
The sun no longer shines, changing the bright sunlight. The heat touched Hana's body. Reminds Hana that it is no longer morning. Without feeling nearly an hour more Hana was at the funeral. Hana wakes up when a hand gives her a bottle of mineral water. Sontak Hana looked up, with both eyes poking at Hana who gave her a bottle of water.
"Sir Naufal!" greet Hana softly, as Hana stood up. He wiped his tears. Naufal smiled at Hana.
"Drink Hana, after we have calmed down. I'll pray for a moment. If it's necessary, we can talk after this!" said Naufal Friendly, Hana nodded slowly. He received the mineral water that Naufal gave him. Hannah saw Naufal praying. Almost every year Naufal comes on pilgrimage. Today she accidentally meets Hana.
"Tell me, what's bothering you? If you can, tell me. Maybe I can help you, at least I'll stay the same. Naufal was once your back!" naufal said weakly, Hana shook her head. Naufal had guessed, Hana would never be willing to tell him her complaint again. Their different status, made Hana keep her distance.
"So Naufal may have stayed the same, but I'm different now. A lot of things in me have changed. Not only has my status, nature and attitude changed. I'm no longer the strong Hana. I'm weak, because of my love for Rafa's brother. I am no longer strong, I am fragile for the love of my husband. If only I were the old Hana. Maybe I'm not all this. At least thank you for being Hana's back then and now!" hana said, Naufal nodded slowly. He was able to see Hana's unease. Long Naufal saw Hana crying and daydreaming in front of the graves of her parents. Hana may be weak, but she is strong if all for the sake of others. Naufal hoped for Hana's problems as much as possible. It will be finished soon.
"Alright, I'm sure you're capable of solving all your problems. The Hana I know is capable of thinking wisely. He will finish it with a calm heart and mind. Not with anger that never resolves. Because anger will only add to the problem, not solve the problem!" naufal said, Hana nodded in understanding. Hana set out early in the morning to the funeral. Not to dodge, Hana wanted to find calm. Hana couldn't close her eyes. He did not dare to face Rafa.
"I have to go home. Fathan must need me, I left him with Salsa. One more thing, Salsa awaits your good intentions. She may be my sister, but I know her as a woman of good personality. Do not think, treasure can give happiness. Treasure is not everything, but the main heart. Don't solve all problems with possessions. For the treasure is only a deposit that will be lost!" hana said, as she passed away leaving Naufal. Only Hana's back seemed to be getting further away.
"Whatever your problem is, I'm sure you can solve it. Hana you never change. It's just that you're starting to feel comfortable in Rafa's protection. You've found the full backrest. Someone who can take care of you from the storm or the heat. But apparently, it was your backrest that has now become that storm. Just like you survived a kara. Fight the world with sincerity. Today I believe you can get through this. With the sincerity and firmness of your love. Your sincerity will make you realize that Rafa is the best priest and protector for you. My prayer for you, proof of my racial sincerity for you!" inner Naufal.
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"Salsa, where's Hana? I have an appointment with him, and I want to give him this key!" diana said, Salsa shrugged her shoulders a sign that she did not know where Hana was. Since the morning blind Hana has been gone. Hana leaves Fathan on Salsa. Because when Hana left, Fathan was still sleeping. Hana left without speaking. Salsa never knew where Hana was going?
"Sir Hana's gone since morning. He even left alone, without a driver. Do you promise where you're going? Hana didn't say anything to me? Hana didn't say she was going with you!" salsa said in surprise, Diana shook her head in reply to Salsa's question. Adrian appears to have come, with the reason to take Diana. Adrian wants to see Rafa. Since last night he was worried about the condition of his best friend. The fear of losing Hana is clearly visible. Rafa's life seems to stop, it's all over in a matter of minutes. Rafa was destroyed in one blow.
