STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE

STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Love Vania


"Steven, are you waiting for Vania?" greeting Raihan kindly, Steven turned his head with a look of astonishment. Raihan looked tense as he greeted Steven. Jealousy is holding it. He never expected, Steven his best friend ever proposed to Vania. He was the man who knew Vania first. The woman who loves him, as well as hurt by Raihan's attitude. Steven once loved Vania. Opening Raihan's eyes, Vania wasn't just any woman.


Steven and Raihan grew up in the same neighborhood. Living with the luxury they already have. There was never a word lacking in their lives. The two have shared their joys and sorrows together. All this time only Steven understood himself. Raihan is not out of thought, how can Steven cover up reality? Vania the one who had been harassing her heart all this time. In one second, Raihan received two blows. He had doubted Vania's sincerity. He also broke the heart of his best friend. But if Raihan has to choose. Can't he be selfish? Defending Vania by hurting Steven. Because only a woman Vania is able to melt the frozen heart of Raihan. A heart that forgets love, only because of the wounds it once felt.


Steven was astonished when Raihan asked about Vania. He has an appointment, but not with Vania. Steven also saw a very visible unease on Raihan's face. Steven was able to capture the fear of loss that Raihan felt. As a friend, Steven understood the anxiety on Raihan's face. Full of calm and hospitality, Steven asked Raihan to sit down. He looked a little further behind Raihan standing several bodyguards as well as Raihan's secretary. Steven guessed that Raihan had just finished meeting his co-worker.


"Sit down Raihan, we haven't sat together in a long time. Even if you have time. Looks like there's something you want to tell me. I'm ready to listen, I'm still the same Steven. Steven will always be there when you need me. We can talk from heart to heart. I don't want any misunderstanding to destroy the relationship between us!" steven said, Raihan nodded slowly. He pulled the chair right next to Steven. What Steven said is true? There's a lot Raihan wants to know. In his mind came many questions that seemed to exist without an answer. Only Steven could answer all those questions.


"Say Raihan, what do you want to know? I'm not someone else, so you need time to say honesty. We've known each other for a dozen years. What are you wearing? I wear them too. Our relationship is so close that there is no need for boundaries for the sake of good manners. There has been no gap between us all along. So I hope misunderstanding today. Not the reason for the gap between us. I am ready to hear your complaint. Say it without hesitation. As bitter as your mind may be, say it so that I can find a sweet taste that makes the bitter taste unspeakable!" steven said, Raihan took a deep breath. Steven's words made him realize. To be honest Raihan never able to ask or find out the truth that happened between Steven and Vania. He was too afraid to choose between the two. Raihan doesn't want to be with Vania, but hurts Steven's best friend. On the contrary he would not have been able to survive if he were far away from Vania. The uneasy dilemma between love and friendship.


"Vania, who is she to you?" raihan said briefly, Steven smiled at Raihan's question. All revealed already, Steven began to understand the meaning of the look on Raihan's face. The anxiety that Raihan felt was not wrong. Steven understood Raihan's question. Steven saw Raihan's hand keep turning his phone. One of the ways Raihan expressed his anxiety.


"Vania, great woman. It was the determination of his heart that made me realize that loyalty exists. Her sincerity made me believe that true love exists. His patience convinced my empty heart. If holy love were real, a love that would never hurt. It is love that will always sacrifice for the happiness of others. Vania Aulia Azzahra, a weak woman full of strength for love that never wavers. He taught me. Every heart has eternal love. The heart will meet its partner. When it is time, for love is with his partner. Without fear, if we'd never felt love!" said Steven, Raihan was silent. He heard Steven so praising and understanding Vania. An understanding that Raihan could never give. Steven was so calm about expressing all his heart. There was no burden or fear of offending Raihan. Why does Steven feel like Raihan should hear what he thinks about Vania? One way to make Raihan realize. Advantages of Vania seen by other men.


"You admire Vania so much. It seems obvious that you love him very much. If you really understand and love him. Why don't you fight for it? why do you have to give up? You should have struggled, maybe she was happier with you. Until now I have never been able to understand it. I could never understand his mindset. Maybe I'm not the best priest for him. If I have to lose to you, I'm sincere. Even if my heart hurts, I will be able to survive. The one I love is happy with my best friend!" said Raihan Lirih, his voice sounded a little heavy. Raihan endured the pain he felt. Both of his eyes were starting to get hot. But Raihan kept him. He didn't want to look weak in front of Steven. Even if he had to give up his love. Raihan did not want to be weak in front of his best friend.


Instead Steven who heard Raihan's words just shook his head. If Raihan thinks he admires Vania. It's all true, but I love Vania. Steven never imagined it. Loving a woman as sincere as Vania. Steven's love is not that big, until it is able to destroy the firmness of Vania's heart. Steven's understanding of Vania's attitude will not melt the heart that has chosen and chosen with sincerity. Since Vania said the reason for her love rejection. Steven was too afraid to love Vania. Not that she was hurt, but the sincerity of Vania loving Raihan made Steven's heart tremble. He saw the figure of a woman who was so tough on the way of life that had been written for him. Vania makes Steven realize that everything is happening. It exists with its own intent.


"I don't deserve to fight for the love that fully chooses you. I don't look up to Vania for her beauty or kindness. I admire his determination when he loves you. He picked you long before he saw your face. He accepted you without asking, what kind of priest was chosen for him? He sincerely gave his heart to the man who had been preaching it since the gray white. It would be foolish for me to struggle for love by destroying the patience that Vania has been living with all this time. He was looking forward to the day he met you for the first time. You're lucky to have Vania's love. His love is not a desire to have, but a belief and trust. You are the best priest her parents chose for her. He sincerely accepts His precepts, if you are the protector he needs not he expects. Vania appreciates her love for. So never doubt the love of Vania. Your name will not be replaced. If you haven't been able to understand Vania. Some time will help you get to know him!" steven said, Raihan nodded slowly. The more he heard Steven say. He's getting stupid. Her love is not too strong for Vania. Only the desire to have and the fear of loss filled his heart and mind.


"I'm such a fool!" raihan said softly, Steven shook his head in disagreement.


"You're not stupid, but you haven't learned to understand Vania. You are a lucky man. The love of Vania is sacred and eternal. Take care when you feel ready!"