remember the one you once had in my heart!" as Steven said, Vania nodded slowly. He smiled behind his veil. A taste that must be extinct before it develops. Love is marred by difference and culture. But the friendship that is established, can never be denied again. If love cannot be united, then friendship will be created without anyone asking.

"Thank you for your prayers. I will try to be happy. Although actually happy there is a line with sadness. I will walk with my head held high. Looking at a world full of challenges and mysteries. If I could be honest. Any luck with that guy? Until this moment we never met. Our marriage was there when the parents decided. Even though I never knew or saw him. I believe that my parents would not choose wrongly. Because until the end of the day, parents only think about the happiness of their sons and daughters. With that confidence, I'm sure he's the best for me!" said Vania softly, Steven stared fixedly at Vania. Maybe this is the last time he can see Vania. After this Vania will belong to someone else. He had to go back to his parents. Steven must return to his spirit to help others. He will make the end of his love as the spirit for the beginning of his success.

"Vania Aulia Azzrah, a beautiful name with a very noble meaning. The name I wrote on the wall of my heart. The name that became my friend in my sleep. The name that makes me smile always makes me smile even in my wounds. That name can no longer be in my heart. The name that will later coincide with the name of the priest. Vania is no ordinary woman. He taught me the meaning of love. He reminded this despicable servant of his faith. My love for her may not be reciprocated, but my admiration for her will always be eternal. Vania though not my hand that will hold your hand. Although it is not my body that will sustain you. One thing is certain my prayer and love will always be with you. Your happiness will be my smile. Your smile will be my spirit. I will remember you in my heart and soul. Remembering if there's a veiled woman that reminds me of what it means to love. Thank you for being present in my empty life. May you always be happy!" inner Steven.