STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Hurried Rain...

I met with Davina this morning. Opening Faiq's heart and mind. He felt a pain that he could no longer bear. Faiq was agitated at the thought of Davina's departure. He has lost both Davina's love and faith. Faiq felt a great loneliness. She misses Davina who always loved her. Faiq never thought. If Davina's decision will be the end of the flavor between them.

Faiq was no longer able to concentrate. His mind was just spinning on Davina. Faiq denies his professional attitude. He was no longer able to think clearly. He wants to talk to Davina. Faiq wanted to apologize, if necessary. But everything seems too late considering the determination of Davina's heart. Davina's final decision to leave Faiq. Is it temporary or forever? Faiq vividly remembered the words spoken from Davina's lips. All played beautifully in Faiq's mind.

Since noon Faiq decided to wait for Davina in front of his car. He couldn't have seen Davina in the hospital. Staying working was also impossible for Faiq to do. Faiq's better off waiting for Davina to get home from work. He leaned on his car. Faiq was standing right in front of the hospital entrance. Everyone saw Faiq, but none of them dared to greet Faiq. The famous hospital chief was cold-handed and resolute.

Faiq continued to stare at the hospital entrance. He focused on seeing everyone coming in. Faiq hopes Davina will be discharged from the hospital. He didn't want to lose Davina. He could have met Davina at his house. But wait until later tonight. Faiq seemed incapable, he was really afraid of losing Davina. Faiq saw clearly the seriousness of Davina. Faiq felt the pain of waiting, the pain that he inflicted on Davina over the past week. Faiq tried to recall Davina's words this morning.

FLASHBACKS

"Wait, we need to talk. I can't if you shut up like this!" faiq said while holding Davina's hand. Faiq was unable to see Davina's attitude away from him. Faiq could not if he continued to see anger in Davina's eyes. Instead Davina did not want to meet Faiq. He did not want to melt with the momentary attention Faiq gave. If only the wounds would be incised by Faiq. Because everything will happen again. Davina was tired of the same wounds, ignored and disrespected.

"Sorry Doctor Faiq, we're at work. You are a doctor and I am just a regular staffer. Let go of my hand!" said Davina firmly, while brushed off Faiq's hand. Davina accidentally touched Faiq's hand. There was a strange taste that permeated Davina's heart. The first time Faiq's hand was touched by her. Why leave a different taste? Davina never expected. If touching Faiq's hand gives a sense that can not be interpreted.

The hand he had and continues to hope to be his protector. The hand that will hold it when quiet and sunyinya. The hand that leads him to his jannah. The hand that is now starting to move away from Davina's mind. A decision that Davina must make. Not wanting to hurt or hurt, but hoping for the best decision. Davina's decision leaves all of her taste. Only for the sake of Faiq's happiness, so that no one else would disturb his life.

Faiq was flabbergasted when he saw Davina clasping her hand. He never saw Davina do any of this. Usually Davina wants Faiq to touch or notice her. But a different attitude was accepted by Faiq this time. Davina ignored even the attention of Faiq. The attitude that Faiq almost never got from Davina. There is such a deep sense of loss. He took a deep look into Faiq's heart. With a gontai step, Faiq walked towards his desk. He took the bolpoint. Faiq signed the file that Davina submitted. Then give it to Davina.

"Get this file, go if it's your decision. I have received your resignation letter. Even I have given recommendations to companies or hospitals abroad. So you can get a job there. I have fulfilled all your wishes. May you be happy now. I wish you the best. Wherever you are? May only happiness be obtained!" said Faiq lirih, Davina nodded slowly. He received a signed file from Faiq. The file that made Faiq angry. Something that made Faiq know that Davina would leave him. Leaving this city, even the country he had lived in since childhood. Davina left the same sky as Faiq.

"Thank you, I'm sorry doctor Faiq. Again, I'm sorry to bother you!" said Davina softly, Faiq silently sculpted. Davina walked out of Faiq's room. But his steps came to a halt, as he heard Faiq speak.

"I've misjudged you. I think you're different from most women. I hope you can understand me and my work. Now I realize, you're like any other woman who puts feelings first rather than logic. I really never expected you to behave like this. Someone who is educated will be better able to understand. Taking care of a patient or helping someone in need is mandatory. I was wrong to give up all my love for you. Everything I gave you. Can't make you believe and be sure of my love for you. You have more confidence in your heart and mind, without considering the reasons behind it. You punished me by leaving me. Just because I'm more concerned with my job. Davina Nur Latifah, I never expected. Everything has to be like this. You left without saying anything? Only one-sided judgment you give. A prisoner deserves a chance. You punished me without giving me a chance. That's how angry you are with me. Until you consider me, nothing more than a man of love!" said Faiq lirih, looking down. Both of his hands were propping his body on the table. Faiq spoke without looking at Davina. Faiq continued to look down at his desk. Her chest feels tight. He's having trouble breathing. Instead Davina stood sculpting right in front of the door of Faiq's room. He clutched the dossier Faiq had signed.

