
After cleaning up, Vania went down to the kitchen. Vania looks relaxed, but she still looks charming. Vania approached Annisa and Davina who were busy cooking in the kitchen. Vania smiled happily seeing Annisa and Davina cooking together. His relationship with Davina is better. Davina believes in the love of Faiq. He was no longer jealous of Vania. Davina thinks of Vania as her own sister.
Annisa as the eldest sister, always tried to be a mediator. He is impartial and more relaxed. Annisa never meddled in the affairs of her sisters. He will only help when he is needed. Annisa's calmness made her look mature. Annisa is different from Fathan who is always excited. It was Annisa's maturity that made Fathan captivated to her. Fathan finds Hana in Annisa.
Shortly after, Faiq entered the kitchen. He saw Davina was making fruit juice. Annisa is busy with cooking utensils. Instead Vania just sat back and held her phone. With a slow step, Faiq approached Davina. Then swiftly Faiq embraced Davina's slender body. Faiq resuscitated her head over Davina's shoulder. Faiq kissed Davina's soft, hijab-covered neck. Faiq did it without shame. It was as if he had forgotten to be in the kitchen. Faiq forgot if they weren't both in the kitchen. Whether Faiq intentionally or indeed forgot? But Davina was much calmer than Faiq.
At least Davina was not surprised by Faiq's friendly attitude. Almost every day Faiq does. Every time Faiq came home from or was about to leave for work. Faiq always does sweet little things. Sometimes Davina was afraid that everything would disappear. But when that thought played into his mind. Davina always remembered, at this time her husband Faiq and Faiq love only for her. Faiq confidently gave all his life to the decree of the owner of life. Only then did everything calm down again. There is no fear or anxiety. Because Davina believes that everything that happens is the best.
"Sister Faiq, I'm here. Aren't you ashamed to hug sister Davina like that? Look at that, Kaka Annisa just saw you while glaring. You are completely inconsiderate!" vania said annoyed, Faiq turned his head without moving his head from Davina's shoulders. She hugged Davina even more tightly. Vania was annoyed to see Faiq's attitude that did not care about his words. While Annisa just smiled while shaking her head.
Annisa glared not because she did not like Faiq to behave like that. Annisa was in disbelief, the Faiq doctor she knew could behave like that. He did not expect in the cold attitude of Faiq. There is such a great love for his wife Davina. Faiq's indifference seemed to be lost swallowed by his concern for Davina. Faiq wanted to show Davina such great love. Faiq is no longer cold and haughty when it comes to Davina.
"Darling, don't listen to Vania. He is jealous of our affection. Because she can't hug Raihan, like I'm holding you. Vania is too expensive. Raihan is a handsome and good looking man. I'll bet you, Vania actually likes Raihan. But he arrogantly admits it, Vania wants to see Raihan regret and begs him for forgiveness. Hopefully Vania will not regret it. When Raihan is with someone else. Vania is indifferent to Raihan. It was as if she wanted to say, Raihan will never be her husband!" said Faiq loudly teasing Vania, as soon as Vania pouted. Davina elbowed Faiq's chest. He couldn't bear to see Vania being bullied. Annisa just shook her head at Faiq's words. Annisa had yet to see Raihan's face clearly. So he can't give a judgment.
"Who's he saying he's handsome? Still handsome om Rafa. He's not that good either. Brother Fathan is much better than him. One thing's right, he sucks like you. I never liked her. He's not my type, I like a loving and bekharisma guy like Rafa. So it's free to match us. I'm not gonna change my mind. Now I assume he's just no more friend!" vania said annoyed, then left Faiq who chuckled at Vania's annoyance. Sontak Davina turned to look fixed Faiq. He was angry to see Faiq's nosy attitude towards Vania. Annisa as big sister just kept silent. Annisa doesn't really understand Vania and Raihan's problems.
"Sister Faiq, you are outrageous. What are you saying that really pisses Vania off? Is it as handsome and as good as Raihan? Until you defend him. I heard he is a great man in the business world. But as good as he is? Vania has the right to decide, vote for it or not. Don't keep flirting with Vania, I feel like Faiq's sister wants to help Raihan!" said Davina upset, Faiq embraces Davina's body. He stuck his forehead with Davina. The sound of breathing both sounded simultaneously. Faiq and Davina stared at each other lovingly.
"Darling, I don't want to defend Raihan. I won't help Raihan either. Whatever Vania's decision, I'll support her. But you forgot something. Me and Vania are the same. So I understand Vania's way of thinking. I also understand the meaning of Vania's gaze on Raihan. I don't want Vania to make a mistake like me. I just confessed my love when I was about to lose you. A stupidity I've regretted all my life. I don't want Vania to lose her love just because of the status that has been revealed and the differences that have been unintentionally spoken. In love the difference is not the abyss of separation, but the way to understand each other. I've felt the pain of losing love and I don't want my sister to feel the same way. If Raihan can make Vania my little sister upset and angry for no reason. That means Raihan is also the one who can make her smile and cry. Like you made me lose my mind. Now tell me, was it wrong of me to try to remind Vania? That sense does exist, but Vania refuses just out of fear of hurt and difference. Position yourself with Raihan. You will understand the answer to my question!" faiq said softly, then kissed Davina's forehead gently. Davina looked up at Faiq. He now began to understand, the reason behind Faiq's attitude towards Vania. Davina feels guilty for accusing Faiq of being a no-no. As a wife she could not understand her husband Faiq.
