STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Consent

"I love him, even after all these years I've stayed away. My heart not only hurts, but it breaks when I see it with other men. But my silence is not my fear or my weakness. But I'm silent about how to love him. I love him, without wishing I had him. I love her, without fear of losing her. For he is always in my heart, accompanying me every step of the way. He's not something I deserve to fight for. Because he is more valuable than myself. He doesn't need to be fought, because my race is sincere without hoping to be with him. I appreciate it with all my heart. For it is only with brother Fathan that I entrust him!" said Faiq, Annisa nodded in understanding.

"But I want you to fight!" davina said softly, she stood not far from Annisa and Faiq sat down. From the beginning Davina heard the talk of the two talented young doctors. Davina deliberately remained silent, so that she could hear Faiq's inner voice. Faiq's honesty will love him. Faiq's sincerity will be him. Something that was kept tight in the cold of Faiq's attitude and heart. Davina felt Faiq loved her, but she gave up her love for the happiness of her mother. Faiq does not want to see Hana hurt, but feels right by hurting Davina.

"Davina, why are you standing there? Come closer, I'm done talking to doctor Faiq!" annisa said softly, Davina was silent sculpting. His gaze locked onto Faiq's face. Davina hoped that it was not Annisa who asked her to come closer, but Muhammad Faiq Alhakim. The person she always dreamed of in her sleep. A face that is always in prostration. The name that is in Davina's evening prayer. The figure that Davina always craved to be the priest of the afterlife.

Davina stared at Faiq who kept silent without looking at him. Faiq did not see or hear Davina's voice. The cold attitude that Davina always accepted. But his cold attitude, not as painful as Faiq's congratulations to him. Congratulations on the match with Fathan. A word that seems to tell the world. That Faiq never loved her. A pain that Davina could never forget so easily. Had Faiq not shown his happiness over this match. Maybe Davina won't feel this sick.

"I may not have the right to sit there. He didn't expect me to sit next to him. Maybe in his heart he never expected to see me. Didn't doctor Annisa hear it herself. He's a man who loves me, but he's also the one who asked me to live with other men. He feels his decision is the most correct and will make everyone happy. But he forgot, love is a gift that is in the heart of every person. Who did we choose love for? Only the heart decides which heart love will bind. But your friend easily gives up his love. Without wanting to fight for myself. He considered me more valuable than him, but he insulted me with his attitude. I was nothing more than an item he could give to the person he wanted!" davina said, full of emotions of sadness. Annisa looked down to understand every word Davina said. A thought that comes from the heart. A wound that I had in anger. Annisa can understand Davina's pain.

Instantly the file he was holding fell. Davina's body began to tremble, her eyes feeling hot. Tears kept tight. Forcing to get out. I hope everything is done with the tears that fall. Davina started hiccups. He felt his heart ache, his chest tight. Davina's gaze locked onto Faiq who remained silent sculpting. There was no sympathy that Davina saw. Only a cold, heartless figure ignored his love.

Annisa's approaching Davina. He hugged the body of the little hijab woman. Davina is like a sister to Annisa. With warmth Annisa hugged Davina's body. Gives the spirit and warmth of a sister. Annisa led Davina to sit next to Faiq.

"Davina, whatever you think about Doctor Faiq is neither wrong nor right. He decided to forget what it felt like for you. Not just because of his selfish attitude. But there is a desire to see you happy. He's not giving up on you. Doctor Faiq handed over everything that happened to his will. If you really want to talk to doctor Faiq. Speak with a calm mind. Position yourself in the way he thinks. At that time you will understand his attention and unfortunately for you. I'm leaving, I have to meet the others to say goodbye!" annisa said, Faiq turned his head with a slow nod. Davina looked at Faiq's face up close. The look he had wanted to see since, but Faiq did not look at him one bit. Davina looked down sluggishly, she was no longer able to understand Faiq. She really did not understand the way Faiq loved her. It was only the pain Davina felt. No happiness, even for a moment. Faiq crushed his hopes and happiness. He felt unworthy to be a part of Faiq's life.

"Drink, so that you may calm down. Remove your tears, I don't want anyone to think I hurt you. After all, you're an adult, crying only for a child who has lost a toy. I'm not a toy you deserve!" said Faiq coldly and casually. There was no burden or guilt on Faiq's face. Davina received a bottle of mineral water that Faiq gave her. With a hiccup Davina drank the mineral water Faiq gave her. Davina's hoarse voice seemed to indicate the pain that Faiq inscribed. Why was Faiq's heart so cold? He didn't care about Davina's crying. Faiq is like a heartless robot. Davina can no longer afford to be seduced. Just with a cry, Davina wanted to tell Faiq. Forever Davina's only love for Faiq.

"Muhammad Faiq Alhakim, why is your heart hard as a rock? I cry because of you. My heart aches to see your attitude, but now with a rest without guilt. You asked me to be quiet, like you never hurt me. What a heart you have, your heart is cold and frozen. At least you don't think about me. I cry for you, not because you're a toy to me. I cry for you, because I don't want my body to be touched and with other men. I just want you to be the owner of my heart and body. Why are you so heartless? I beg you, fight to defend myself. My happiness is only with you, I beg you!" said Davina lirih while hiccuping. Faiq let out a long sigh, he confusedly thought of the best path for his love. He couldn't possibly oppose Hana. If only Hana had annulled the match between Fathan and Davina. Maybe Faiq will fight for Davina. Faiq wouldn't be this weak, if it wasn't Fathan the man who was betrothed to Davina.

