STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Travelling by Hana

...MOTHERS...

..."If your love were made of wood. Later will be porous inedible termites. If your love were made of iron. It will rust over time. In fact, your love is born of the purity of the soul. Loving without expecting a reply. Your love is full of sincerity. Loving without thinking and fear of disappointment. The sincerity of your love teaches the meaning of relationship. The sacrifice that is stored in your every affection. Show how strong your love is. MOM, sorry and thank you, for all your sincere love."...

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"Hana baby, where are you?" rafa shouted in search of Hana. Rafa walked with wide strides. She searched Hana throughout the room in her house. Rafa is confused looking for Hana who suddenly disappears after dawn prayers.

Rafa called Hana many times, but Hana never said. Rafa grows more anxious, when he realizes Hana's disappeared since early morning. Rafa's cry shook his magnificent home. Fathan and Faiq felt something was wrong. When he heard Rafa calling Hana. Both of them came out of their room and ran to Rafa.

Davina and Annisa are shocked to hear Rafa's screams. Both were in the kitchen to cook. It was still very early morning, both of them were preparing breakfast for everyone. Davina and Annisa come out of the kitchen, they approach Rafa who is confused looking for Hana.

"Why did you call Mom? Where did mom go? It's still too early, mama's not going out!" fathan said anxiously, Rafa shook his head weakly. Fathan's question is none other than his. Where did Hana go without saying goodbye? Hana never left without Rafa. He always goes with Rafa or at least Hana will ask for permission. Not going without saying goodbye, as if Hana was pouting something.

Rafa sat on his living room sofa. He covered his face with both hands. The first time Rafa feels like he's going to lose Hana. After many years her home life is far from bad news. All very calm, there was no quarrel or debate between her and Hana. But this morning, there was no wind or rain. Hana left without saying goodbye. Leaving Rafa in confusion and agitation that stifled his heart.

"Where are you, baby?" rafa lirih said almost inaudible. Rafa's voice shows how badly he was hurt by Hana's departure. Rafa's jubilation is no longer able to be dammed. Fathan and Faiq see Rafa's fragility. They've seen Rafa's love for Hana. But today they saw a weak Rafa without Hana. I don't know where Hana went this early? Everyone was made agitated at the thought of Hana leaving without saying goodbye.

"Papa and Mama had a fight last night. No way my mom left without saying goodbye. Mama was fine last night watching TV with me. Why did you have to leave today?" faiq said coldly, Rafa shook his head weakly. That's all Rafa can do. Rafa doesn't know where or why Hana's going? One thing is for sure, the sky outside was sad. The beautiful morning turned cloudy. The cold wind was blowing very hard

"Darling, you didn't see my mom!" faiq told Davina, again and again only the headbands were visible. Faiq was getting riled up, he was no less worried about Rafa. Fathan may be more spoiled to Hana. But Faiq is more worried about Hana than anyone? He didn't want anything to happen to Hana. Faiq can lose his mind if something happens to Hana.

"Where did mom go?" faiq said, Fathan tried to contact Vania and some acquaintances of Hana. Not many people have met Hana. Since Rafa retired, Hana has rarely left home. When Hana comes out there is always someone accompanying. He never went alone. Therefore everyone was anxious when Hana left without saying goodbye. Moreover, Hana went alone and as if no one wanted to know.

"Hana, please point. Where are you now? I can't think anymore!" rafa said softly, Fathan and Faiq walked back and forth agitatedly. They both fidgeted at the thought of Hana. It was really the first time Hana left without saying anything. The departure that made the three heirs of the Prawira family destroyed.

Finally Faiq could no longer stand still. He took the car keys. He's going around to where Hana's been and probably visited. At least Faiq can reduce his anxiety. Stay home doing nothing? It'll only make him more nervous. Davina forced her to come with Faiq. Not without reason Davina's coming. Faiq's restlessness can wreak him havoc on the streets. Davina must keep an eye on Faiq, so that his emotions continue to be stable and calm.

"Papa, I'll drive. We're going to where mom used to go. Faiq will go the other way. If only my mom had brought her phone. We can track her whereabouts!" fathan said softly, Faiq does not care about Fathan's words. He immediately left Fathan and Rafa. Faiq's anxiety can't be contained. His mind was confused and no longer thinking clearly. Faiq was really worried thinking about Hana.

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The sky was heard calling the glory of Allah SWT. The sound of the sky echoing, further adding to Faiq's anxiety about Hana's condition. Davina saw that Faiq's condition was not okay. The first time Davina saw Faiq's unease. Without thinking about keeping it. Davina saw Faiq's lips continue to tremble, even Davina saw Faiq's hands clenching. Showing how much Faiq was worried about Hana.

"Mama!" faiq said worriedly, Davina turned her head towards Faiq. At first glance he saw Faiq's tears falling down. Sontak Davina pulled Faiq's left hand. Clasping tightly onto Faiq's cold hand.

"Mama!" faiq said again, Davina increasingly clasped Faiq's hand. He hoped that Faiq could be strong.

"Mama must be fine!" davina said soothingly, Faiq just kept silent. His mind continued to focus on looking for Hana. No one would be able to calm Faiq down. Except to see Hana's okay. Faiq's anxiety is not without reason. He may be the son who stayed away from Hannah. But Faiq the son who understood Hana, for they were born with the same disposition.

Faiq could feel how much pain it was to endure the agitation of being alone. Resisting happiness or sadness without others noticing it. The person of Hana and Faiq, is very fragile but looks strong and strong. It is not arrogant to admit weakness if they need someone else. Fear becomes a burden to a loved one. Sometimes it makes them selfish and arrogant. Thinking silently and keeping the anxiety of his own heart. Much better, than seeing someone else worried.

"May what you say be true, two days ago I saw my mother crying alone on the balcony. Mama looked at the twilight with the tears she held back. All my life I'd regret it if anything happened to my mom. Maybe you're the woman I love and my life is there for you. But my mom was so much more than that. He's the world that holds my breath and hope. I can't breathe without my smile. He's everything in my life. Mama, don't make me regret my whole life!" said Faiq lirih, Davina nodded in understanding.

"I know that, the tears that drip down your eyes say all that. Now that I understand, you can survive without me. You are able to sustain and accept my weakness. All because of mama who became your spirit and breath. There will be no jealousy from me. The woman who gave birth to you, I don't deserve to compete with her. The woman who sincerely took her son off to be with me. Without thinking of wanting to depend, when she needs you!" davina lirih.

"Sister Faiq, could it be that mama went to the graves of grandparents!" said Davina suddenly, Faiq looked surprised.

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