"Honey, I've met Hana. I'll see Rafa first. I'll remind you of the meeting this morning!" adrian said casually, Diana nodded. Salsa prepared breakfast. He replaced Hana's job. Because until breakfast time Hana did not go home. Diana helps Salsa prepare the dining table. Fathan was sleeping in his stroller. Without caring about the people around him.
"Rafa, you're fine!" adrian said softly, Rafa came down with neat clothes. Actually since last night Rafa and Hana did not sleep in one room. Rafa chooses to sleep in the guest room. She was too scared to see Hannah. The shadow of the accident haunts Rafa. He did not expect the accident to be fatal. Two lives were lost in an instant. Rafa stared at Fathan who was asleep. Rafa can't afford to lose Hana and Fathan.
Adrian sees for himself Rafa's silence an early sign of his destruction. Rafa's a hot-tempered person, if silent like this. The burden of his mind is heavy. Rafa was no longer able to stand on both feet. With a gontai move, Rafa approached Fathan. He leaned over kissing softly on Fathan's cheek. Three pairs of eyes stared at Rafa merrily. Only Adrian knows the meaning of Rafa's kiss. Not only Rafa's affection, but the guilt that seemed to kill Rafa.
"Rafa, calm down everything will definitely be fine! Hannah is not a vengeful person. The proof is that he can forgive the Wirawan family. Why can't he forgive you?" adrian whispered, Rafa fell silent. He chose to sit at the dining table. Salsa and Diana looked at Rafa in wonder. Rafa's silent attitude seemed to show the burden of beeat. The departure of Hana early in the morning, as if to say there is a very big problem.
"We better have breakfast. Freely waiting for Hana's sister, she won't come!" salsa said casually, as Rafa turned to Salsa. She was shocked when she heard that Hana was not home. Moreover, Hana left without Fathan. Rafa stared intently at Salsa and Diana. As if asking, where is Hana now? Adrian sees anxiety and fear in Rafa's gaze
"Where did your sister go? Why didn't he tell me? Why don't you come along? Isn't your brother's condition unstable!" fawning Rafa a bit of emotion, Salsa lowered her head in fear. What Rafa said was right? But Salsa has forced to follow, Hana forbids on the grounds that no one is guarding Fathan. Diana can easily catch a problem that is happening to her best friend.
"I'm sorry, sister Hana forbid me to come. He left Fathan to me. Brother Hana just left for a while. I don't know if Hana's sister's been all this time. I should have forced my way along, if I ended up worrying about it!" said Salsa lirih while looking down regretfully. Rafa rubbed his face rough. Hana's departure made such a great fear in her heart. Now Hana left without saying goodbye, as if a signal of Hana's departure forever. Rafa propped up his chin with both hands. Rafa's mind was no longer clear. Just a shadow of Hana's departure and the fear of losing Hana. All filled Rafa's mind.
"Calm down Rafa. Hana must have come home, I know who my best friend is? I know where Hana's going now? He needs time to be alone. Hana will return, because her love is here. Maybe Hana was worried. I'm sure he'll be back. Hana will not betray the taste that Rafa gave her. If Hana is going. He'll go with his body straight. He's not a coward who goes away without saying goodbye!" diana said casually, Rafa lowered her head. Diana's words were not a breath of fresh air, instead becoming a storm ready to break Rafa's heart.
"Honey, if Hana finds out who hit her parents? What's Hana gonna do? Forgive that person or hate him. You must understand Hana's nature!" adrian said to Diana, Diana turned her head red. Rafa looked at Diana. Diana's anger seems real, a friend who understands his wife more than anyone?
"If Hana would probably shut up. He wouldn't hate that guy. Hana is not the vengeful type, Hana will forgive the person wholeheartedly. Is everything written anyway? But Hana would never want to see that person. Hana was too scared to get hurt. Hana once said, if she met that person. Hana wanted to give her something that her family had given her first. If only they had come with an apology. Maybe Hana still wants to get to know that guy!" salsa said, Adrian and Rafa turned at the same time. They did not understand Diana's words. Rafa gestured to Adrian, to ask Diana clearly.