"Honey, there's no need to feel guilty. No one will be able to understand Vania's way of thinking other than me. I'm the brother who will always look after Vania. I don't want Vania to cry for loving Raihan. I see you crying when you love me. I will not be able to see my sister cry. Her tears will remind me. It will be my stupidity that has made you hurt!" faiq said, shortly after seeing Davina lowered her head. Annisa smiled happily at the warmth of her two sisters. Davina hugged Faiq's body. He wanted to say sorry, but most importantly. Davina wanted to hold tightly to the body of the man she loved so much. Davina wants to express her love for Faiq.
"You've had enough fun in the kitchen. Look at the consequences of you two. My cooking is a scorch. Faiq get out of the kitchen, otherwise I'll hug you too. I made your brother Fathan jealous!" annisa said annoyed when she saw Davina and Faiq continue to hug. Sontak Vania and Faiq let go of their embrace. The two chuckled at Annisa's annoyance that didn't match her calm demeanor. Faiq kissed Davina's cheek and went to the living room. Davina hugged Annisa, drowning her face on Annisa's back. Davina was both ashamed and happy to receive Faiq's treatment.
When Faiq and Davina make out in the kitchen. An annoyed Vania heard Faiq's joke. He went to the front yard. He sat on the green grass. Vania sat without any pedestal. His hands support his tiny body. His face looked up at the sky. He looked at the sky that was filled with small stars. Even though the stars are not as bright as the moon. It remains a star that makes the sky look beautiful and soothing. The number of stars seemed to show how vast the sky was. The beauty of the heavenly order, as if to remind us of its greatness. No power can match His power.
"Vania, can I have your time. I want to say something. After that it's up to you whatever your decision is. I will accept it, I will not force you or chase you. What the hell am I saying? My last attempt to deserve to be your priest!" raihan said softly, Vania nodded slowly. He looked down without looking at Raihan one bit. Instead Raihan continued to stare at the figure of the woman who made his mind chaotic. Raihan could no longer afford to keep silent at Vania's indifference.
"Vania, I apologize once again for what I said to you. I'm a stupid man who ignored your trust. I'm a proud man. I think I'm better than you, but I'm nothing compared to you? I have lost the best among the good. The woman who has loved me with sincerity. Wounded by my arrogant attitude to my success. Tonight I decided something was not easy. Will you forgive me or not? I'll keep doing it!" raihan said, Vania was silent trying to understand the direction of Raihan's conversation.
"Vania, I'm going to abandon the success I have now. I'll start from zero. If necessary I will work as a regular staff at the company om Rafa. I will leave behind treasures and positions that are the abyss between us. I will achieve my success from the beginning. I will stay away from the honor that has insulted you. I'll learn to understand others. Throw away the arrogance that keeps you away from me. I'm not asking you to come near me. At least I can feel the difficulty of life. So that I don't underestimate anyone else anymore!" said Raihan loudly, Vania looked up in shock. He was shocked to hear Raihan's words. She didn't expect Raihan to make it this far. Long Vania was silent. Vania can't say anything? He was unable to understand Raihan's words.
"Raihan, can't I say anything? The decision you make is too heavy. From the beginning of our lives we were different. I don't doubt your sincerity in doing all that. But you shouldn't have gone that far just for me. Your family's honor is far more important. Look at the sky tonight, look beautiful with the presence of small stars. It's like I'm small, but no one knows. If ever my dim light makes your life happy and bright. It is the sky for everyone. The burden you bear is too heavy. Many families depend on your success. Don't ruin their lives for me!" vania said firmly, Raihan lowered his head weakly. All done, Vania chose to stay away from him. Although Raihan will leave everything for her. Still Vania is not willing to accept her love.
"Well, Vania, I'll still lead my company. I will be their sky. I will make them happy by making them happy. Thank you for considering myself a good priest!" raihan said softly, Vania turned to look at Raihan who looked down sluggishly.
"Raihan, I neither refuse nor accept you. I waited for you for 8 years. Can't you wait for me for a few months? For the sake of being your wife, I have strengthened my faith. Now so I feel worthy to stand by you. I will fulfill my long-held dream. Once I feel worthy to be beside you. I was stuck in front of both my parents. But if you find something better than me. Come on, I'll be happy for you!" vania said then walked away from Raihan.
"I love you Vania Aulia Azzahra!" raihan shouted loudly, Vania turned her head towards Raihan.
"I love you too, but let me set my heart that is already hurting. I've never been mad at you. I canceled the match between us. So that I may see the truth of your heart. You really do love me. I don't want your treasure and your big name. I expect the steadfastness of love from Achmad Raihan Maulana. The man who's been preaching me since white gray!" sahut Vania then walked quickly into the house.
"Am I dreaming?" raihan lirih said almost inaudible.