STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Make a pact

Assalammualaikum, sorry waiting for me long!" greeting Faiz kindly, Farah looked up at Faiz. When his gaze met Faiz's handsome face. Suddenly Farah was ashamed. Then Farah shook her head weakly, gesturing she was fine.

Faiz sat right in front of Farah. He did not understand the reason Farah had asked him to come. One thing is for sure, Faiz feels shady whenever he meets two beautiful Farah eyeballs. The shade Faiz had never felt. After a long time, Faiz finally found a patch of heart. The owner of his missing rib.

Farah suddenly contacted Faiz. The man who intends to destroy it. Farah asks to meet with Faiz. Before Faiz came to his house, Farah asked her parents. Farah felt the need to tell Faiz something. Everything related to his family.

That's why this afternoon Farah asked for Faiz time. Just drinking coffee at Faiz's cafe. Farah will say all the wedge in her heart. Something that Faiz must uncover and understand as Farah's future husband. Any idea what Faiz thinks? Farah will take it with a chest. As long as he can be honest with Faiz and his heart.

Actually Farah did not want to come alone. He took Davina, but he broke it. Davina's condition is not stable. It's not good for him to come out. Farah tried to take Vania. But again he canceled, when Vania told about the past between herself and Faiz. Finally, with great force, Farah came alone. He came on time, instead Faiz came fifteen minutes longer. Farah seemed impatient, to tell him all the wedge in her heart.

"Waalaikumsalam, is it okay? As long as Faiz's brother is willing to meet me and come in good health, nothing less. I don't mind waiting. After all, the atmosphere of Kafe kak Faiz is warm and comfortable. It was like I was in my room, very comfortable!" farah said softly and politely, Faiz nodded while putting on a smile.

Seen the look of Faiz's happy face wrapped in wonder. Faiz was astonished, hearing Farah who turned out to be talking a lot. At first he thought that Farah was not much different from Vania. But it seems Faiz was wrong in judging. Farah eleven twelve with Vania. It looks quiet but friendly. But still with a polite attitude.

Not to feel that Farah is a careless or careless woman. But there was real interest in Faiz's heart. Seeing Farah's warm attitude towards him. In every word Farah kept a real honesty. Farah's voice spoke to Faiz. As if to prove that Farah was comfortable with Faiz. With limits still awake. Farah's cold attitude changed, now the two establish a warm relationship before the sacred bond that will be established.

"I designed this cafe like a house. Not that I want visitors to feel at home, but I want someone to eat or drink here. He felt himself eating in his own home. I want to find a brother by opening this cafe. Not for material gain!" faiz said, Farah nodded in understanding. He felt comfortable and at ease at Faiz's cafe.

Then Farah spread her gaze to all corners of the cafe. There are some beautiful calligraphy. There are some of the longest Asmaul Husna on one of the cafe walls. The right place and easily visible. As if Faiz wanted to make his visitors see, then just read Asmaul Husna. Beautiful names of Allah SWT, so that later it will not become a negligent person. Faiz showed Islamic values in every corner of his cafe.

"Sir Faiz was able to create warmth and comfort in Islam. The longest calligraphy. It clearly shows that art and religion are able to merge. We can understand Islam with beauty. The meaning written in the calligraphy, honestly embarrassed me. I've been a negligent person all this time. While Asmaul Husna who deliberately kak Faiz pajang. Makes me regret forgetting those beautiful names!" said Farah, Faiz smiled with pride. The longer I sat with Farah. The more he bothered the warm and insightful Farah.

Faiz felt comfortable when he heard Farah's voice. There was a vibe that made him interested in knowing the veiled woman in front of him. A simple look from Farah. Instantly makes Faiz amazed by Farah's intelligence and honesty. Why did Faiz feel so sure? Farah was right for him. With the bismillah, Faiz would speed up his proposal to Farah.

Instead Farah felt personal Faiz was very relaxed and comfortable. The way he manages the cafe reflects a wise person. Faiz just reminds people to be better people. Not with anger or coercion, Faiz showed a gentle and peaceful attitude that is always taught in Islam. Without thinking others will directly follow his directions. Faiz felt faith in his heart. So he gave up entirely on the thoughts of those who saw him. Can they understand it.

"You're interesting, your perspective is enough to make me believe you're the best. When can I come to ask you? Or you doubt me. At least say everything now. Before my heart was too far away!" faiz said kindly, Farah shook her head weakly. Sontak Faiz let out a long breath. Realizing his proposal was rejected by Farah. Faiz looked down at the floor. Farah heard clearly the sound of Faiz breathing. It was as if there was a deep disappointment in Faiz's heart.

What did Farah say was true? Fearing Farah was not difficult, but understanding her family was difficult. A family that is fused, but in reality separated by a very deep and terrifying abyss. The happy life Farah always craved. He never existed and he never felt from his family. The marriage of his parents, there but never fused. Farah was born of holy love, but grew up without complete affection.

Even though Hana told Farah. Everything that happened was fair, but it was the burden of the heart that Farah had borne since childhood. It was too heavy and as if Farah could no longer bear it. Let alone sharing it with men as good as Faiz. Men who deserve to be happy with a much more appropriate understanding. Farah wanted to tell Faiz the burden of her life all along. The reason he was crying in the dark. So that there will be no regrets Faiz when they get married later.

