STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Drizzle night...

The night sky was clear, and it was beginning to cloud. The moonlight is hidden, replaced by a red sky. The cold of the night was getting pierced to the bone. When the wind blows carrying steam, the sign of the rain wants to say hello. The earthy thunderous roar. Adding to the night shahdu, breaking the silence created. No sound of the night animals. Beautiful melody on a clear night, disappeared along with a drizzle that began to greet.

Right on the top floor of a magnificent house. Faiq stood with his hands resting on the iron fence of the balcony. A house located in one of the elite. Luxury mansion with 4th floor. Standing firmly on the unmitigated land area. The building seemed capable of reaching the high sky. Even if it never happens, it will never be real. Faiq looked up at the hostile sky. Feeling the drops by drops of water that gently touched his face. A drizzle that seemed to understand her tears.

Faiq silently felt the cold of the night. His bones were so strong, as if cold as to be unable to freeze his body. Faiq no longer cared about the surrounding conditions, his mind was filled with a burden he could not say. Sesil's opinion of Hana, disturbed the peace of Faiq's heart. Leaving a real restless being is not easily forgotten.

Huuuff

The sound of Faiq breathing, weak but seemed to defeat the sound of the wind blowing. Faiq felt outraged by Sesil's apparent opinion insulting Hana's pride. Perhaps Faiq was silent to Sesil's insults. But his heart and soul screamed. Every word of doubt that was spoken, was like a sharp knife that slashed his thin skin.

"Why should a mother be insulted? How could papa possibly agree with aunt Sesil's crazy opinion? Mama does not deserve the humiliation and doubt of her love. I still want to sacrifice my mother. Until papa feels right about aunt Sesil's opinion. Mama is not arrogant, she is too afraid to hear doubts about the sincerity of her love. Papa, how cruel is your heart? Papa easily believes in the words of others. Someone who always insults and degrades your self-esteem. Papa, if mama's ready. I'll give you the honor he should have. Not with the treasure you have, but with my sweat sweat. Every drop of my sweat, every penny of my income. I offer it for my mother's happiness. But mother's refusal, because my status is not alone. Real made me realize, if my mom would always care about the happiness of others. Mama is unselfish, her heart is too sincere to doubt!" Inner Faiq.

"I had expected, Brother Faiq would be here!" Sapa Davina was friendly, while standing right beside Faiq. Davina looked at the man she loved so much.

Since the afternoon Davina tried to contact Faiq. But none of the calls or messages were responded to by Faiq. Anxiety begins to haunt Davina. When the afternoon went away, replaced by a quiet and lonely night. With mixed feelings. Davina's looking for Faiq's whereabouts. Davina started to get upset, as the night got late and drizzle began to say hello. Davina contacts Fathan and Vania, finding out Faiq's whereabouts. But no one knows where Faiq is at the moment?

Davina tries to find Faiq in places she might visit. Davina called some close friends. Although Davina knew, not many friends Faiq had. Faiq's cold and closed attitude. Tend to keep him away from friends. Fathan, his older brother, is unable to understand Faiq. Only Hana and Davina were the backrest, Faiq's most comfortable place.

"Where else should I stand? When all the places I've been to don't accept mama. How could I possibly feel comfortable? When my ears hear they doubt your sincerity. I didn't hide out of fear, I didn't want to see my mom's disappointment. If only my mother had seen my anger!" Faiq said coldly, without looking at Davina.

Faiq continued to look up at the overcast sky. The drizzle felt comfortable touching his heart which felt hot. Faiq stands on the 4th floor of his magnificent home. Challenging a world that never wanted to accept Hana. The most precious woman in the heart and life of Faiq.

"Sir Faiq, why hide? If you can, shut them up with your excess. Make them realize, Mama Hana is not just any woman. His arms and caresses have raised a great man like you. Silence the world, tell them. To the best of her mother, she harbors the sincerity of love that is unadulterated by treasure. Women who do not need status or luxury. Just be with the priest of his choice, the hope he has in his life!" Davina said softly, while holding tightly Faiq's hand.

Davina touched Faiq's cold hand. Lama Faiq stands under the drizzle stub. It actually made Faiq's body cold. Davina felt the wound that Faiq was harboring. Attitude that is always seen, when the heart of Faiq disturbed. A calm attitude that holds the wound so deep. Anger that Faiq could never get out of. For a promise that Faiq once made to Hana. A promise that Faiq never wanted to break.

"If mom allows it, I'll take everyone. I challenge the world that feels mama doesn't deserve to step on her. The environment that seemed to accept mama, but real insulted mama cruelly!" Faiq said coldly, Davina stared fixedly at Faiq. A clear anger was heard from Faiq's tone. A little scared Davina.

"What does Faiq mean? Why did Mom refuse all that? Wouldn't it be better for you to explain the reason behind his attitude. I believe, mama's not as bad as they thought. Mama has a very strong reason, a very understanding reason!"

"Mama, you want to hear mama explain. Until whenever he won't talk? Mama will continue to be silent, accepting the one-eye look of those who demean her. Mama will continue to smile to hold the cynical gaze of her papa colleagues. That night, if my mom hadn't stopped me. I may have closed my mouth Aunt Sesil. I'll stop papa's laughter with his partner. In order for papa to realize, mama was left out in her glamauor world!" Faiq said coldly, his strong clenched hand hit the iron guardrail of the balcony.