"What do you mean, baby?"
"Actually Hana never got angry at the hitter. For Hannah realized that all had become His decree. No one can oppose or reject everything that has been written. But the family's arrogance, made Hana hurt and angry. Not coming up with an apology. They gave money in exchange for two lives lost. Maybe for them the only money a 15-year-old girl needs. As life insurance after both parents are gone. Hana never used the money. Hana deposited all the money given by the wealthy family. If only Hana had met that person. Maybe Hana's gonna apologize. Because he caused the man an accident. Hannah never demanded, because Hana saw for herself. The man was taken to the hospital in a severe condition. He did not survive the accident!" diana, Rafa and Adrian said weakly. They dig something just up the skin. They did not expect, there was a deep wound behind the accident. A Humiliation over the wound of loss. Really the Prawira family considers the treasure of everything and is able to solve problems.
"Rafa, it seems like everything will be very difficult. Your family is really not careful. They gave money to a girl. Just to keep their family names honorable. Where are their consciences? Are their eyes blind? It was like tears flowing unseen!" adrian whispered, Rafa nodded weakly. Suddenly Fathan wept, As Rafa held Fathan, he took it from Salsa's sling.
Everyone saw Rafa's great affection for Fathan. Hana hasn't been seen yet, where is she? Rafa seems increasingly devastated to hear the facts about the Prawira family. Fathan sleeps in Rafa's arms. Fathan's head rested on Rafa's shoulder. Gently Rafa, caressing Fathan's back.
"Darling, give me the strength to look at your mama's face. Help me get an apology from your mom. Tear your heart so you can see your love. Be papa and mama's fastener. Bring your mom and dad together, like you used to. You're the only reason mom stays by papa's side. Losing your mom would have ruined your dad. Please, be the reason our families remain united. Be the winner Fathan who will keep papa and mama together!" rafa's mind, while gently stroking Fathan's back. Then kiss Fathan's hair gently. Rafa vented his uneasiness by hugging Fathan. His love for Hana.
Adrian sees the real weakness of Rafa Akbar Prawira. The fear of real loss is seen from Rafa's embrace of Fathan. Belaain Rafa was as if an endless unease. Rafa's kiss on Fathan's drug amid the turmoil of his heart.
"The first time I saw your weakness. Your fragile reason is not boned. I never really thought. Love can change you, Hana makes you numb. Her love turns your rough world into a gentle affectionate one. Should I be sad to see your loving life change. Or I should be happy to see your weak and fragile for love!" inner Adrian stared at Rafa Pilu. For years Adrian lived with Rafa. Today he saw clearly the fear that Rafa would lose Hana.
After Fathan falls asleep, Rafa puts him in the stroller. No one had a taste for breakfast. All waiting for Hana who never came.
"Why hasn't anyone had breakfast yet? What's the bad cuisine?" hana said, all turned around. Looks like Hana came with a very relaxed face. Sontak Rafa stood up shortly after seeing Hana coming. Rafa pushed the chair very hard, so the chair fell down. Hana silently stared at Rafa's face. He was afraid Rafa said everything now. Hana was still afraid to hear it directly from Rafa's lips. Hana took a few steps back, but it was too late that she dodged. Rafa pulled Hana's body, hugging her very tightly. Rafa gave off all the anxiety he felt.
"No more, I can't watch you leave without saying goodbye to me. Please, never stay away from me. I can't breathe without you. No more, please stay by my side. Hate me if it makes you calm. But never leave me. I beg!" whispered Rafa right in Hana's ear. Rafa's raucous voice was clearly heard by Hana's ears. Rafa was crying in Hana's arms.
"Could let go of his embrace, I should take a shower!" hana said coldly, Rafa shook his head weakly.
"Before you promise not to leave me!"
"I'm not leaving, but I don't want to be next to you either!" sahut Hana, Rafa nodded slowly. Rafa let go of his embrace.
"That's so much better, than you going away from me!"