"I'm sorry Faiz, there's no meaning in hurting or rejecting your proposal. In the life of Farah Nur Fitriya, there is a dark side of the light. The holy light contained in my name. Unable to light up the dark stains that tesirat in my life. I feel unworthy of your faith. If only your faith were so strong. I'll tell you my life story. So that you can weigh the bad good!" farah said softly, while Faiz just silently looked at Farah. Faiz heard Farah's hesitating voice. There was a great fear, so he was afraid to say it.

Faiz felt he no longer needed to know Farah. His past life was not the reason he changed his beliefs. Farah's humble and simple person. Convince Faiz he's the best among the good. Faiz's trust no longer seemed to be unshakable. It all seems real and unnegotiable. In his heart and mind only Farah was the best. Is this blind love or just a momentary pity? But Faiz believed, in a belief there would be eternal happiness.

Farah was angry and disappointed to hear Faiz's honesty. But Faiz has the right to seek the truth about himself. Faiz had the right to doubt Farah's faith. Faiz has the right to test his personality. Marriage is not just a wife, but a once-in-a-lifetime partner. Farah tried to understand again the meaning of Faiz's attitude. Not as a test, but the way Faiz knew himself.

"Farah, I know you're disappointed to hear my honesty. But believe me, I'm not doing this because I doubt you. Instead I believe, Faiq did not misjudge you. The past you've experienced. It's not why I rejected you or was disgusted by your family. Marriage is not a profit or a loss. So we need to weigh the good of the bad. Marriage unites two different hearts, in order to complement each other. Accept one with another, not equate differences that can never be the same!" faiz said, Farah looked down. Then nodded slowly.

Farah understood the way Faiz knew her. Farah wanted to say honesty before marriage. All of that is purely because of the fear of his love that will not be smooth. Farah did not want to fail in her marriage. He just wants everything intertwined after Farah's honesty. It turns out that before honesty was said, Faiz first tried to get to know Farah. All he did for the sake of confidence towards HIS jannah.

Faiz was trying to get to know the future mum. Not condescending or doubting Farah's faith. But find a way to make it easy for them to know each other. Their marriage was without love in the beginning. Will not be easily combined. Faiz is just looking for reproach. So that he could be the best priest Farah said.

"I'm a child born into a broken family!" farah said softly, Faiz smiled wryly. At a glance Faiz looked at the clingy Farah, looking at the two beautiful eyes that were harboring sorrow. Had Faiz been able, it would have felt like Faiz was holding Farah's body. For a moment Farah forgot her burden of life.

But his hopes are not in accordance with reality. Farah and Faiz are still not bound in the sacred bond of marriage. Whatever they do is still inappropriate and will lead to slander and adultery. Farah and Faiz won't blend easily. If there is a problem that has not been revealed. Understanding exists after marriage. But it would be nice if the two know each other before stepping into a more sacred bond.

Faiz stared fixedly at Farah, the look on his face as if harboring a great fear. Farah's self-collapse made her feel unworthy and ashamed of Faiz. Although Faiz never thought he was much better than Farah. Instead with Farah, Faiz wanted to be a much better human being.

Every human being is created with his weaknesses and strengths. No one is higher or lower. Only faith distinguishes one from the other. Not property or position, every human being has a past that can never be denied. Because everyone can make mistakes and no one is perfect in this world.

"A child is born holy, he is a blessing that Allah SWT entrusted. If only the child had to live in an imperfect family. And so he deserves to. Another child was born with the same misfortune as her. Your life may not be perfect, but our son's life will be perfect. I'll make sure of all that. Now tell me, when can I propose to you? Don't let me wait too long. Sometimes the recklessness of men can be fatal!" faiz said, Farah shook her head in shame.

Faiz's words made Farah's face flushed like a boiled crab. If only he had no face. Of course Faiz would be able to see Farah's shame at Faiz's temptation. Farah kept her head down. He was too embarrassed to look at Faiz. Instead Faiz grew increasingly reckless, he could no longer turn his face away from Farah. Two beautiful eyes Farah, as if the anesthetic that makes Faiz complacent. Dissolve in an indisputable beautiful dream.

"Come if you are sure, I will not forbid or approve. It's not me who should be convinced of you, but you who should be ready to accept my weakness!" farah said, but Faiz nodded in agreement.

Faiz knew Farah well enough, there was no doubt in him accepting Farah. Once Faiz was convinced, he was forever convinced of Farah's kindness and sincerity. Faiz's mind focused only on Farah. He hopes to get Farah soon. Enough to lose love. Never again did he want to lose Farah his last love.

"Next night I come, I'll come to ask you. Tell me what you want to be our wedding dowry?" faiz said loudly, Farah smiled behind her veil. He was happy to see Faiz so sure of the taste between them.

Farah fell silent when Fai said about the dowry. As a woman, dowry is a right that priests must fulfill. As the future priest Farah. Faiz should be able to support him. Then Farah looked up at Faiz.

"Whatever you give will be a priceless fortune. I am so grateful to be your mother. There is no greater fortune than your bet!" said Farah lirih then looked down embarrassed. Faiz smiled happily at Farah's words. He believed Farah was able to follow his heavy footsteps.

"Ana Uhibbuka Fillah!" faiz said softly, Farah nodded while smiling behind her veil. Faiz's expression shattered the doubts he had in him.

"My lady with bismillah, marry me to the core of the Quran and give me dowry with Alhamdullilah!" farah said softly, Faiz nodded in agreement.