STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE

STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Not Salahku's...


"Davina Nur Latifah, long time no see. You finally came out of your hiding!" zahra said, Davina turned towards Zahra. He saw clearly a shady gaze, but full of anger. Zahra stared intently at Davina, as if she wanted to blame everything that happened to her for none other than Davina's fault.


Faiq's warm attitude towards him which turned very cold. Faiq's refusal to care for his ailing father. The pain of his unwelcome love. It's like being a complete package of Zahra's wounds. For two years, Zahra kept and tried to get all the wounds. He was strong as a rock, just for the sake of a smile on his parents' faces. Zahra covered her tears, so that no anxiety could be seen from the surroundings. After two years he kept it all. Without a single shoulder that could be his backrest. Today he wants to take away his pain. Not for what? Just want Davina to know, her departure is not just to hurt herself and Faiq alone. Yet another fragile heart is hurting. A heart that cannot return to fullness. After two years of unceasing destruction. Accepting the rejection and dislike from Faiq.


"Sir Zahra, how are you? Please sit!" davina was friendly, without feeling anything was wrong. Davina smiled towards Zahra, but she only saw the cold look on Zahra's face. Davina never felt there was anything wrong with her. All this time he had never thought badly of Zahra. Although his closeness to Faiq made him jealous. Davina feels all fair in love. Before there was a bond between him and Faiq. During that time, Faiq has the right to be close to anyone? So Davina can only be jealous, without being able to get angry and forbid Faiq.


But Davina's thinking was different from Zahra's. Davina's airy attitude was misunderstood by Zahra. Arrogantly Zahra felt, Davina's attitude seemed to want to keep him away from Faiq. Davina may be very young, even she tends to be spoiled. But in understanding his love for Faiq. Davina is much more mature than Zahra who behaves like a child losing her toy.


With an annoyed face, Zahra pulled the chair beside Davina. It just so happens that both of them were invited by Fathan's company. Their first meeting was after two years. Like opening an old wound. Reveal the reason for the pain experienced by two hearts. Davina and Zahra feel the pain of unrequited love. Zahra had to willingly accept Faiq's cold attitude. A blatant attitude rejects his love. Instead Davina should be sincerely away from Faiq. Resisting longing and burying deeply his love for Faiq. Just for the sake of a thought, that Faiq would be happy without him.


"Why did you come back after two years? Do you feel like two years of time is enough to break my heart? Has your lie for two years gone unpreciated? You're out of the life of Doctor Faiq. You left a regret and guilt in his heart. You go carry a selfishness that thinks everything that happens is the best. Even without you noticing, your departure left me hurt and devastated!" said Zahra loudly, Davina was silent in silence. Not that he was afraid or justified Zahra's words. Davina never knew. The reason for Zahra's anger. Davina seemed not to know the figure of Zahra in front of her. Zahra's manners disappear replaced by painful words. Hospitality in his words. It turned into an unstoppable rage again. The shade and innocence that always appear in the look of his face. But now all that is seen is the look of a face full of hatred.


"Sir Zahra, I don't understand what you're saying? What lies am I hiding anyway? I feel like I never lied. What makes you so angry with me? Tell me to realize my mistake. Not with anger did Zahra rebuke me. Anger will never solve a problem!" said Davina lirih, Zahra stared fixed Davina's face. He scanned every inch of the face that made Faiq infatuated. The face that Faiq had missed for two years.


"You will never understand, for it is not you who are hurt. You feel your departure is the best way. But it was the worst way for me. For two years I lived in wait without reply. For two years I accepted Faiq's doctor's refusal. It's not just my race that he rejected, it's just taking care of my father he's not willing. For two years I had to see the look on my father's sad face. He had to swallow his disappointment, because Faiq's doctor refused to examine him. Father always kept silent the rejection of doctor Faiq, although his heart was always proud of doctor Faiq. Instead of getting away from me, doctor Faiq refused to heal my father. All because of your lies. Two years you lied to doctor Faiq. You made her feel guilty for being indifferent to you. But what are you doing? Secretly you often meet doctor Rey, sister doctor Annisa. Actually betraying not doctor Faiq, but you!" zahra said stirring, Davina saw a face full of anger. Zahra forgot all the boundaries. He wanted to say all his heart. Zahra had completely lost her mind. While Davina looked down weakly, what did Zahra say was not entirely right or wrong?


"What does Zahra mean? If my departure makes Brother Faiq stay away from you. It wasn't my fault and it had nothing to do with me. As for my meeting with Dr. Rey, just a friend no more. So don't link me to him. What does Zahra see is not necessarily entirely true? About the truth that I sowed upon Faiq's brother. Completely not for my sake, but for the sake of one's brother Faiq. I don't want to see him disappointed and hurt looking at my weak side. Now on what basis would Zahra be so mad at me!" said Davina, Zahra looked down. He began to feel his words were wrong. But keep it too long. Zahra is no longer capable.


"Don't you all this time, you've been secretly meeting Rey's doctor. You worship the truth, if you are sick. You betrayed the love of Doctor Faiq. If only you hadn't left. Maybe Doctor Faiq won't be cold to me. At least we can fight for his love fairly. Yet you went away, as if to make doctor Faiq feel guilty and avoid me!" zahra said emotionally, Davina shook her head weakly. He did not justify Zahra's words. Davina only shocks knowing, Zahra realizes her attitude to doctor Faiq. Davina was admitted to the same hospital where Faiq worked?


"You misjudged me, I'm not that low. My love for Doctor Faiq. It's whole unshakable. You're not a anybody? You have no right to blame me! There are many reasons Zahra did not know. Before blaming me, it's best if Zahra realizes the mistake Zahra made!" said Davina, Zahra sculpted without a single word spoken