There was no pain he felt. Faiq's hands were numb. Only sick to remember Sesil's insults to Hana. The memories that played in Faiq's mind. Slashing Faiq's heart thin and sore. Davina was stunned staring at Faiq's anger. Slowly Davina pulled Faiq's hand that was clenched in anger. Davina placed Faiq's hand on her stomach.

Davina moved Faiq's hand, gently rubbing his increasingly distended stomach. With peace and love, Davina led Faiq's hand. Gently caress the baby that grows in her womb. His love for Faiq. The greatest gift in their marriage.

"Sister Faiq, feel your son's every move. He feels like your anger. If for mama's sake your anger is there, then for our son's sake. Please calm down, he needs your caresses not your anger. I believe, mama is strong with all these insults. My mom was never alone. There's brother and sister Fathan who's always been my mother's fortress!" Davina said softly, Faiq was silent in silence.

Small movements of the baby. Real made Faiq's heart cold and calm. The anger that controlled his heart, gradually subsided. Faiq is trying to come to terms with an anger that will never end. Faiq was completely defeated by his momentary fury.

"What did Davina say was true? Mama will not be alone. Mama is always strong, you will be my strongest shield. For your sake mama hangs by papa's side. Later you will strengthen your mother!"

"Mama!" Sapa Faiq, looking towards Hana. Davina blinked her eyes, a signal that Hana was approaching her.

Since Davina asked Faiq whereabouts to Fathan. Hana felt that something was wrong with Faiq. Hana understands the nature of Faiq when there is a problem. Faiq would never run to hug her. Just tell him his restless heart, but Faiq will stay away and be alone. Find a place that no one else can easily know. Just to vent his anger. Not Faiq is afraid of a bad image, but Hana's message to always be calm to face all problems. Real made Faiq choose himself, so as not to disappoint Hana.

"Why should Faiq be angry? What did Sesil say wasn't all wrong? My mom is arrogant and selfish. Mom never wanted to know the world. My mom is comfortable with living a simple life. Mom was not the old Hana. There's a Prawira name attached to the name of the mama!" Hana said, Faiq shook his head weakly.

"Mama's not like that!" Sahut Faiq lirih, Hana nodded slowly while smiling.

"If Faiq believes mama's not like that. Why are you angry and care about that opinion? Not them live mama, but you and Fathan. It's not important that they judge Mom. Your opinion is far more important!"

"Mama, Aunt Sesil is outrageous!" Faiq said, Hana shook her head weakly.

Suddenly the atmosphere was silent. Hana's real words made Faiq speechless. Hana nodded understanding the meaning of Faiq's silence. The thought that seemed to make Faiq angry. Nothing more than anger that covered her disappointment in Hana.

"Why is Faiq silent?"

"You're ashamed of your mother's attitude?"

"Are you angry at your mom's decision?"

"Are you disappointed by your mother's refusal?"

"You're starting to doubt your mother!" Cecar Hana upon seeing Faiq was speechless. Down the deeper that Faiq is now doing.

There was no nod or nod of the head that assented or rejected Hana's thought. Faiq was worried with his heart and mind at this moment. Faiq was in a mess with everything that happened. On the other hand Faiq was angry to hear the insults on Hana. But on the other hand, Faiq was disappointed with the attitude of Hana who continued to quietly accept all that. Hana's attitude that always rejects luxury life. Not with Rafa's treasure. Except for Faiq's work. The son who did not want to see Hana humiliated.

"Faiq, answer my mother's question. Don't just duck, mama needs honesty!"

"Mama!" Sahut Faiq lirih, as if it was enough to answer Hana's question.

Hana walked closer towards Faiq. Right in front of Faiq. Hana raised her chin slowly. Full of tenderness, Hana cupped Faiq's face. Staring at the face that was very similar to Rafa. Seeing the closeness of mother and child made Davina touched. Slowly, Davina walked back. But his steps came to a halt, when he felt a hand stop his steps.

"You don't have to stay away!"

"You need some time with your mom!" Davina said, Faiq shook his head weakly. His hand held Davina's small steps. Asking Davina to stay by his side.

"You're not someone else, half of my heart belongs to my mom and half is yours. If you think I'll forget you when I'm with mom. You were wrong, because in my breath. There are only two names, you and my mom. You're the most important part of my life. Sad and happy I just want to feel with you two!" Faiq said, holding Davina's hand.

"Faiq, the same reason why you refused all your luxuries?"

"I mean mama?" Faiq did not understand.

"This magnificent house, the house that you deliberately prepared for mama. The house you thought could make everyone shut up. A real home just for Davina and your son. Mama deliberately rejected all this, because papa's house is the most comfortable place for mama!"

"But papa doubted mama!"

"Never doubted my mom. If you doubt your mother. There was no way he could endure accepting mama's cold attitude. The hatred that has not been completely lost. Papa unintentionally agreed to Sesil's words, because papa began to miss mama. It's like Davina's starting to miss your affection. The attention you always share with your mom. Although you said, mama and Davina are in your heart with the same portion!" Hana said, Faiq lowered his head while continuing to hold Davina's hand.

"Faiq, learn to read the situation. Davina needs you!"

"Mama doesn't need Faiq? Is it because there's brother Fathan?" Faiq is cold.

"Mama needs both of you, but trust me. Mama is fine, mama is happy with papa's love. Don't you need my mom to prove anything to anyone? Because it's not them who make you happy!"

"But they have to see the advantages of mama!"

"Then make them see the advantages of mama. The advantages of being able to educate his two sons to be great people!" Hana told Faiq.

"We love mama!" Shouted Fathan loudly.

"Mama too!" Sahut Hana while receiving Fathan's embrace.