STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Night in the Apartment

"Hana, what are you doing? Why so long in the bathroom. You fainted again!" rafa said worriedly. Fifteen minutes ago Hana went into the bathroom. So far there has been no sign of him coming out. Rafa was agitated at the thought of Hana who had not come out. While Hana lives in Rafa's apartment. This apartment is closer to the office.

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The sound of the bathroom door opening. Hana came out in a kimono. Her hair was covered in a towel, she was tightly holding onto her kimono. Eagle eyes Rafa saw the beauty of his wife's body Hana. A second later Rafa shook his head. Rafa had to throw away his thoughts.

"Sir Rafa, close your eyes!" as Hana said, Rafa chuckled at Hana's words. For Rafa to see a body that is much sexier than Hana it is common. Moreover, the beautiful body of Sesil, but the difference is all done on top of the bond of likes and likes. Not the holy bond of marriage.

"Hana, I won't be easily tempted by your body. I've seen other sexy bodies too often!" said Rafa, Hana looked sharply at Rafa. Rafa patted his head slowly. He realized he had said the wrong thing. Hana was silent a thousand languages after hearing Rafa's words. He did not expect, Rafa would say that.

"Sorry, get out for a second. I want to change clothes. My body is not sexy. So it's not worth seeing Rafa!" hana said coldly, she walked past Rafa. Hana ignores Rafa, suddenly Rafa's burly hand pulls Hana's body into her arms. The towel that covered Hana's hair fell off. The jet-black hair of Hana unraveled beautifully.

"Enough, there is no misunderstanding between us. All your bodies are too beautiful and holy. It's not that easy I can have it. Never think you are inappropriate. A much more inappropriate self!" rafa whispered right in Hana's ear, softly kissing Hana's earlobe. There's no hijab blocking Rafa. Rafa's hands brushed Hana's long hair, Rafa's lips gently poked Hana's white nape. All is not blocked anymore.

A warm gust of Rafa's breath, infiltrating Hana's entire body. Rafa's friendly decapitation brings comfort that Hana never imagined. Rafa and Hana dissolve in their respective thoughts. Hana turned to face Rafa, their two beautiful eyes meeting each other. Talk their whole hearts out. Rafa loves Hana, but is afraid to acknowledge Hana as his wife. Hana is afraid to love Rafa, because of her status as a wife on paper.

For a long time, their eyes looked at each other. Rafa's blood was boiling, and Hana's love was burning. Rafa desires to have Hana completely, but he fears rejection. Rafa will only do with Hana's permission and Hana's sacred love. Hana reciprocates Rafa's embrace, she rests her head on Rafa's field chest. Hana's ears are able to hear clearly the sound of Rafa's heartbeat beating violently.

"If this heart has chosen me. He would never compare me to another woman. I'm not a strong woman who will never cry. My heart is too fragile to feel jealous of the woman who once filled your life. Everything Rafa's ever done, I'll never regret it. But if you have to hear Rafa praising others. My ears and heart are still weak. I'm sorry if I haven't been able to be the perfect wife for you. If Rafa's upset waiting for me. Ask this heart to choose another. Maybe Hana Khairunnissa isn't the best for you!" hana said, as her hands clung to Rafa's chest. Hana's love may already be there for Rafa. But the fear of pain, Hana will never be able to dispose of easily. Rafa was the first man to enter his heart. Rafa teaches the meaning of sacrifice for love. It all started with Rafa, Hana's simple life. Turned into complicated and winding.

Hana walked away from Rafa, releasing her embrace. What has to be said already? Hana has all been clear. With a swift hand Rafa pulled Hana's body. Enter in his burly hands.

"Sorry!" said Rafa, Hana shook her head weakly. Rafa's.

"Sir Rafa, there's nothing wrong. The past can never be changed. Everything will stick and become a memory. In the past, Rafa, women like me have been very ordinary. Now the woman beside you I. Sorry if I had to be jealous of your past. In my past there was no other man. You are my past and my future!" Hana.

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At night Rafa and Hana decide to have dinner outside. Hana refused to use the car. Hana misses the thrill of a night walk on a motorcycle. Rafa complies with Hana's wishes, coincidentally Rafa has a motorcycle in his apartment. They walked to the parking lot. Hana walks behind Rafa, but it's still close.

"Rafa, where are you going? Then who is he?" search for Mr. Gunawan. He is none other than Rafa Akbar Prawira. Hana lowered her head, she was scared when anyone knew her status. Hana doesn't want to see Rafa embarrassed. Rafa's request shortly after the wedding, always blazing in Hana's mind.

"Rafa, you haven't answered papa's question! Who her? What's she doing with you?" said Mr. Gunawan cynical. Rafa is getting upset at hearing her papa's question. The one who ruined his life. Cause Rafa lost the person he loved the most. A mother who loves him more than anyone?

"Papa need not know and do not deserve to know! Whoever he is is not Papa's business? My personal life is none of papa's business!"

"You know, she's nothing more than your naps-satisfying woman. Cheap women like her, roaming the streets a lot. Even though he's in his long hijab. The moody woman remains cheap, will never have self-esteem!" said Mr. Gunawan rudely. Rafa is inflamed hearing her papa insult Hana. Both of his eyes turned red, his hands clenched ready to raise his fists.

Deg Deg Deg

Hana's heart was beating violently, Hana was holding her chest. His body began to tremble, not just embarrassed. Hannah felt humiliated as a woman. She was crying in her heart. The words of Mr. Gunawan, like salt on a wound that is still wet. It felt painful and painful, making Hana no longer able to breathe.

"Parent to papa! He's it!"

"I'm just Mr. Rafa's maid. I just happen to have to go home today. Mr. Rafa intends to take me home. Seeing you coming, I'd better get home by city transport!" hana said politely, she bowed in honor of Mr. Gunawan. Rafa is upset to hear Hana's words, why isn't he telling the truth?

"Hana!" call Rafa, when you see Hana walking away. Rafa's hand held Hana, politely Hana brushed off Rafa's hand. A clear refusal said that Hana was hurt by everything she had heard.

"Mr Rafa, I'd better go to the terminal myself. It's not good to leave your parents alone. All I want to say is, for a while I can't work. I will stay in the village. Excuse me!" hana said softly, Rafa was silent to hear Hana's words. All that Hana said, as a signal of their relationship ending.

"Hana!"

"Rafa, she's just a maid. Why are you chasing him? He doesn't deserve your attention. You shouldn't be begging, there are still many who want to work with you!" said Mr. Gunawan ketus, Rafa brushed off the hands of his father rough. He left his own papa. Rafa walked annoyedly towards his apartment.

One of the crowded corners of the city. Hana sat waiting for the arrival of the city transport that would bring her home. Towards his simple, comfortable home full of peace. Hana was pensive, she longed for days without any unrest. He wanted to leave the luxury of a moment, but it was filled with wounds and tears.

"If we had never met! Maybe I'll never feel bad. Instead you shouldn't be stuck with a low and cheap woman like me. If this marriage never happened. There will never be your name in every step of my life. You don't have to force yourself to know me. But if only for those who forget. If only for those who never believe. Forgetting that everything that happens is written and becomes a path of destiny that must be lived. Believe that all have good and happy moments. Tonight I heard clearly. As easy as your parents' mouths insult me. That's as easy as I have to feel the pain. As cold as your parents say. I can freeze my heart and no longer love. Rafa Akbar Prawira's. May you be happy, with the woman you can accept in your family! May my husband be happy, your happiness be the most beautiful gift of our marriage." inward Hana.

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