STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Groaning

The sun began to return to its contentions. Leaving the hot day. Replaced by the twilight that rushes from the eastern horizon. The blue sky is no longer visible, replaced by the orange sky. The light shone on the eyes that were staring at him. A gold ink stroke that can never be matched.

The most beautiful paintings of nature cannot be expressed in words. Only with infinite gratitude. When both eyes are still able to keep staring at its beauty. A sense of tranquility engulfs the heart, when the twilight strikes in an agility-filled mind. The cure for pain is provided by nature. Unbought and not bought.

Vania looked straight west. The place where the sun returns to its quarrel. His light hit his beautiful face. Feeling warm infiltrates the pores of the skin. The afternoon wind blows. It felt like a cold had infiltrated his bones. Dusk was always the way Vania forgot the emptiness of her heart. The beauty of twilight seemed to teach Vania. That everything is beautiful at different times and places.

"Darling!" raihan said, then hugged Vania. Raihan rested his shoulders on Vania's shoulders.

Vania turned towards Raihan. Smelled fragrant Raihan hair shampoo. Raihan's warm embrace touched Vania's coldest heart. Raihan's burly hands infiltrated into Vania's hijab. Hugging the belly of Vania who is no longer flat. Vania's stomach looks big. Twins are growing in it. Raihan kissed Vania's cheek. It creates a warmth that disappears between them. Raihan tried to touch his little wife's heart.

Vania is the only woman who shakes Raihan's heart. Without asking for change in Raihan. Vania makes Raihan ashamed of his attitude. Silence Vania teaches Raihan. In a relationship there is not only love, but it takes understanding that is not easy. It takes a very broad and strong heart. Just to understand and understand the way our partner lives.

"Kak Raihan, I miss I miss Dawn. Can't we just meet him for a second. I'm afraid something happened to her!" vania said worriedly, Raihan took off his embrace. Vania looked down lethargic. His one wish had left Raihan injured.

Since last night Vania had a dream her little dawn. The reason for all his hopes in the village. The dawn that made Vania feel complete. Long before there was Raihan and his future baby. A child born with affection. Vania silently looked at Raihan who might be angry at her request.

Raihan immediately released his embrace on Vania. Raihan walked to the side of Vania. He took a long breath. Raihan stared at the same twilight as Vania. Now Raihan understood the reason for Vania's silence while staring at the twilight. A second later Raihan turned his head to look at the listless looking Vania. Raihan pulled Vania's body in front of him. Raihan hugged Vania, putting Vania's head inside her field chest.

"Thank you, you're starting to depend on me. One of your prayers can make me happy. There is no sense of my tenacity, when you see you keep your heart uneasiness. Now I'm happy to have been a part of your anxiety!" said Raihan lirih, while holding warm Vania's tiny body.

Vania Medongak looked at Raihan's handsome face. A face that can make every eye fascinated. The advantages Raihan has. At the same time the weakness that can make Raihan fall in khilaf. Vania looked at her beloved husband. There was a sense of wonder hearing Raihan say a word of thanks. A word that was as if Vania had given something so precious.

"Sak Raihan is not angry. I thought Raihan's brother wouldn't let me see Dawn. Because I saw Raihan's brother suddenly let go of his arms to me!" vania said, Raihan shook his head. There is no such great happiness. Besides being Vania's back. The first time Vania considered Raihan to be the one to break Vania's anxiety.

"I'm happy, you start to believe me. Tell me whatever your anxiety is. Your anxiety will worry me at any moment? Husband and wife relationship between us. Make me entitled to be a part of your worries!" said Raihan, Vania nodded in understanding. After such a fun drama. Finally, Vania and Raihan prepare to go to the village of Dawn. Vania's anxiety is very real. There's no way Raihan's delaying it until tomorrow morning.

Vania's risk of not going to bed tonight. When his heart was filled with anxiety. After asking Faiq about Vania's condition. Raihan decided to leave with a private driver. Raihan doesn't want to take any chances. The night is about to ambush. With Faiq's permission, Raihan and Vania set out to meet Dawn.

"Borch!" vania cried out miserably, she ran towards the bed of Dawn. Vania stared fixedly at the limp body of Dawn. The body that takes care of time. Vania sees a son who thinks he deserves a mother. Lying helplessly with her thin body.

Vania sits on her knees. Vania's anxiety beats everything. The content is enlarged, as if it can not block its movement. Vania looked at the Dawning. No more yelling to call him affectionately. Both lips of Dawn were tightly closed. There are no beautiful eyes that always nourish the heart of Vania. The tiny hand of Dawn no longer wanted to embrace Vania's body.

Vania was devastated to see Dawn no longer smilingly calling out to her. Vania clasped the tiny hand of the pure white Dawn. Vania kissed Dawn many times. Hope Fajar will wake up to see her coming. Vania rubbed the pale face of Dawn, kissing her soft forehead. Vania's tears fell through both of Dawn's eyes.

"Mama!" fajar groaned in his sleep.

A voice capable of nourishing the heart of Vania. Instantly, a sharp knife slashed his heart. There is no beauty in the face of Dawn. It all hurt his heart. Just crying is all Vania can do. Raihan saw Vania crying nonstop. Raihan felt guilty seeing Vania who did not stop crying.

Vania felt guilty seeing Dawn suddenly hurt. According to the Fajr family, the condition of Dawn continued to worsen after Vania began to rarely come. Dawn began to moody, immediately his appetite was lost. Almost every day Dawn comes looking for Vania at the project site. Dawn kept looking until she was tired. Until finally Fajar was admitted to the hospital, because his body had a fever and had seizures.

The Dawn condition worsened after a week of treatment. Actually the condition of Dawn decreased not only because it missed Vania. But Fajar had abnormalities in his lungs. There's fluid filling his lungs. The cost of treatment is too great. Make the Fajar family decide to take road treatment. There is no way they will be in the hospital. Of course, with medical costs that are not cheap.

Raihan has contacted the nearest hospital. He also asked Faiq for help, to immediately come to the hospital in the city of Dawn's birth. Raihan will seek the healing of Dawn. Although the healing of Dawn is very unlikely. Raihan will make the small great for the healing of Dawn.

"Sorry, you're late for good-looking. A strong and clever dawn will not be defeated by this pain. Dawn promised mom. Dawn will be strong even though mama is far away. Now that mama is coming, Dawn must be strong for the sake of mama and the sisters of Dawn. Don't give up, Dawn can!" vanua said softly, Raihan crouched beside Vania.

"He will be strong to see your smile!" whispered Raihan, Vania nodded and hugged Raihan. Vania cries in Raihan's arms. There was nothing more that Vania could do. The pain that Dawn experienced, as if making the bones of Vania shattered.

"Mama" cried Fajar, as Vania clenched tightly to the body of Dawn. Pulling the body of a son who was never born from his womb.

"I'm sorry dear mama, selfish mama!"