STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Wise Attitude

"I wouldn't be wrong, for two years I've seen you read the same book. For two years I admired you in silence. My heart will not misidentify, the heart that has bound it!" faiz said, as Vania looked up at Faiz. Finally he saw two beautiful eyes Faiz. A taste that should never have existed. A sense of wrong and inappropriate to come back sticking out.

"Sorry!" vania lirih said, a word that answers the expression of Faiz's heart. Vania can only apologize to Faiz. There are no more words to describe the current mood of Vania. Not proud of Faiz's feelings. But everything has changed, the present Vania is not the old one. He can no longer love or accept love for others.

Faiz smiled at Vania's apology. Although she loved Vania, Faiz never expected a reply. There is no selflessness in his love for Vania. Faiz's admiration for Vania at that time. An admiration for the simplicity of a girl born into a rich family. He was never proud of his parents' possessions. Instead Vania's admiration for Faiz. There is no other admiration for such a strong faith. Faiz's sweet voice echoing the azan of every dhuhur prayer. A tub of clear water that flushes when the eyes begin to sleepy. Refreshing the heart and mind that thirsts for faith.

"Vania, ever since I admired you. I never thought or hoped for a reply from you. You are not a woman I can reach. Our social status is different, you were born from an environment unlike mine and will never be the same. I always use a motorcycle, feel the heat and rain of the wind. You always use an AC car. We've got Faiz and Vania back in the blue-white period. We are different, we have many responsibilities to bear. The only reason that amazes me. None other than your personality is always simple. If I could be honest, I would never want to make you my mother. For my love does not hurt you, but wishes you happiness!" faiz said softly, Vania is not understanding. Is it right or wrong to meet Faiz at this time? One thing is certain, a meeting or a farewell happened because of His will. Not wanting to be blamed or feel right. But today everything happened without Vania planning.

"Why wasn't I the one you expected to be a mum? Is it because I used to be a tomboy and not hijab? It's like your dream!" sahut Vania while looking at the shady face of Faiz. The face is always washed by the water. The face that always looks down rests and prostrates itself on the creator. A face that can make people look at him. At first glance Vania saw Faiz's smile. A thin smile that can hypnotize women.

"Never have I seen your appearance or your nature. Because your appearance is not a reflection of you. But the way you take care of yourself, so that no man will underestimate you or oppress you. I never doubted your faith either. If only the way of soul mating would bring us together. I'm the one who's gonna make you know Islam. I will hold your hand towards the mosque. The priest will be there for his death. I didn't expect you to be my aunt. Because I'm afraid I can't make you happy. Maybe it's the guy who keeps staring at us. He's the right guy to make you happy!" faiz said kindly, as Vania turned her head in the direction Faiz meant. Vania was surprised to see Raihan standing leaning against her car. Some of his bodyguards and assistants were standing not far behind Raihan. Vania was silent when she saw Raihan. It is not that he regrets Raihan's arrival or is afraid of Raihan's opinion. But Vania regrets letting Raihan see her sitting with Faiz. The first time Vania sat with a man without a priest accompanying her. Although the atmosphere of the cafe is very crowded, but still what Vania did was wrong.

Since then Faiz has seen Raihan who continues to look at him. Faiz had guessed, if Raihan is a man who has a special relationship with Vania. Not intentionally want to make Raihan angry or jealous. But Faiz remained there, only to prove that Raihan was worthy of not being a priest for Vania. It turns out that Faiz is not wrong, the treasure of Raihan can not be doubted. While Raihan's calmness when he saw Vania talking to him. Proving that Raihan is able to control his emotions. Faiz was sure Raihan would not raise a hand on Vania. Whatever anger he was, because of the way Raihan looked at Faiz and Vania. It clearly depicts the deep love for Vania.

"Diehale!" said Vania lirih, her gaze met with Raihan's gaze. Raihan was silent as if he wanted to tell her the pain. Raihan just silently looked at Vania who was sitting together with Faiz. Raihan came exactly ten minutes after Vania. He thought he wanted to come first. Raihan wants to surprise Vania. But even the opposite, Raihan was surprised to see Vania sitting together with a man. Someone who made Vania forget the limits. At first glance Raihan saw a different way of looking at Vania. There was a sense of pain in Raihan's heart. Never had he seen the warmth of Vania's gaze on him. Raihan could only watch Vania speak warmly to the other men. Raihan will not be able to see it up close. Raihan decided to look at it from a distance.

Raihan enters to see Vania, after he sees Faiz leaving Vania. Raihan slowly approached Vania. He sat right in front of Vania. Same seat as Faiz. Instead Faiz turned to Raihan with a smile. Faiz greeted Raihan with his hospitality. The attitude that made Vania put her heart on Faiz.

"Why don't you come straight in to see me? Are you jealous of seeing me with her?" vania said casually, Raihan lowered his head in silence. Vania's question seemed to remind Raihan. How insensitive Vania is to her feelings. Vania realizes Vania's jealousy, but she won't say it. Vania doesn't want to make Raihan sure of his jealousy.

"While I'm jealous, you won't allow it either. You'll say my jealousy as my disfigurement. That's why I'll just shut up. I love you with trust. So I won't make you doubt me. What am I looking at anyway? Not something that would make me doubt you. I am jealous, but in my jealousy there is trust. That you have chosen me and will not betray me!" raihan said, Vania looked down embarrassed. His attitude towards Raihan was indeed different and seemed indifferent. Vania feels guilty for Raihan. He didn't want to keep Raihan from getting hurt.

"Don't you want to know who he is? The man who was sitting with me!" vania said softly, Raihan shook his head weakly. Sometimes everything stays in a meeting. Raihan doesn't want to know who he is? The man who got the warm gaze of Vania. The man who makes Vania comfortable.

"I don't want to know him. Enough I see he's the guy who makes you comfortable. Comfort I can't give you!" raihan said softly, Vania shook her head weakly. He looked at Raihan filled with admiration.

"He was my upperclassman when Junior High. He made me want to know my religion. He amazed me with faith and Islam. Achmad Faiz Akbar, a man I admire for his faith. As for Muhammad Raihan Maulana, the man I believe will be the imam of my hereafter!" vania said firmly.