"I'm sorry if I'm not the woman you expected me to be. You're right to say, I'm not as educated as Zahra. He was a teacher who was able to read and understand the feelings of his students. She is also a woman who can understand your heart. Maybe I'm not the one who deserves you, but Zahra the woman who keeps silent love for you. I will not defend myself. From the beginning we had different views. You are right in your way of thinking and I am right in my opinion. Sorry if I can't understand your work. I couldn't help the jealousy that plagued my heart and mind. So that I can no longer sort out what is right and wrong? One thing I think is right. When you get a call from Zahra. I'm at home nervous thinking about your situation. You disappeared without any news, no calls or messages you responded to. While you two are with Zahra worried about her father. I was alone in tears longing for your voice, with nothing I could talk to. I waited a week for your message or phone call, but the truth is bitter. Just once you've picked up your phone for me. To feel valuable in your life. The opportunity you asked for has passed, not with a smile I waited for you. With tears I look forward to your attention. But it's not the attention I've received, it's your relationship with Zahra that I've always seen. Maybe he's your patient's son, but he's also saving love for you. He is also the one who can fall in love. I'd better go, so that my wounds don't get deeper. Thank you for the prayer you gave. The same prayer I said for you. The priest I miss in my every bow. Hope you find the best!" said Davina, then opened the door and left Faiq. Davina's words cut Faiq's heart. Everything seemed to be right heard in Faiq's ears. Almost a week Faiq only focused on taking care of his father Zahra. Without Faiq realizing it, he ignored Davina. Originally Faiq would explain today, but it was all too late. Davina has decided the end of it all.

Nearly three hours more Faiq stood leaning against his car. He was waiting for Davina to get out of the hospital. The hospital staff looked down to greet Faiq. Without daring to ask the reason Faiq was standing in front of his car. Everyone buried their curiosity tight. Somehow Faiq did not feel tired waiting for Davina under the clear sky. Faiq began to realize, not only that his love belonged entirely to Davina. But his whole life revolved around Davina.

The clock kept going, but there was no sign of Davina getting out of the hospital. The originally clear sky turned cloudy. There is no more heat of the sun. Now the cold wind that felt piercing Faiq's bones. The sound of lightning repressed each other, starting the rain that soon fell. The atmosphere of the sky turned dark and cold. It's like Faiq's dark heart without Davina's love. The raindrops that fell as if they wanted to heal Faiq's tears. The tears that came down gave way to Davina.

Faiq remained standing even as rain began to fall. The rush of rain fell, not making Faiq budge. Annisa and Zahra were standing right at the entrance. Both were out when staff reported Faiq's condition. Annisa felt that something was not right. He immediately contacted Fathan. He asks Fathan to meet Faiq and find out, what really happened? Zahra who saw Faiq rained on felt pity. Without much thought he immediately approached Faiq. Zahra brought an umbrella for Faiq. Although Zahra did not know the reason for Faiq's attitude. But he could not bear to see Faiq torturing himself.

The hospital was in an uproar. They saw the cold head of the hospital standing in the rain. Not an hour or two, he had already stood for more than three hours. Every hospital staff, wants to see Faiq. But all of them back off, as Annisa resolutely asks them to leave. An uproar about Faiq was heard by Davina.

He saw Faiq from his room on the third floor. Davina could see clearly, Faiq who was standing under the torrent of rain that afternoon. Davina's gaze locked onto the sticky Faiq. There was a sense of pity and hurt at Faiq's attitude. But Davina must be strong, so that no more tears will fall. Old Davina looked at Faiq. Finally he decided to meet Faiq. Although not as a lover. He will come as a friend who congratulates you. But he had not yet moved from his place. Davina saw a woman approaching Faiq. Carrying a black umbrella, he covered Faiq. Davina could not see clearly. Davina could guess, who was the woman Faiq was with? Only two people could now be that close to Faiq other than him. Doctors Annisa and Zahra, only Zahra the woman who will be injured sees Faiq injured. With a gontai Davina step away from the window. He sits in his seat. Davina leaned back to look up at the hospital sky

"He's the one who's gonna be there first to see you. He will be with you. Wipe your tears, wipe every drop of your sweat. Prepare all your needs. She's a driven woman capable of understanding your every grievance. He will support you in every step of your life. He who will be there when your heart is troubled. Even if he is not in your heart. He will knock on the door of your heart. Whoever him? I wish you were happy with her. Believe me everything will be fine!" inner Davina was filled with tears. Not only were her eyes crying, but her heart was crying. Everything felt heavier, as Faiq behaved like that.

"Doctor Faiq, we better get in. The rain is too heavy, you can get sick if you continue under the rain. If you are a doctor, you should set a good example. Whatever your problem, you better solve it well. Not by torturing yourself. None of this will solve the problem, which adds new problems!" zahra tries to give understanding. But Faiq remained silent. He did not flinch or speak the words of Zahra. Faiq dissolved in his mind. His gaze remained focused on the entrance of the hospital.

Both of them stood in the rain. Zahra's long gems are getting wet. The earth cannot contain rainwater. Not long after the sound of the car came. Fathan came and parked his car right next to Faiq's. Fathan took off his office suit, he folded his long hem up to the elbow. Fathan came out without an umbrella. He approached Faiq and leaned against Faiq's car. Now Fathan and Faiq are both standing under the torrent of rain. Zahra left two brothers who were standing under the torrent of rain.

"Faiq, aunt Diana is meeting mama. She gave me your engagement ring. Mama was shocked when Aunt Diana returned her engagement ring. But after Aunt Diana explained, mama finally agreed. Mama let Davina go. I never knew why Davina canceled your engagement. But looking at your attitude now, I feel something is wrong. Then what do you want to prove by standing here. If you really feel Davina is valuable, go after her and fight for her!" said Fathan, he patted Faiq's shoulder slowly. Fathan sees Faiq's fragility. It turns out that Davina had an influence on Fathan's life.

"It turns out he really wants to leave. He had planned his departure very carefully. Even his heart seemed to freeze, he did not feel sorry to see me like this!" said Faiq lirih, then looked down. Fathan approached Faiq and hugged him tightly.

"Faiq, not Davina maturely thought of her departure plan. But you made all his hopes stronger. Your attitude that involves it goes as far away from you as possible. His heart never opens, but his heart is melted waiting for your attention and care!"