"Davina, listen to me carefully. After that it's up to you. Will continue with me or bury your hopes with me!" said Faiq lirih, Davina turned to Faiq. He looked at Faiq's suddenly warming attitude. Davina heard Faiq's voice much more tender and affectionate. Little Davina felt Faiq loved her.

"Tell me, at least I'll know your heart. That way I can judge, you love me or just want to play me!" sahut Davina was firm, Faiq nodded slowly. Faiq was not far from Davina. Faiq looked at the hospital garden which was starting to be full of visitors. Davina could only see the back of her heart. Without thinking of wanting to hug or have it. Her marriage to Fathan brought her dreams to an end.

"Davina, the hijab-wearing girl who took care of my vision I was hoping to be a perfector of my religion. I decided to give up this love. Not just to hurt you, not because I doubt you. But I ended all this feeling. Just so I can understand. How far this taste is for you. How hard does my love bind your heart? I decided to go away hoping, all feeling wiped out when I came back. So that there will be no more worries that I will feel. But I was wrong, this love is too strong. Until the moment I return, my heart is still attached to you. I kept silent hoping that this would all end, but in my silence there was a prayer that kept saying your name. Hope your match with Fathan is over. Without me having to hurt Mama or Fathan. If you're sure I'm the best priest for you. Then believe me everything will be fine. I am not a warm and romantic man. But I am not a lying man who will magnify a woman's heart. Even if you are not my mother, I keep your name in the depths of my heart. Because you're the woman who makes me feel happy and meaningful!" faiq said, Davina was weakly bowed. He had expected Faiq to remain steadfast in keeping his taste.

"When are you going to fight for me?"

"I will wait for the answer to the faith and sincerity of my love. You are not a warm and romantic man. My heart and soul are warm when I am with you. You are the best priest. Never smile at anyone else. Because that's all for me, including Dr. Annisa!" sahut Davina was upset, Faiq turned his head with a look of astonishment.

"I've said jealousy is only for nonbelievers. And I like it the least when in doubt!" faiq said coldly, Davina cupped her hands together apologizing. He did not expect the warming relationship to freeze again.

"Faiq, if you're willing to marry Davina. Marry her, be happy. Mom will bless your relationship. But on condition, Fathan must marry you first. So you have to be patient or help Fathan find his soul mate!" hana said, Faiq and Davina turned their heads. They saw Annisa standing in line with Hana. Faiq smiled and walked over to Hana. She hugged Hana tightly, as a hint of gratitude. Because the wait is over.

"Sir Fathan doesn't need to look, because there's a doctor Annisa here. But brother Fathan must fight hard and fast. Doctor Annisa's leaving tonight. He probably won't come back!" adorn Davina with a very sweet smile.

"Annisa, why go again? What's wrong mama? Until you leave mom!" hana said softly, Annisa approached Hana.

"Annisa has to leave, because there is no reason for Annisa to stay. Annisa's house isn't here, it's all going very well without Annisa. So let Annisa go!" she said softly, Hana was silent looking at the princess's face. He should be able to let Annisa go. It was not her right to prevent Annisa from leaving.

"You're not going. Because I'm the reason you're staying. I took the promise you made that night. We're going to that mosque with husband and wife status!" sahut Fathan, Annisa shook his head weakly.

"We're different, you deserve better than me!" annisa said, Fathan approached Annisa and Hana.

"Annisa there's nothing different between us. I'm not a perfect man without an understanding like you. I cannot promise happiness, but with you I can be happy. Every reason you don't mean anything to me. Your weakness will make me feel needed. We'll complement each other, unless you can't accept me. Then with a big heart I will retreat!"

"I'm sorry Fathan, I really can't be with you. We will not be the same and forever we are different!" annisa said, Fathan nodded in understanding. Annisa walked away, her long hijab waving in the wind. Fathan was stunned staring at the back of the owner of the heart.

"It's not easy to get a woman like your mama. It takes patience and a very broad heart, because it's fighting to get it. You know, papa and mama don't meet to be apart. Therefore, papa fought to be with him. Fight, you deserve Annisa!" rafa whispered to Fathan, Hana and Faiq smiled. A family that supports each other is clearly felt. Rafa has always wanted to see his two sons fight for love. Rafa will be supportive, to whom will the love of his son be anchored? Rafa won't get in the way, even if that love is there for an ordinary woman.

"Annisa Maulida Zahro, stay away as hard as you can. I'll keep chasing you. Not for the sake of force, but for the faith of my heart. If you are the creature created for you. I believe your heart will be torn by my struggle. I will not ask for love. I will ask for the blessing of Allah SWT. Because HE is worthy of you. I won't ask permission from you, but I will beg Naufal. Because he's the guardian of the world to me. Annisa, I'm not the best man. But I can assure you of my most sincere love for you. I'll come to your family. I proved my love. I will make you all mine. I promise you, we will pray together when we unite in the sacred katan of marriage!" inwardly Fathan, Annisa's body is already invisible. But Fathan's beliefs and beliefs are very real and strong.